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Re: 🖤Dark Musings
« Reply #225 on: March 31, 2018, 02:45:10 am »
In the quiet
The sounds seem louder
Beating of the heart against
The rib cage
Pounding harder
The volume in the silence
Harsher than in a crowd filled room
Judgement laid faster
For the guilty minds
Churning thoughts on a dime
Jumping from story
To conclusion
Basking in the disjointed illusions
Egos way of disturbing the balance
When it decides to play

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Re: 🖤Dark Musings
« Reply #226 on: April 09, 2018, 03:00:55 am »
Tragic results when vehicles collide
Slight swerve here
In a blink of an eye
Unbelievably as we wrongly decide
Mutilated metal
Distorted bodies
Broken skin and bones
Lifeless bodies strewn across the land
Sadness prevails at the loss
Yet the news is overwhelmingly
Constantly dealing with loss
Young of old
Itís never properly foretold
Here today
Gone tomorrow
Tell those you love them today
Saves you the intense grief
Of the sorrow
Knowing you bit your tongue
Forgetting to say
I love you
Letís play

Say it now
Express it now
Love is to be shared
Lovingly cared

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Re: 🖤Dark Musings
« Reply #227 on: May 02, 2018, 12:25:07 am »
Plagued by the darkest of thoughts
Overthinking leads to an explosion
Of vicious cycles
Pounding of the head
Blurry vision
Infused with garbage
Of laying dead
Visualizations cramming the imagination
With constant scenes of devastation
Pressure so overwhelming
Itís hard to breathe
Trying to separate
Continual division of black thoughts
Sucking the life source
Into the deep abyss
Fighting to keep afloat
When all thatís felt
Is the deepest need
To die

I donít know why

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Re: 🖤Dark Musings
« Reply #228 on: May 22, 2018, 06:53:53 am »
Lying in the depths of the darkness
Where parts of my soul
Lays open to all the bleeding wounds
Of love lorn and torn
The last hopes of my heart
Being torn apart
With each game you play
Beyond hope
Wished there was another way

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Re: 🖤Dark Musings
« Reply #229 on: May 25, 2018, 03:01:34 am »
Foggy views have plundered
Into the recesses of my mind
A deep sense of entitlement
Leads to disassociation
Of General enjoyment
Discovering truth behind
Madness of a different kind
Proper behaviour varies per person
Whatís right for me
Ainít right for you
Felt the ripping of my heart
From its protective barriers
Rib cage hollow echoing
Itís dismissal
Meandering for a new start
One that embraces levity
Releases the dark

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Re: 🖤Dark Musings
« Reply #230 on: May 25, 2018, 03:27:12 am »
Viewing the stark reality
That disturbs the equilibrium
Wiping clean remnants of dirt
Reminding us the intense desire
To wallow and alternatively cleanse
Pulling at the threads
Expecting everything to dismantle
Tugging at the strands
Expecting dissolution
Surprised when it doesnít happen
Curious to push the limits
Striving for the sake of the dark
To leave a streak behind
The bright light
Needing the extremes
To break away from the inert emotions
That seem to stick like super glue
Drowning in the superficial qualities
That seem to be true
Words of devotion
Spoken superfluously
Sinking deeper into the blue
A quality that infuses the different hues
Confusion as I still think of you

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Re: 🖤Dark Musings
« Reply #231 on: May 31, 2018, 11:41:14 pm »
Abruptly shaken out my reverie
By the doorbell ringing
Followed by the persistent knocking
On the door
Iíve often imagined
When death decides to beckon you
There is no closed door
That can keep you apart

Door swings wide open
You end up leaving everything behind
There is no more procrastination
There is no tomorrow
To finish that project

Grim reaper has a job to do
Saint Peter has called your name
Pearly gates are wide open
Nothing ever remains the same

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Re: 🖤Dark Musings
« Reply #233 on: May 31, 2018, 11:48:35 pm »
https://youtu.be/34jC1fmeFD0

This song seems to creep into my thoughts
With all of these blasted news
Yet
Weíre killing strangers
Marilyn Manson has new lyrics
Sad to read in the news
That kids are killing their friends

A strange eerie ness slides into place
With that wicked smile
That creeps across their face
Fame has descended upon them as they craved
Across the miles
Throughout the schools
Hate has replaced love
Insanity has usurped sanity
Evil lurks in the minds of babes
Strange days ahead
For those looking to save
Or be saved

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Re: 🖤Dark Musings
« Reply #234 on: June 29, 2018, 03:50:54 am »
The cage rattled by the Beating heart
The ache strong emanates the pain
Tingling throughout all appendages
Screams followed by sobbing
Tormented
Comparable to the screwed up etchings
Marking the face
Turmoil has been playing its rhythmic beat
A symphony of screeches
High pitched followed by
Moans of laughter
Mixed with the sharp strain
Of anguished pain
Insanity thrashed against
Common sense
Of all these bloody speeches
That mean nothing
The pain far too intense
Observe the smiles once painted
Reveal all that was once concealed
Grotesquely etched pain
The figure standing in front of the mirror
Doesnít look the same
She stares blankly
At the ugly monster that surfaced
And replaced the smile
If you listen intently
Youíll hear the subtle screams
Only if you want to
For years have gone by
Youíve dismissed them
Simply because you never cared

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Re: 🖤Dark Musings
« Reply #235 on: July 02, 2018, 08:59:28 pm »
Played at being a friend
He did that too well
Loyal friend
Every
Typed
Word
A lie
It unravelled when all went to shit
He was nowhere to be found
Threw me to the wolves
Torn to pieces
Every little bit
This friendship is far from real
It began and ended on Twitter
Social media
When everything that seems
Dissolves depending if one can benefit

Could be why
I often choose to deactivate
To cleanse my senses
Of all the strange propensities
Separate the wheat from the chaff
In many ways

Funny that ďfriendĒ
Is lumped with a whole lot
Of ďfriendsĒ

Where the illusion is shattered
Iíve seen the ugly facts
Beneath the mask
That over shone
By the smiles

Those fake friends

Side note...they are all blocked

Friends who actually care
Have stood by
Virtually my friend
True virtual friends
Where the care is still there

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Re: 🖤Dark Musings
« Reply #236 on: July 05, 2018, 10:54:24 pm »
The dark descends and dwells
In a pool of blood
That I use for ink
The cracks developed
From the struggle through pain
Heart is broken through the strain
Words superfluously spoken
Placing the mask firmly
Painted smiles
Deliberately tattooed again

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Re: 🖤Dark Musings
« Reply #237 on: August 02, 2018, 12:16:10 am »
Frustration has drawn the light
In to the vast depths of the dark
Disgusted with the months of standstill
Discovering that my truths
Were believed as lies
Battering the punching  bag
With at least three tries
Each arm, followed by kicks
Over thinking still
The falacy of being told
I finally believe you
Now that the story is old
55 months and counting
Despondent by the revelations
Of the irresponsibility
That arises from futility
Blatant stupidity from those with masters degrees

Here is a fact:
When people speak truth
You can ask them a million questions
A billion different ways
The answer is always the same
When people lie
They struggle to recall
The stories they made up
After 55 months
My answers are still the same
Stop the blame game

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Re: 🖤Dark Musings
« Reply #238 on: August 12, 2018, 04:29:52 am »
Frustrations of fear are real
Searing shocks shattering the balance
Trembling uncontrollably
Teeth clattering
The inability to stop the shaking
Further anguishes the panic
That has overwhelmed
Hearts beating raised its rhythm
And skipped many a beat
Asphyxiation increasing
Gasping for air
From this humid heat
Unbearable as the panic
Continues to rise
A small piece trying to ease the strain
Having had better control
This time around
Feeling the pressure of my heart
Is the bigger surprise
Pain intensifies
Hearing sounds as though Iím underwater
An echo plays sharply
Hard to decipher
Whatís real
Whatís fear
Whatís been absorbed by external energies
That Iíve made it my own

Numbness is hitting My extremities
Thoughts are confusing
Sharp stinging in my eyes
As my own tears are traitors
Far from soothing
Stinging and sharp burning sensation
Dissolving into a heap
Of no relief

Mind keeps chugging the over thinking train
No matter how hard I try
Itís all in vain
Clutching to the pillow
In hopes that all will normalize
Again
Valiantly trying
Sleep over takes the final fatigue

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Re: 🖤Dark Musings
« Reply #239 on: August 30, 2018, 09:23:00 pm »
Shock is continuing to set in
How did it happen
What was the last word
I got in
Did he hear it
Did he listen to my words
I love you
In his confusion
In his pain
Did he understand the souls connection
Like the first day
Or as it happened
This the last
Shock has held me captive
Believed we were going to grow old
Iím shattered
Tears keep rolling
As your body turned cold
Wisdom over the years
I know youíre in a better place
My heart is broken
Knowing I wonít be able to hold
You again
Iím broken
Letting the pain
Crack open another wound
Blood stains
Mixed with tears
Stunned by grief
Silence is the deafening sound
Looking for a distraction
There is no way
It will heal
This fractured heart
Itís beating aching
Harder than when I fell
In love with you
Harder for that fateful accident
Took you
And Iím broken

~Divine

 

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