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CAMELOT FANTASY => Metamorphoses Evolved => Topic started by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 09, 2017, 09:48:47 pm


Title: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 09, 2017, 09:48:47 pm
Stuck
In the concrete mud
Inability to get out of this black bubble
Unable to view anything
Beyond the opaque
Ominous dark ink
Bleeding

Bullying for children
Of all types
Feels as stark as this

Hard to envelope them in love
When they are stuck
In the concrete mud

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Clay Death on March 09, 2017, 10:04:18 pm
wow.

cool new thread.


awesome lady D.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 09, 2017, 10:35:50 pm
Thank you General
Purely by accident

I thought I was in my poetry thread

Wrote it off the top of my head
            AND

Dark Musings feels right

Thanks for all of your support!!
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 09, 2017, 11:51:36 pm
In the dark of the night
While many are a sleep
Watch who you call out for
Even if it's a little peep
The monsters in your closet
Crawled under your bed
Sounds like nails scratching
Leaving trails on the wooden floor
Observing you screaming
Flying out the door


~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 10, 2017, 02:04:24 pm
The illusion that all the monsters
Are wrapped up as a Cimmerian God or goddess
Loud laughter peeling off the paint
From the walls
Have I introduced you
To the monsters
Crammed diligently
Like sardines
All welcomed by you
In your head

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 11, 2017, 11:04:56 pm
Howling of the werewolf
The full moon is peaking
Worm moon is what they are calling it
Burrowing it's way into the dark earth
Sifting through the muck & mire
Searching for its desire
Androgynous can Mate itself
How does this cycle
Affect the blood of passion
Werewolf is howling
You can hear his growling
Across the land
He doesn't travel with a band of wolves
He is a lone wolf
Strong need to feed
His metamorphoses filled with
Aches and pains
For his transformation intense
Even in this complex monsters brain
He understand Real from pretense
Opting to keep away from his loved ones
Looking to feed on murderers & cons
Even he refrains from the
Chosen ones

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 12, 2017, 06:18:33 pm
http://documentary-movie.com/the-cove/

Crime of blood
Dark musing
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 12, 2017, 11:49:54 pm
High upon the hill stood a castle
Guards surrounded to protect
The rightful King
His Queen was forced to marry him
Merger of families across the land
Murderers & traitors seemed defeated
But many clamoured to be
The hand of the King
Difficult to ascertain for even the close
Cannot be trusted
Jealousy insipidly seeps under
Everyone's skin
For the King is just a puppet
The realm is run by con men
The Queen was forced to be the strings
Ultimate it's illuminated
Open rebellion will take place
With plans to kill the King open faced
Death by poison

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 15, 2017, 05:29:24 pm
Rage is engorged itself
Into another stage
Where sanity meets insanity
Want and need to break
Through the binds that tie me
Feel like walking through
Clouds Or fields of cotton
Forgiveness has happened
Images are not stopping
Sentences expressed
Distressed as the knives have plunged
Deep into the crevices of the spine
Plunged many a time
Where parts are numbing
Fathomless though it seems
The abyss seems dark and bleak
Without a spark of light
The silence doth speak

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 15, 2017, 06:19:14 pm
Multiple personalities
Inhabit this mind of millions
Interwoven mix this multitude
Tenebrous interchange as the emotions
Charge like a battery to a hundred
Reach the heights of despicable rage
Where the screaming in my head
Surpasses the screaming being heard
Screeching loud my blood is ink
Maliciously the lies
Really **** stink
Alleviate the pain in time
But now the violence is sublime
Each cell is screaming
While the painted smile seeming
To shine subliminally 
Sparkling of the teeth
Will hit you with blindness
Hypocrisy has escaped as kindness
Insanity is claimed by the insane
As sanity
Beauty is you believe conformity
Absurdity


~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 17, 2017, 09:09:38 pm
Exhausting being positive
Around negative
Listening to many constantly
Complaining
Living in the past
Where it's clearer than the present
Continually
Fervently stuck
Years ago is far more valued
Than present that's gifted
By God
Life has lost its lustre
Major effort getting out of bed
Requires strength to muster
Sadness prevails
It's a gray area
Trying to get them to laugh
At what they found comical
Today they have no patience
Deny they favoured it
I find it quizzical
Repeating the same things
Above the ten times
Seeming as though it's the first
Confusing how the mind
Lacks to work

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 18, 2017, 09:15:14 pm
Death and taxes are inevitable
Death and taxes
Bless me father for I have sinned
Is what the Catholics say
Forgiven with a few Hail Marys
Doing the same thing
Expecting different results
Death and taxes and cheating
Seems to be inevitable
Can't cheat death or taxes
Cancer has sucked the life of many
It's constantly
No age limit
Struck at any age
Pain if another one
That bit the dust
Dust to dust
We're all here
To bust

~ Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 18, 2017, 10:14:30 pm
Time is ticking
Blood is dripping
Wounds may not be tended
Forcing fences to be mended
While the gaping pain distended
Any sign of if apprehension
Can tear wide open the tension
All in a sense of urgency
True state of emergency

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 19, 2017, 07:00:29 pm
Welcome to my dark side
Going on a stark ride
Mystery can be chaotic
Aphotic can be symphonic
Unknown as to what I can do
Cimmerian thoughts is just one clue
Shhhh just watch
You'll learn
How to possibly discern
And welcome what once was straight
Is now twisted

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 21, 2017, 12:16:09 am
Dribbling the basketball
Across the court
Jump shot
Landing onslaught
Crashing to the ground
Bleeding knees from the scrapes
Tough feeling deafeatist
Once an elitist
Scrambling down the ladder
What used to matter
Striving to be the best of all
You're falling down
Smashed by a wrecking ball
Of choices
Screaming sounds
If your own voices

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 21, 2017, 08:58:44 am
Choking back the feelings
That are threatening to erupt
What will flow will
Most certainly disrupt
Dark are the emotions
That play and replay
In the abyssful mind
At times in anger
At other kind
Stream explodes
Like the blood flows
The veins it gushes
While pain rushes
Request desires to inquire
Admire those
Whose faces flushes
Much can be ascertained
When one is detained
Watch and learn

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 22, 2017, 12:54:33 am
The noise isn't loud
Drip
Drip
Drip
The I V is hydrating
Medicine transported through
The tube
Oxygen mask
Help you breathe
Accidents happen
Being intuitive is unavoidable
Just like this horrific
Accident
What are the odds
Quiet day
Early morning walk
The sun was shining
You ran the Boston Marathon
Crossed the finish lines minutes
After the explosion took lives
Years later
Your need for early morning walk
On your own
Settle thoughts in your head
Dump truck tire
Flew off aimed directly for you
Kept you in the machines
Living dead
Kept alive for days
Your organs kept fresh for your donation
Your soul had already made its transit
Kept alive to save four lives
In need of organ transplant
You chose to leave
A vegetable in bed
Not an option

You passed sweet Diane
Chose to lay to rest with your Dad
Your souls connected
Many here are disconnected

Thank you for your visits cuz
Love you 😘

~Divine

(Not a poem just expression thanks )
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 24, 2017, 11:27:13 pm
Empathic people feel it all
Positive or negative
It's faster than any phone call
Objective or subjective
The hardest feelings of late
Is all the hate
Seething from every corner
Hard to segregate
The love or the hate
Whose a friend
One that has your back
From all the insipid attacks
Don't worry you spineless snakes
I'm cutting back on the give and take
Here let me remove the stake
From my back
Vampire attack
Hahaha
Must be a reason I always wear black

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 24, 2017, 11:54:12 pm
Tornadoes of emotions
Downpour of rain
Stronger than the blood dripping
Out there on the plain
Lives fought to stay alive
Natures anger can't survive
Torrential stain
Streaming through all terrain
Sadness prevails
For all who've left behind
Contrusions hard for a safe mind
When bodies are ravaged
Young and old
Matters not your age
When the weathers raged

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 27, 2017, 01:10:59 pm
Dark musings
I abhor this type of activity
How would it be to be allowed
In the space with no weapons
Assholes
Would you be taking pictures
With a **** smile
This applies to all
Trophy hunters who
With their wealth
Need a **** kick by
Killing then posing with their KILLS

Karma best served cold
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 30, 2017, 05:44:11 pm
Loud screams of terror
Sweat soaked sheets
Facing my inner demons
Those I feared on the mirror
Arrogance unfolds
The egomaniacal
Blood I bleed
Many lives I concede
Family and friends I've chosen
Long before
My physical body placed
Push me out of the lulled story
Perfection destroyed me
Dark side masked by
The light twisted side
That's now history
Is it?
Excellence is resulting
In acceptance of
Success and failure
Pendulum swayed
Auric field dwells in ascension
Conclaves in descension
Paddling upstream is defeatist
Just let it go
Simplistic in actuality
Go with the flow
It's another sense of reality

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 30, 2017, 06:48:26 pm
Clearly,
Merely an observation
If you've moaned
In pain for a long time
It becomes second nature
It's soothing the one
Seemingly alleviate
The strain
Developed by the neurons
Of the brain

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 31, 2017, 07:02:15 pm
Drip streams of coffee
Visible on the side of the cup
Lipstick marks on the rim
Moaning of contentment
With the first sip
Early morning
Wake me up
Every morning
My enjoyment

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 31, 2017, 10:01:47 pm
Mourning
Dark cloud has hovered
Reality stuck it's ugly head
In my business
I've discovered
Its aphotic side
Ink dripping blood
Has decided to visit
Rock bottom is not
The only reason for change
Alterations have occurred
Dream like exchange
For harsh reality
The light bulb recharged
Various forms of legality
Strong hold
Mourning
Where sometimes
Crying with sobs
At other times silence
At this juncture
The pain in my tummy
Intense
Gone is all the pretense
Facing the fact
Options are mine
Not settling
I'm a warrior goddess
Always have been
Born a Spartan Queen

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 02, 2017, 08:00:44 pm
Judgement takes place
Seeps in
Methodically
If accustomed
Sheepishly
There is no grace
Disproportionate degree
Irascible actions
Comparatively speaking
Different locations
Indescribable seeking
Falsifications breaking down
Whimpering quietening sounds
Disillusion waivering
Actions distancing
Reclusive

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 07, 2017, 08:34:20 pm
Wicked are the leaping flames
That scorch the edges
Of the soul
Scalding is in effect
Frayed blackened charred
Snippets shooting pain
Wisps of smoke
Still wafting through
The thick breeze
Imagine how your heart
Experiences
For now you seize


~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 13, 2017, 03:19:57 pm
A Very wise man
Have me some great advice
Show not your underbelly
For many are not nice
Thriving on your pain
Watching from a distance
Laughter is their gain
Screwing in the knife with
Deeper with each advance
Wise words to pull back
When others are on attack

Lessons learned from mistakes
So much for give and take

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 14, 2017, 09:30:23 pm
Pain written across your face
Each strike tearing your flesh
Harder than the last
Their crazed ego desiring
To hear your cries
Demonic is each
Lash of the cat o nine
Piercing the skin
Hooks curving into
Muscles sinews
Each tug and pull
Rapaciously predatory
Blood spilling everywhere
Open flesh exposing bone
Vicious is their malcontent
Each lashing
Deep maleficent

He, praying to his father
For he was born
For the treachery
To expunge our sins
Compathy of those who believe

Apathy from all the rest

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 17, 2017, 06:00:47 pm
Day and age
Integrity and respect
Leave a foul taste
In many a mouth
Watching each other's backs
Unheard of
Honesty
Laced with a special breed of lies
Trust
Is like an eraser
Keeps getting smaller
With all the apologies
That have no real meaning

I'm a believer of
Integrity
Respect
Honesty
Love
Trust

You can count on me

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Clay Death on April 17, 2017, 10:37:33 pm
magical thread lady Divine.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Clay Death on April 17, 2017, 10:37:43 pm
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Clay Death on April 17, 2017, 10:56:04 pm
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Clay Death on April 18, 2017, 07:55:42 am
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 20, 2017, 01:56:37 am
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Wow thank you so very much.

Love this.

You're awesome General
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 20, 2017, 02:01:40 am
Choking back the fears
Imploding for so many years
Catapulted mass
Emotions overflowing
Starting from the core
Described this terrible feeling
The blackness drowned my head
Didn't know what was in store
The shaking and rattling
Wasn't screaming in my brain
They were the monsters
Crammed under my bed
Been there for years
Behind all those exploding tears

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Clay Death on April 21, 2017, 09:36:04 pm
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Wow thank you so very much.

Love this.

You're awesome General

thanks lady Divine.



this is a wonderful thread.

Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 23, 2017, 07:46:34 pm
The sores are seeping
Crimson once black
Now bright
Droplets glistening as
The light captures its escape
Sharp pain is searing the thigh
Wounds festered for a while now
Open sore throbbing
As though it had a heart beat
Sweat beads across both brows
The open sore hurt
But the broken heart
Pained her far more than
Any dancing accident

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 24, 2017, 01:32:39 pm
It's just one hit
One more
It's just something to get me by
A different version
Of another lie
Starts off small
Gave you the power
To do it all

Or so you thought


Just for that pain
Prescription medication
That led to addiction

The belief that it's the last time
Same old story
Different rhyme

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 24, 2017, 03:22:01 pm
Monsters of substance abuse
Rattling inside your brains
Rising from the intense need
To treat life like a refuse
Blame game
Stories grow
Deception flow
Stronger than the last
For the final blast
Where prescription medication
Is not enough
Street meds where many bled
Continual bleeding
Stealing
Reeling

Monsters are real
Monsters created by the same
Person that fears them

You

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 25, 2017, 09:38:19 pm
Broken in ways unimaginable
Fragments dislodged
Sharp shards of glass
Strewn all over the floor
Drops of blood spotting
The ceramic tiles
Seizures come on
Like a surprise
But not so
Crankiness + dizziness
Instigate + perpetuate
Moodiness
A sure sign of imbalance
On the road to another
Symptom to this
Warped illness

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 28, 2017, 04:41:08 pm
Welcome to the lair of the dark
Fool not yourselves
Much more happens
Multiple sparks

Interwoven in the silky bedsheets
Varied levels
Of salacious heat

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 04, 2017, 08:52:08 am
Broken fragments
Particles floating in the abyss
Inert in their energy
Sparkling in the dark
Fathomless are the heights + depths
Cavernous in the ink like dwelling
Shards of light seep through the cracks
Mass seems concrete secure
Yet streams prove it's an illusion
Chipped away
Speedily rushing through
The galaxies of fright
Wallowing through the dark
Is a conscious plight
Ultimately knowing
I'm an extension of the unknown
Justifying there is no validation
Ultimately stark reality
I know nothing
In the vast stretch of
Nothingness

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 04, 2017, 08:58:07 am
Fear
Divides the strong from the weak
Elevates all negativity
To new heightened peaks
It's like a cold dark reptilian hand
Crashes into my chest plate
Squeezes my heart
Bleeding as the screaming
Takes place
Making my heart race
Scared for this lifeless situation
Understood
That fear illusionary has no face
Yet I stare into the mirror
Gaunt like
Dark circles around lifeless eyes
The pain subsides
Starts to feel familiar
In its familiarity there is comfort
For it's what I know
Pain and that sweet numbness
Scattering thoughts of distress
Matter not
As the blood streams down
My pretty pink dress

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 04, 2017, 09:07:00 am
Laughter
High pitched screech
Followed by cries of pain
Split into varied personalities
Something triggers
In the grey mass of the brain
Cacophonous seeming
In all the chaotic sounds
Where twists + turns
Swaying begins
To discover the cuts + scrapes
Laughter eases the sharpness
Life teases into submission
Where stories
Come at a high price of admission
Where apathy seamless
Caring is where the pain first began
Searching for the hero
That never arrived
Even in my attendance
Leaving luck as a tiny chance
That things can unfold
Difficult to see what has a hold
This story is lost and forgotten
As ages old

~ Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 04, 2017, 04:40:47 pm
It's all out in plain view
Plain sight
No need to investigate
It's the first thing that pops in your head
It's right in front of your eyes

The game is on
Yet you can't see it
For looking

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 05, 2017, 12:42:52 am
No action
Is just as bad
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 09, 2017, 06:42:51 am
It crossed across her face
It paused for seconds
Passed her by
Grim reaper dropped in briefly
His grey shadow subtly
Subduing her light
Her soft features
Looking stark and gaunt
In the fleeting toils of pain
Where fear has gripped her
Anxiety gasping for air
Convulsions of the grasping brain
Release of fluids
Running down her now bruising legs
In her confusion to try
To get up
Is pulling herself under the bed
That's where death overshadowed
Her features
It was instantaneous
I observed it
As her hand clawed at my leg
Her nails piercing my skin
Her grip claw like
Intensified by her fright
Monitoring each segment
Like an episodic
On this evolutionary series
She negotiated
Her choice
To stay

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 10, 2017, 03:39:49 am
Numb
Yet the tears are cascading
Making mascara trails down my cheeks
Little messages forwarning
Were delivered throughout the weeks
Overwhelmed to take heed
Perhaps fear prevented me
To embrace the silence
Souls need
To connect to the spirit world
Many times it's effortless
In times of grief
Fighting for balance
Searching for the opportunity
For relief
Heart is heavy
Inner sense knows
It's pain free
It's my ego self that misses them
Silence is the key
Inner sanctum sharing
Silence is the key

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 15, 2017, 02:55:53 pm
Shivering
The body is shaking
Quivering
Fear has seeped in
Those dirty rotten dreams
Where the dead
Decided to visit me
Oh the **** dread
They are off to la la land
When I want them the least
They come through the most
I'm feeling cold
Decrepid is first stages of getting old?
I don't know
Don't care
Was a time when every hair
Had to be in its proper place
Now
I just don't care
I'm tired
Fatigue has grasped me to his chest
Yes
Sleep
Hopefully deep sleep
Is the best

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: pryzmsticv on May 16, 2017, 03:59:29 am
Descriptive is your pain, with the sight ov your luved Devine.
Mentally in vain, with your description ov holding to time.
Within heart you shall gain, the beauty ov their minds.
Luv will never turn you insane, instead the beauty ov the lines.
Hold on to souls restraint, and live to display their designs.
Take care ov yourself my dear friend. Luv ya😚💋
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 16, 2017, 10:18:26 pm
Descriptive is your pain, with the sight ov your luved Devine.
Mentally in vain, with your description ov holding to time.
Within heart you shall gain, the beauty ov their minds.
Luv will never turn you insane, instead the beauty ov the lines.
Hold on to souls restraint, and live to display their designs.
Take care ov yourself my dear friend. Luv ya😚💋

Hi my beautiful Lady V!
It's already been a week.
We are celebrating her 9 days with blessings
From the priest at the cemetery tomorrow.

All these blessings keep the light of hope.

Thank you so very much for your loving words

You have tapped into my pain.

She is not in pain, she is with her big love Dad.

She visits here and smells of a bouquet of flowers.

Grateful for her connecting.

Much love my great friend xxx😘♥️♥️♥️
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 17, 2017, 11:56:10 am
Many beginnings lead to ultimate endings
Trust is a two way street
Watch those who claim friendship
When they value the relationship
Of your enemies
Far greater
Than words that seem sweeter
Fabricated truths
Are all lies
Instinct has spoken too many times
Wish I could just accept the bull ****
And put on the act that you are so amazing at
I'm not that good
Wearing my heart on my sleeve
Don't be surprised
When I stop caring
For there won't be any
Good byes

I will just disappear

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 17, 2017, 01:49:20 pm
Misleading information
Seems a masterful part of your vocation
Listen closely
Despise the false identity
When one refuses to admit
Has formed commitments
To those that scarred you
Matters not the love you bore
Crimson talons
Sunk deep into the chest cavity
**** + tore
Grasped the heart
Shred it to pieces
Confusion has been the ultimate betrayal
That instinctual feeling
I've denied
My heads been reeling
From your disguise
Need to refocus my lying eyes

Isn't that what they betray
In the aft of magic


So tragic
That I trusted
Your hollow love

My fault for not heeding
My observational instincts

Crud

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 18, 2017, 08:41:34 pm
Standing here in shock
Watching the deep Hue of red
Dripping off the jagged edge of the blade
How many times did you stab me to the hilt
Gross words expressed by you
Expecting them all along
Malicious dread
I'm glad you chose the witches
You've been displaying them for
The past year
Bull **** lies
Psycho analysis
Fake tears
Thanks for nothing
Happy to walk away
Thank God
Tomorrow is a another day

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: guest256 on May 19, 2017, 07:04:26 am
I'm very sorry to hear of your sad loss, Lady Divine & hope you are o.k. I finally managed to get on here & have a lot to catch up on. I can't get on my twitter now so will have more time to catch up. It's nice to be back but I'm sick of P.C. problems. I can't afford another P.C. though & only got 1 a year ago so I'll have to live with them or solve them the best I can.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 19, 2017, 07:50:32 pm
I'm very sorry to hear of your sad loss, Lady Divine & hope you are o.k. I finally managed to get on here & have a lot to catch up on. I can't get on my twitter now so will have more time to catch up. It's nice to be back but I'm sick of P.C. problems. I can't afford another P.C. though & only got 1 a year ago so I'll have to live with them or solve them the best I can.

Lady Ann thank you for your kind words.

I'm good.

I've decided I have to focus on things
I have desired to do

It's NOW

I use my phone for Twitter and Camelot.

I understand about PC
Can't recall the last time I used mine.

Happy to see you back.

Truly very happy.

Camelot is family.

Always much love and light
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 20, 2017, 12:44:52 am
Do you know how to love
Or do you push them away
Expressing the depth of your heart
Or wanting to see if they fight for you
Day after day

If it's a constant battle
It's not love
Love is effortless
It's where passion meets vulnerability
Where a simple touch
A lingering kiss
Sends a tingle up the spine
Intense sensuality
Want + desire to make you mine

Where our breathes intermingle
As we dive into each other's eyes
Where our souls speak
The love language
That communicates to the hearts
With an explosion of pheromones
Where tastes + scents
Incite a deeper want
A more intense need

That!

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: guest256 on May 20, 2017, 04:56:40 pm
You're welcome, Lady Divine. I'm glad you're well. That's a good idea. I've missed everyone & am glad to be back.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 20, 2017, 06:43:08 pm
You're welcome, Lady Divine. I'm glad you're well. That's a good idea. I've missed everyone & am glad to be back.

It's great to have you back Lady Ann 😘🌺
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 20, 2017, 06:55:18 pm
Enough is enough
Finding out the truth
Has been rough
It's been facing me for weeks
For months
Took your words
To heart
Thinking back
I was warned from the start
The wounds have been festering
For quite some time
Oozing pus has been foaming
Mixed with blood
The stench causing me to gag
Vomit dying to spew
Stomach tumbling
Head is spinning
Fact is blatant
Past year is a blur
Frightful thought that as of today
We're through
Strange first things you wrote to me
Was you won't betray me

Strange, that your mind has guided you
To the direction I must seek
For betrayal has already taken place
You've stated it
With every trace

for the inclusion
Is a formidable conclusion

It was festering this wound
I was loving you
You were stringing me
Like a buffoon

Fools like me
May hurt
But will continue to love

Just dusting my feet
And walking away
Because tomorrow
Is a new day

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 20, 2017, 07:07:23 pm
Shot through the heart
Stabbed in the back
Fooling myself
I've been under attack
Those closest committed the worst crime
Being told I'm loved
Time after time
A cold chill running up and down
My spine
Shocking facts were always mine
Just wasn't looking
Confused beliefs that my
Friendships true
Mine was
Yours wasn't
Mourned what I believed
A part of me relieved
My gut has been feeling the betrayal
I dismissed it

You keep calling it a game
That you are true with me
Games played
Facts I see

I was the game

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 20, 2017, 08:48:05 pm
Disorientation has been blurring
My judgement
Set free from a certain confinement
The shackles are laden with sorrow
And fears
Compounded by eons of lives
So many scarred years
Wishes that the morrow
Will bring in excitement
Those are the hopes and dreams
At least it seems

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 28, 2017, 04:42:49 pm
Thunder cracking across the sky
Lightening flashing
Snippets of light
Illuminating the night
Every sound seemingly louder
Piqueing the imagination
To newest heights
Slight creak as though weight
Pressure with invisible footsteps
Nothing visible to the naked eye
Do you believe in ghosts?

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 28, 2017, 07:11:51 pm
Painful discovery
Of what's been hiding behind
The mysterious veil
Feelings have been accurate
Uneasy when retrieving information
Locating a different destination
Those suspected as enemies
Were supplied by a trusted ally
Only to deduce
It was your closest friend
Isn't it wild to realize
It's the end

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 30, 2017, 12:06:27 pm
Black clouds as the air is thick
Intensity reaching to newer heights
Tension is real though
Close attention to the facial tick
Feelings are complex and surreal
Everything is playing like a broken record
All the sounds seem the same
Yet it skips
So many blips
Innocent smiles appear to tame
The beast that enrages within
Solace comes to those forgiving
Forget the strangeness in activity
That forges anonymity
Clarity is blurred
By the fuzzy haze
Of the smoking blaze

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 30, 2017, 04:15:05 pm
The living dead
Walking around aimlessly
Stoic faces void of expressions
Look at the eyes
Windows of the souls
Where the light shines brightly
Even in the darkness
Depth of searing pain
You can capture the light
Subdued still a sparkle
Waiting for the flame
To burn higher
It will take some time
Cycle of life

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: guest256 on May 30, 2017, 04:51:38 pm
You wrote some good poems there.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2017, 01:19:50 am
Thank you Lady Ann!
Sweet of you to say about my Dark side 😊
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2017, 01:57:27 am
**** wide open
Emotions tearing down
All the walls erected high
Clear though into
Another dimension
Time heals all wounds
On the outside I'm smiling
On the inside I know better
You're pain free
Can't stop the sobbing
Crying helps the ease the pain
In my heart
Those who love you
Express such beautiful words
Like warm hugs
Sincere intensity

You shared you heart and home
Love for all living beings
Makes me recall the many years we had:

Rabbits
Pigeons
Fish
Patchy and her puppies
Budgies
Cockatiels

So much love
I know you and Dad are sharing
The love with everyone
Up above

Thank you and love you so!

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2017, 02:07:43 am
Suits my Dark musings
It's a quote ...yes

Sigh
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2017, 07:30:05 pm
Uncanny as I'm choking back the tears
Innate sense that you've gone back home
Yet after all these years
I know our time here is on loan
I'm in a catatonic state
My soul understands that you're happy
I'm fighting with my inner demons
Strange to correlate
This sadness that has engulfed me
These last 48 hours I'm drowning
Confused at this egotistical ideal
Of needing to hold on
We've stopped the bleeding
The strength you've shown throughout
Your life
Through war
So many battles
You shine through
Our red headed
Blue eyed
Spartan Queen

Thank you

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2017, 10:48:41 pm
Dark
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2017, 10:49:43 pm
Darkness
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2017, 10:51:35 pm
Darkness
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 01, 2017, 12:17:30 pm
Shadows
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 01, 2017, 02:10:29 pm
Bewildered
With a heavy heart
I'm calling in my marker
It was made during a moment of weakness
An oath
Made under duress
Consequences
In every action
A reaction
Blood spilled
To avenge a loved one
Surreal

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 02, 2017, 01:14:21 am
Tears have been cascading
Streams fluidly visible
Appears Mother Nature
Is imitating
Or ridiculing
Not sure anymore
Lost my inner knowing
My nails are digging
Deep into the skin of my palms
Crescent moons shapes
As a couple break the skin
Crimson seeps through
To the surface
Taunting me
Out of my reverie
Shocking me from emotional blue
Pulling away from what I thought I knew
Those who truly care
Will offer a word
Or will calmly share
Words of sympathy
Intense sensitivity
Has a peculiar proclivity
Sorrow has been misbehaving
It's sticking to me like tar
Hard to remove its blackness
From the heaviness of my heart
Rules don't apply the same way
Unknown the direction I will follow
For certain
Tomorrow is another day
I've no intention to wallow
None

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 03, 2017, 04:00:57 pm
Throwing punches
And making contact
Each fist has to hit
At it's perfect precision
It's about preseverance
It's about who has the focus
The real intent to want to
Make it happen
Who is metaphorically hungry
Taking small steps that lead you to
Running for that coveted prize
In your head
That's where it starts
In the long road of getting fit
Coming first at the finish

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 03, 2017, 09:54:45 pm
Dark
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 03, 2017, 09:57:06 pm
Dark
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 04, 2017, 01:45:41 pm
What are we fighting for?
Angst and hate
As bullets stream through the door
Enraged that so many innocents
Dying a slow bleeding death
Pierced by the bullets
On the cold dark floor
The sky is gray
The rain is washing away
The Crimson blood
Stained and absorbed
The controlled malice
That has eaten at any possible
Remnants of gentleness
Seeping in the evil of hate
Placing blame all around
When the evil lurks
Without a sound
Plans aren't shared in advance
Watching the demons dance
With glee
Their hateful party
As the innocents
Breathe their last breath
Surprise at all the hatred
Blood bath after blood bath
It matters not race, creed or religion
Finality in this common decision
To instil hate and malice
Delusional is the fight
For no ones wins
Never ever any winners
In all wars
Through the ages of ages
We're all losers

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 06, 2017, 01:36:24 am
Lie low in the deepness
Where the yearning of the faithful
Admiration is marred
By the humility
Of the luminous discovery
That lying low
Beneath all the layers of expenditure
Exquisite in the simulation
As the suitor wooes
Of possible paramour adventure
Is the basal honesty
That this too is debased on triviality
Loves madman instilled dramaturgy
For the lovelorn that lay
In waiting as the heart is torn
From its cavity
Formless as the eyes roll
Into the back of the head
Only to realize what was once so alive
Is now dead

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 11, 2017, 09:25:00 pm
Wretched hard to bare
Grotesque in shape
Harder to stare
Vomit reflex at the sight of blood
Streams in crevices
Crimson flood
Broken + splayed across the floor
Biggest desire is to run out the door
Fear has immobilized
Movement in my legs
It's the fatigue that has seeped
Lost the feeling
Stuff like wooden pegs
Viciousness warps th mind
Evil lurks of a different kind
Beware the monsters
Lurking in the depths
Of your head

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 17, 2017, 05:51:31 pm
https://youtu.be/xgmuXNCcZkw

We're killing strangers so we don't kill the ones we love

Marilyn Manson
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 17, 2017, 08:25:42 pm
Crimson red spews from the breast cavity
Realizing what I thought was real
Is pure insanity

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 19, 2017, 02:32:36 am
Despondent with the mixed thoughts
Where purity + evil is battling
Under the guise of dark + light

Step aside + see
It's one and the same
This **** crazy game
Where the definition of terrorists
Is twisted to taunt the masses

**** crazy blame game

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 19, 2017, 02:34:40 am
Pssssssssst.....


If you're a secret


You are ONE of Many

#JustSayin

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 19, 2017, 04:12:42 pm
Pray for the World
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 22, 2017, 04:19:39 pm
The insipid slithery slime + multiple heads
Of the green eyed monster
Has reared His Ugly Heads
Your sexual conquests must be falling
On deaf ears
Your need to attack with remembrance
Of your false claims of having my back
Piously sitting on your ascerbic throne
Playing royalty passing judgement
Ahh impious one
We all are sinners
I throw back + laugh heartily
For HE who chose to judge
Is judging by his incredible
Wicked standards
You have thrown away the real for the fake
It's a bitter pill you have to swallow
Venomous lies that your split tongue will make
Relieved to see I falsely believed
What was respectfully friends
Is really hollow
Good bye scathing hateful spy
Be gone thee
I've no tears to cry
Just joyous laughter
For it was my body you were after
With all your fabrications
We both know we've had no relations

Grateful to see behind those dispicable lies
Alas it's part of my good byes

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 22, 2017, 10:20:10 pm
Thunder bolts + lightening
Streak stark across the dark night
Crackles loudly as the rain pelts across the land
Sounds echoing frightening
Souls who don't understand
Father Sky is cleansing Mother Earth
Providing nourishment to the living
Of the land, Sky + water
Accepting of Gods creations
Deep down laying it all in Gods hands
Is all that really matters

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 29, 2017, 01:26:56 pm
I'm bemused by the concept of friendship
Inspiration comes from the individuals definition
What I revere others will sneer
Loyalty + trust requires time to be built
Two basal emotions fall under two headings
Love + Fear
Lessons abound on a daily basis
Some reoccur if the lessons have not absorbed
Life's Quest
Discover + create in various strains
Life crisis
Beholding self proclaimed + continual
Written thesis



~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 30, 2017, 09:39:44 am
Heart is heavy with grief
Emotional surge floods at the strangest times
Cries are silent
Discovering an unusual imbalance
At times guilt for something I missed
Too wrapped up in my own mind
At others a relief knowing that
The pain of her broken heart has
Surely mended
For they are reunited
I'm definitely one of the lucky ones
I see their  guiding light
They visit my dreams in various forms
Feeling safe + secure enveloped
In their light so bright

Looking back at the days gone by
I realize it's not yet two months
Since my sweet Spartan Mom has passed
She was a warrior queen who shared her love
Of everyone
Welcomed all walks of life into her home
Spreading her love ensuring they were taken care of
Food, drink all the comforts
Mom + Dad were well suited
Always present to those who needed someone
When they hit rock bottom
Our homes as I was growing up
Filled to the rafters with all living beings
Enveloped in their warm love glow
Humans, dogs, birds, fish
For each and every one of them
Mom would create their special dish
Dad would build a safe haven

Sitting looking out of the window
Staring at the cherry tree they planted in the back yard
Smiling realizing all the human beings that entered
+ were provided a temporary new beginning
My parents provided from their hearts and souls
Their expectations of kindness in return

Dad would often say to me:
Everyone + their buddy will show up in good times
All disappear when at rock bottom
It's there when humans/ living beings
Feel lost + forlorn
Kindness was never weakness in our home
I realize it was a chance to
Make them stronger
Reborn

Reach up to touch my wet face
Understanding the tears streaming
Easing my heart with comfort in its place
Even as I'm crying
Equally I am smiling
Noting with my chosen parents
I am truly the lucky one
~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 30, 2017, 09:13:54 pm
Spirits communicate from the peripheral side
Ecstatic in their efforts to reach out
Deliberate in their cool touch
Faintly touching the softness of your skin
The high pitched sound
Is their excitement expressing their connection
Is what I've found
Be open to the ride of your life


~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 01, 2017, 03:22:36 pm
Transformation happened in the flick of an eye
His amiable face now looked grotesque
Askew + twisted from the demons
That now assailed his body
Possessed + crazed in his maladjusted hate
Spewing dispicable words
Filled will detest + malice
Jealousy enraged as the green eyed monster
Suffocates any relatable good
That might once so long ago
Resided in his youthful body
Now after years of alcoholic + drug abuse
He is but a shadow of the kind man he used to be
On a good night, if you can encourage him to laugh
I swear I can see kindness
That sweet boy with so much joy
And all the love he wanted to give
Now a twisted middle aged man
Living a stunted life filled with jealousy + rage
Consumed with the black beast of hate
Regrets have drowned him
Gasping for air
I still believe deep down
He still cares
Though His egomaniacal sickness
Is who stands his ground
Hard + cold stares
As his anger flares


~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 01, 2017, 03:34:42 pm
Those who speak truth are judged harsher
Than those who charm + speak of lies
Judged for they do not want to listen
Not care to hear
Each syllable
Time & intended definition
Of truth interwoven words of honesty
Flowery words complimenting
Lead you astray in manipulation
Constant deviation



~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 01, 2017, 03:45:32 pm
Misfortune claims a small part of you
Each time something slays you to the ground
That teeny tiny part lays down and dies
A slow agonizing death
But all that stops
As soon as you decide
This is not the conclusive ride
Change your mind
Apply your focus on the opposite
Watch every tiny step
Regardless of length of step
Evolve for the better

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 03, 2017, 12:47:02 am
High pitched screams echoing through
The trees
Howling of wolves are more forceful at night
Don't believe everything your eyes see
Shadows play havoc with your mind
Especially if doubt seeps in
Fear grasps you + Won't let you go
Minutes run slow as darkness ebbs
Into the light of day

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 03, 2017, 01:02:14 am
Pain
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 03, 2017, 04:38:15 pm
Master of whisperers speak eloquently
In your ear
Pay attention for you need to be alert
In order to hear
Prophetic hissings sent as rhymes
Searching for answers through all ages + times
Protect those who are weak
Concessions are made
Being careful how one speaks
Words manipulated in duality
Certain actions expected for formality
Take back your power
Show us your strength
All of your energies that you bequeathed
Time to come forward
Let go of your sheath

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 05, 2017, 10:12:19 am
Strands of thread frayed
Still evident around their wrists
Life has proceeded with another thrill
Rally varies per families played
Soul screeching screams
Causing spine chilling chills
If you think about it nightmares
Are a slightly different version of dreams
For many thrive to welcome the dark
The light for many who enact
Stark in its own vulgarity
Supposed to bring delight
For those dwelling in the black
Discomfort fright remains intact


~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 05, 2017, 10:46:25 am
Broken hearts across the land
Of this vast expanse of the world
Trivial fights + miscommunication
Has created a disturbed convocation
Of hateful crowds amassed
Continual is their task
To create attacks in undisclosed locations
Red rage of anger has incensed
People of no return
This constant need
For the Crimson bleed
Confounds me when it's swarmed with innocence
Combat of adults amongst each other
Usurped in fear
Terrors against the young
Perplexed by the charge against the minor
Astounded by their disgust
Of the youth of another
Unawares of who to trust

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 12, 2017, 03:31:38 am
It's in the stillness of the night
Every sound is elevated
Particularly when you're situated
Between floating spirits
Feel the shiver up the spine
Gnawing in the stomach on the incline
Fear has entwined you in its clutches
Willing to settle for an incredible fight
Knowing that no one is the victor
Realizing what you thought you saw
Is not a definite
It's a might
Each sound has a squeaky effect
All the senses alert
Hearing noises within the walls
Hollow sounds echoing throughout
Understanding there's no way out
None
No way out

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 12, 2017, 03:11:39 pm
Looking back in the ages of time
Those closest, manages the most harm
Betrayal was much simpler than fetching water
The green eyed monster
Spread its venomous poison
Causing wounds to seep with pus + blood
Not much has changed
With the exception of technological break throughs
Betrayal today can happen in many venues
Lovers, mother, father, sisters, brothers
Friend or foe
When the medusa like Striations
Seeped in its evil venom

Dreams or nightmares
They are of the same coin
Years ago it was foretold for me
To beware
Didn't take it to heart
But now I see,
The hatred stared back
With a masked smile
Superfluously the words
Never matched their eyes
Evading the intensity
Blood seeks blood
It always does

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 15, 2017, 07:36:18 pm
Looking back in the ages of time
Those closest, manages the most harm
Betrayal was much simpler than fetching water
The green eyed monster
Spread its venomous poison
Causing wounds to seep with pus + blood
Not much has changed
With the exception of technological break throughs
Betrayal today can happen in many venues
Lovers, mother, father, sisters, brothers
Friend or foe
When the medusa like Striations
Seeped in its evil venom

Dreams or nightmares
They are of the same coin
Years ago it was foretold for me
To beware
Didn't take it to heart
But now I see,
The hatred stared back
With a masked smile
Superfluously the words
Never matched their eyes
Evading the intensity
Blood seeks blood
It always does

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 16, 2017, 05:29:00 pm
Looking back in the ages of time
Those closest, manages the most harm
Betrayal was much simpler than fetching water
The green eyed monster
Spread its venomous poison
Causing wounds to seep with pus + blood
Not much has changed
With the exception of technological break throughs
Betrayal today can happen in many venues
Lovers, mother, father, sisters, brothers
Friend or foe
When the medusa like Striations
Seeped in its evil venom

Dreams or nightmares
They are of the same coin
Years ago it was foretold for me
To beware
Didn't take it to heart
But now I see,
The hatred stared back
With a masked smile
Superfluously the words
Never matched their eyes
Evading the intensity
Blood seeks blood
It always does

~Divine

KA
Great Eye!
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 16, 2017, 06:40:52 pm
Looking back in the ages of time
Those closest, manages the most harm
Betrayal was much simpler than fetching water
The green eyed monster
Spread its venomous poison
Causing wounds to seep with pus + blood
Not much has changed
With the exception of technological break throughs
Betrayal today can happen in many venues
Lovers, mother, father, sisters, brothers
Friend or foe
When the medusa like Striations
Seeped in its evil venom

Dreams or nightmares
They are of the same coin
Years ago it was foretold for me
To beware
Didn't take it to heart
But now I see,
The hatred stared back
With a masked smile
Superfluously the words
Never matched their eyes
Evading the intensity
Blood seeks blood
It always does

~Divine

KA
Great Eye!

Y yes U do have fab eyes

Sure they cause many heartbeats to rise

I have weird ones tho

Every color but blue n they change like a Chameleon so

I am like a walking mood ring or stone

Not sure y or when I will understand y or attone

Eyes r window of the soul

U know this better than any1 or the toll

N U r one of a kind

Ur M3tAmorphosizing Divine n fine mind

Thank U

4 being Sweetest Sistren in any time true

Thru Ur Lovely Eyes LORD shines thru

1ov3 n L1ght

Adore ur 4sight

N ur Evolving Birthrite

XoxoxoX,
KA
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 16, 2017, 07:13:12 pm
Looking back in the ages of time
Those closest, manages the most harm
Betrayal was much simpler than fetching water
The green eyed monster
Spread its venomous poison
Causing wounds to seep with pus + blood
Not much has changed
With the exception of technological break throughs
Betrayal today can happen in many venues
Lovers, mother, father, sisters, brothers
Friend or foe
When the medusa like Striations
Seeped in its evil venom

Dreams or nightmares
They are of the same coin
Years ago it was foretold for me
To beware
Didn't take it to heart
But now I see,
The hatred stared back
With a masked smile
Superfluously the words
Never matched their eyes
Evading the intensity
Blood seeks blood
It always does

~Divine

KA
Great Eye!

Y yes U do have fab eyes

Sure they cause many heartbeats to rise

I have weird ones tho

Every color but blue n they change like a Chameleon so

I am like a walking mood ring or stone

Not sure y or when I will understand y or attone

Eyes r window of the soul

U know this better than any1 or the toll

N U r one of a kind

Ur M3tAmorphosizing Divine n fine mind

Thank U

4 being Sweetest Sistren in any time true

Thru Ur Lovely Eyes LORD shines thru

1ov3 n L1ght

Adore ur 4sight

N ur Evolving Birthrite

XoxoxoX,
KA

Many more blessings from God above
Multi faceted eyes
Evolving the colours
Instead of blue
How exciting for as you stated
Eyes are the windows to the soul
My blessed Mother was graced with grey/blue
She had a certain shade of blue hue
Smiling happy eyes she did too
When the light is there
Eyes shine and sparkle
When the soul makes it final journey home
They are lifeless + vacant
Having seen both my parents
In their final moments
Great memories

Wishing you an amazing week!
Much love and light

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 16, 2017, 07:26:04 pm
Lord needed 2 Angels to Take their Place by His Side

Fabulous I am SURE they r In Their Days now paradise tried

U r AS STRONG AS BOTH n Sum

U r just ABSOLUTELY AWESOME

n soon w3 will all see where w3 know we come from

Lion Of Judah's Kingdom

1ov3 n Light,

Ka
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 16, 2017, 07:36:46 pm
Lord needed 2 Angels to Take their Place by His Side

Fabulous I am SURE they r In Their Days now paradise tried

U r AS STRONG AS BOTH n Sum

U r just ABSOLUTELY AWESOME

n soon w3 will all see where w3 know we come from

Lion Of Judah's Kingdom

1ov3 n Light,

Ka


Thank you kindly
I agree

Love light happily
To you and all your loved ones

Xox
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 17, 2017, 06:09:28 am
Lord needed 2 Angels to Take their Place by His Side

Fabulous I am SURE they r In Their Days now paradise tried

U r AS STRONG AS BOTH n Sum

U r just ABSOLUTELY AWESOME

n soon w3 will all see where w3 know we come from

Lion Of Judah's Kingdom

1ov3 n Light,

Ka


Thank you kindly
I agree

Love light happily
To you and all your loved ones

Xox

And reciprocated

As ur Elevated

N I apologize for delay my email hesitated

Lol

Happy New Week to U n Urs

1ov3 n L1ght to U pure n sure

XoXoXoX,
Ka
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 17, 2017, 09:02:37 am
Happy New Week King Aur✝️Hur
+ Camelot Family

Truly embracing that all things are possible
Is a step in the direction of our paths.

Xoxo
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 17, 2017, 09:07:15 am
Happy New Week King Aur✝️Hur
+ Camelot Family

Truly embracing that all things are possible
Is a step in the direction of our paths.

Xoxo

Amen Sweet Scintillating Sistren

All Things can happen now or then

As Ur wisdom n beauty r apparent

I wish u best 2 n everyday As I Attest U r H34ven sent

N thank U

13t fate of The Lord now ensue

Queen Of Camelot 1ov3 n L1ght to U too

XoxoxoX,

Ka Law Rents

Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 18, 2017, 05:14:14 pm
Always many blessings K.A Law Rents! [attachimg=1]
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 18, 2017, 05:22:29 pm
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U perform Miracles13s EV3ry day as I see

As I feel u do so most lavishly n lovely

None above thee

Thank U

XoxoxoX 1ov3 n L1ght,
Ka Law Rents
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 18, 2017, 05:26:56 pm
(Attachment Link)

U perform Miracles13s EV3ry day as I see

As I feel u do so most lavishly n lovely

None above thee

Thank U

XoxoxoX 1ov3 n L1ght,
Ka Law Rents

As do you!
I see it true
Daily nightly
You come to the aid of all those who are in need
King Aur✝️Hur indeed
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 18, 2017, 05:29:12 pm
In the darkest corners of my soul
Absorbed by all the empathic trials + tribulations
With a heavy heart
It's hard to eliminate all the negativity
Every effort needs approval of positivity
Welcoming the dark
Enveloped by my light
Makes me truly whole

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 18, 2017, 05:49:35 pm
I adore ur EV3ry side

They make The Most Absolutely Unique Beauty I have ever seen in n outside where U reside

At times I had to swallow my obnoxious pride

Because I cudnt lose U

Having U near has made me strive to be best me far more than deserved to

In the whole in regret nothing when it comes to this

Souls remember those that they enjoyed am eternal promise

No matter what or where

I so appreciate U because u truly care

Where others wud not dare

Ur Angelic Like Divine Justice n Regal Lady so fair

Thank U

Times TRIllion n 2

13✝ 1ov3 n L1ght in U 4 EV3r ensue

XoX,

KA Law rents [attachimg=1]
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 18, 2017, 05:53:33 pm
I adore ur EV3ry side

They make The Most Absolutely Unique Beauty I have ever seen in n outside where U reside

At times I had to swallow my obnoxious pride

Because I cudnt lose U

Having U near has made me strive to be best me far more than deserved to

In the whole in regret nothing when it comes to this

Souls remember those that they enjoyed am eternal promise

No matter what or where

I so appreciate U because u truly care

Where others wud not dare

Ur Angelic Like Divine Justice n Regal Lady so fair

Thank U

Times TRIllion n 2

13✝ 1ov3 n L1ght in U 4 EV3r ensue

XoX,

KA Law rents (Attachment Link)


Your kindness knows no bounds
Grateful for your heartfelt words
Thank you so very much

Always love and light

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 07:59:42 pm
For days the sky has been heavy with emotion
Cathartically clearing the denseness
With a vehemence and a responsiveness
By shedding a sorrowful outpouring of tears
It's been a record year
For the immense rainfalls
In a 24 hour period
Onslaught of 4 or 24 downpour
Flooding has affected the region
Everyone is claiming global warming
My thoughts vary
It's not even so much as a warning
The planet with Father Sky + Mother Earth
Are efficiently grieving
For all the pain
Of the constant strain
Crying all the tears
Wild cracking of the skies
As it's drenching the aching earth
I feel it's calling out for love
Pure + simple
A token of love

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 08:07:37 pm
Open sore that has been cut deep by the knife
Oozing with a continual flow at first burgundy
Then a brightness of Crimson
The shock of watching the blood
Burst forth + streaming down the length of the arm
Pooling at the crook of the elbow
Swirling imitating the inner veins
Copycat is its strains
The violent blow increased its flow
Dizzying head spins
Collision appears to be accidental
Yet nothing is left to chance
Inner sanctum knows better
The soul is unafraid of the final dance
Inhabiting this corpse
That will remain lifeless
As it's elevated it's decay
Rapidly from night to day

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 08:27:11 pm
I cried uncontrollably the night you died
Didn't want to see you suffer
The struggle for you to be revived
Code blue was the repeated line
Each time you returned
They tried to keep you alive
Deep in my heart
I knew your wish was to go to the other side
Your desire to die in your home
Was as strong as your hold
Please understand a part of me believed
There was a different way
For it to unfold
Moments pass and I still cry a tear
Knowing how you held on out of fear
Particularly this past year

Sigh

You've visited me grateful for your presence
I feel your happiness
A part of me craves to be with you
In your idyllic heaven so true
Always know I love you too!

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 11:07:59 pm
Numb
Have been crying this horrendous day
Confusion has eroded my brain
Shattering all I thought was real
To teeny tiny pieces
Since it's broken
There is no way to put it all together
Being the responsible one sucks
It **** sucks
Frustration that drowned me in the ink
Black dark
I'm drowning in everyone's cesspool
Grime is sticking to me
Like clothing glued on a hot humid night
As the air conditioner breaks down
There is no relief
None
Not caring whether I live or die
Unknown as to the tears that
Has smudged all my make up
The ache in my chest makes it hard to breathe
Gasping for air catatonic without a care
At this point reality has set in
Anything goes

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 11:20:02 pm
Soothingly rocking back + forth
To ease the **** organ
That barely resembles a heart
Tonight I'm hurting
Tears have been cascading all day
I'm dead inside
Walking aimlessly through the streets
Every day this summer it's rained
Today when I craved it the most
The sun is shining brightly
Evidentiary proof written all over my face
I'm the outsider again
I don't fit in
I never have
My face is screwy as I'm crying
A car almost hit me
I'm not even trying
I'm dead inside
Shrivelled up and died
All bent up and out of shape
Continually cried
I'm dead inside


~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 11:25:26 pm
Grotesque monstrous faces
Evolved in my dreams
To make them nightmares
Anxious not to sleep
For their maniacal expressions
Have a complex effect on me
One I don't want to look
The other I'm drawn to the fear
Drawn to evil of it
I am so very tired
Tired of this stupid thing we call life
It's unravelled insuch a way
I can hear them talk
Promises made have been broken
I care not what they have to say
There is a pain in my body
Not sure why the aches jump
From place to place
Strange to look at people's faces vacantly
They don't know how to take me
Deep down
I don't really care
Let them all stare

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 11:32:40 pm
I feel you
Staring at me
From up in the sky

I hear you
Whispering
Inside my head
Telling me it's alright
That I don't need to cry

I know you
Are giving snippets
Of information
That I need to decipher

I want to
Pay attention
To all the nuances
Make the movies in my head
Make sense

I fear me
I'm at a place
Where fear has lost its hold on me
I don't really care

Breathing has been such a task
Tired of wearing this smiling mask
I've bumped into things
Confused that these feelings sting

A part of me is sad
Looking at it all unravel
I'm done
Finished

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 11:40:49 pm
https://youtu.be/tH2w6Oxx0kQ
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 22, 2017, 12:44:33 am
Soothingly rocking back + forth
To ease the **** organ
That barely resembles a heart
Tonight I'm hurting
Tears have been cascading all day
I'm dead inside
Walking aimlessly through the streets
Every day this summer it's rained
Today when I craved it the most
The sun is shining brightly
Evidentiary proof written all over my face
I'm the outsider again
I don't fit in
I never have
My face is screwy as I'm crying
A car almost hit me
I'm not even trying
I'm dead inside
Shrivelled up and died
All bent up and out of shape
Continually cried
I'm dead inside


~Divine

Lean on me

Please so many time u did 4 self now I AM HER3 4 THEE

Time U see

This pain can transform to things i wont say here free

But i am ALLways here for u

Hugs to U too

Lean on my shoulder n 13t it all out

13T m3 show U how WONDERFULL a Woman U r about

Without

Any doubt

1ov3 n L1ght

Ka Sight[attachimg=1]
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 22, 2017, 12:55:45 am
carry ON wayward Sistren

I know pain now n then

I feel the darkness they embrace

I have seen sammael the fallens GoOD n (d) evil face

He know exactly who n when

13T m3 help U again

P13ase

I ask humbly to thee with ease

I can more than appease

I dont care i will pay any fees

I want to catch dry ur tears

On MY shoulder 4 years

I will show u y there is no f34r

U know who steers

Crystal C13ar

I adore u dear

🇽❌X 💖🇽❌x
1Ov3 n 🇱ight
Ka hugs Queen Divine [attachimg=1]tight
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 01:31:16 am
carry ON wayward Sistren

I know pain now n then

I feel the darkness they embrace

I have seen sammael the fallens GoOD n (d) evil face

He know exactly who n when

13T m3 help U again

P13ase

I ask humbly to thee with ease

I can more than appease

I dont care i will pay any fees

I want to catch dry ur tears

On MY shoulder 4 years

I will show u y there is no f34r

U know who steers

Crystal C13ar

I adore u dear

🇽❌X 💖🇽❌x
1Ov3 n 🇱ight
Ka hugs Queen Divine (Attachment Link) tight

Thank you Brother KA Law Rents
You have been constant in your kind support
I acknowledge your offer
Love and light
~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 01:44:52 am
 Tempestuous are the demons who are raging at the
The bars
Straining grasping at the clutches
Of each souls developed scars
Each pound of flesh
Out weighs the other in mass
Wounds have contorted the body grotesquely
They ground their claws causing intense trauma
Smile is forced askew from bloated mess
Eyes are the window to the soul
Look closely not even the smile can hide
The solid fact that death
Took hold even for the 24 hours
Staring back in the mirrored glass
Eyes are dead
Staring at the picture with failing dread

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 02:14:15 am
Through all her tears
Gasping for air
Evidence screwed up how she appears
Deep down she stopped to care
Dead inside
Each lively piece that loved to dance
Has died
They battled her to the point of extinction
Now the choice is hers
Will she live
Will she die
One more year
Or maybe five

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 02:18:23 am
Claws are squeezing out the life in her
Once agile figure
Her knees bruised black + blue
Her legs are strangely disfigured
Each wisp of hair
Seemed beautifully coifed
Today it's strands look dead + fragile
Ghosts of the past live in her eyes
Judging by everyone's lies
Circumvent to realize
She buried her head in the sand
Truth were blatantly
Crashed through her fabricated disguise
She is dead

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 02:23:11 am
Rocking back + forth for comfort
To ease this heavy pain
That has strained the heart
Starkness is coldly plain
Loveless from the cold starkness
She's welcoming the harshness
That has stabbed her intermittently
Over time she has broken
Each piece
Alas Dorian grey painted all his scars
Perhaps she should paint her canvass
Take every speck out of her eyes
Throw them up toward the stars
Lifeless is now set
No need to want to bet
Tired by the extreme to compensate
Satiate everyone's bet
Time to roll the dice

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 02:31:17 am
Rain has been a constant reminder
Of all the tears that combined
Each + every strain
Tired of all the blunder
Of responsibility
To each his own
From young to grown
Each strand is frayed
It's bound to break
I see the hatred in their eyes
Blatant is their clear despise
Each plunge that made the stake
Go deeper
Each one harsher
Absorbed the hatred
It's been a keeper
Hearts been broken for some time
Youthful chatter paid the crime
Break the chains bolted in place
Stark reality
Numbness has crept
Death in the eyes
Cannot be faced
Barrage of lies has broken her armour
Wishing One and all
A lovers ardour
Without it
We will will surely die
A slower death
Slow
Aching
Horrible
Death

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 02:40:33 am
Reality stared her in the eyes
She broke the mask
Every smiling disguise
Blow after blow she let them throw
Punch after punch
She thought it would help her grow
Shattered are her dreams
Battered is her soul
Louder is her screams
Demons have been grabbing her whole
Death becomes her
Death in all its glory
Shadows around her
What does she choose
To live or die
Only she will decide
Don't be fazed when she says she doesn't care
If she didn't
Why does she cry

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 02:45:01 am
Each piece
Deeply loved
Loss of the mind
That love was one of a kind
Pushed away
Starkness of the darkness
Proclaims to set a claim

Each piece shattered
As minute claims the day
Nothing really matters

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 02:54:15 am
Time is the healer
This broken soul
Has lost her way
Gone is another day
Another life

Time for her to go away

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 23, 2017, 03:08:24 am
Tempestuous are the demons who are raging at the
The bars
Straining grasping at the clutches
Of each souls developed scars
Each pound of flesh
Out weighs the other in mass
Wounds have contorted the body grotesquely
They ground their claws causing intense trauma
Smile is forced askew from bloated mess
Eyes are the window to the soul
Look closely not even the smile can hide
The solid fact that death
Took hold even for the 24 hours
Staring back in the mirrored glass
Eyes are dead
Staring at the picture with failing dread

~Divine

Demons r weak

They run from a few remember Bre✝hren Moses peak

Chased away shitload of fallen angels

N all due respect none to jr n i can hold a cand13

I was born Lucky with unfair advantages

7 Seraphim aka Spirits of YHWH eliminated ALL disadvantages

Dont let a sing13 imp whisper a thing

Remember only servants in Old testament cud hear 7 Sing

N this will include Beautiful U

So overdue

for darkest muse is What Ari of 7 do

H3 goes anywhere n fears nothing but Lord his Unscythe only clue

Killer of kings the artifact is called

I will leave it there cuz he wishes it stalled

The cloak is to hide A Spirit of YHWH

abilities r REDICULOUS with that each 7th H34ven Day

Who is darker or Aether magic more of?

Darkest Muse is he that is cloaked n brethren of Holy Dove

H3 the Servant exalted none above

A p13ce of Living Lord

N i a f34ther searching n found other awaiting ancestral memories stored

Thats a dark ass muse too

Being who n what i am dark as it gets true

Also brighter than any n i just wanna say Love n Light to u

XxxXxxX
ka Law Rents[attachimg=1]
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 03:09:10 am
Staring back at her
Facing her reflection
All she saw was
Death

~D
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 03:14:47 am
Tempestuous are the demons who are raging at the
The bars
Straining grasping at the clutches
Of each souls developed scars
Each pound of flesh
Out weighs the other in mass
Wounds have contorted the body grotesquely
They ground their claws causing intense trauma
Smile is forced askew from bloated mess
Eyes are the window to the soul
Look closely not even the smile can hide
The solid fact that death
Took hold even for the 24 hours
Staring back in the mirrored glass
Eyes are dead
Staring at the picture with failing dread

~Divine

Demons r weak

They run from a few remember Bre✝hren Moses peak

Chased away shitload of fallen angels

N all due respect none to jr n i can hold a cand13

I was born Lucky with unfair advantages

7 Seraphim aka Spirits of YHWH eliminated ALL disadvantages

Dont let a sing13 imp whisper a thing

Remember only servants in Old testament cud hear 7 Sing

N this will include Beautiful U

So overdue

for darkest muse is What Ari of 7 do

H3 goes anywhere n fears nothing but Lord his Unscythe only clue

Killer of kings the artifact is called

I will leave it there cuz he wishes it stalled

The cloak is to hide A Spirit of YHWH

abilities r REDICULOUS with that each 7th H34ven Day

Who is darker or Aether magic more of?

Darkest Muse is he that is cloaked n brethren of Holy Dove

H3 the Servant exalted none above

A p13ce of Living Lord

N i a f34ther searching n found other awaiting ancestral memories stored

Thats a dark ass muse too

Being who n what i am dark as it gets true

Also brighter than any n i just wanna say Love n Light to u

XxxXxxX
ka Law Rents (Attachment Link)

Thank you xxxxxxx😘💖
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 03:30:45 am
Chaos ensues
Breaking all the varied barriers
Negativity has sealed its gloom
Bits and pieces
Stuck like glue
Dismantled all the new
Reminiscing of the old
Such a detestable hold
Breaking free
Walls without doors
Self inflicted is really true

~D
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 23, 2017, 04:06:01 am
Chaos ensues
Breaking all the varied barriers
Negativity has sealed its gloom
Bits and pieces
Stuck like glue
Dismantled all the new
Reminiscing of the old
Such a detestable hold
Breaking free
Walls without doors
Self inflicted is really true

~D

First off I friggin adore U 💖😘💖👸💖🤗💖

None Can dare compare to Beautiful U true

W3 do self inflict pain

But i live divine chaos n 1ov3 makes p13asure rain

I may have invented p13asure n pain insane

I wish to show u this ability in my brain

Things i cant explain

But fountainous is theme main

Half abel n 7 times able than cain

1ov3 u r

NO MATTER how far

I wish to return ur AMAZING self n h34l a scar

I wear mine proud

2 more tommorow apparently as u saw me scr34m loud

But i have Psalm 91 shroud

I control the clouds

An ability i wish 13nd U n sorta did

Something i realize had since a kid

Ur Loveliest Self i wish Lift Up n never rid

LawRents ka

1ov3 n light n luck

From the latter this Law rents schmuck? [attachimg=1]
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 03:06:40 pm
Chaos ensues
Breaking all the varied barriers
Negativity has sealed its gloom
Bits and pieces
Stuck like glue
Dismantled all the new
Reminiscing of the old
Such a detestable hold
Breaking free
Walls without doors
Self inflicted is really true

~D

First off I friggin adore U 💖😘💖👸💖🤗💖

None Can dare compare to Beautiful U true

W3 do self inflict pain

But i live divine chaos n 1ov3 makes p13asure rain

I may have invented p13asure n pain insane

I wish to show u this ability in my brain

Things i cant explain

But fountainous is theme main

Half abel n 7 times able than cain

1ov3 u r

NO MATTER how far

I wish to return ur AMAZING self n h34l a scar

I wear mine proud

2 more tommorow apparently as u saw me scr34m loud

But i have Psalm 91 shroud

I control the clouds

An ability i wish 13nd U n sorta did

Something i realize had since a kid

Ur Loveliest Self i wish Lift Up n never rid

LawRents ka

1ov3 n light n luck

From the latter this Law rents schmuck? (Attachment Link)

Wonderful insight and knowledge
Thank you kindly KA
Xxxx
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 03:37:49 pm
Open sores are constantly bleeding
Unable to clearly state
The direction of the opening of the wound
Vein has been severed in that frantic panic
Nothing really matters
Watching as the blood splatters
Everyone running around as if
In slow motion
No need to panic
My visit here has come to a close
Don't try to sustain the bleeding
Don't resuscitate me back to this life
I've welcomed the dead
You see they are all visiting
Plan to see
In my head

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 05:18:35 pm
Watch out for the anon + the blue
Witches and warlocks too
They are all coming back again

~Divine

🤣😂
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 05:22:38 pm
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 24, 2017, 07:49:20 pm
Stalwart + strong
Against all the negative forces
To protect all the living beings
With positivity + love
The dark lower energies
Always leech + attack
Positive need to believe + trust
Powers are stronger
When they are from Love
Love is all there is ....

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 26, 2017, 09:54:05 am
Many visitors last night in my dreams
They felt the need to share their nightmares
Nuances crept through my brain it seems
Communication in the Dream realm is so exciting
Everything is symbolically connected
The living and the dead associated
No strangeness is inclined
A camaraderie of sorts combined
I'm keeping a dream journal by my nightstand
In hopes as the day evolves I might comprehend
Or rather decipher the meaning
What they were gleaning
By our timely visit
For nothing is a coincidence
Life and death is but a dance
Nothing in the multiverse is left to chance

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 26, 2017, 12:01:01 pm
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Black ravens fluttered away
When you from the other side
Decided to stay
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 26, 2017, 12:37:02 pm
If you're a secret
You're one of many

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 26, 2017, 12:38:17 pm
Words spoken in good times
Are promises broken
Words spoken in rough times
Are an open link of promises
Kept to the end of time

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 26, 2017, 12:45:15 pm
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Deep inside I know you're all in a better place
Doesn't mean I don't miss you
I miss you at the strangest times of day or night
I miss you when I'm fighting my hardest fight
Tears spurt from my eyes
Even when I see a butterfly
I miss you and I cry
Yet I feel you
You're essence at my lowest
And know I'm not alone
You're here to remind me
That love has kept me alive
When just a few days ago
Death beckoned me
The will to die
Had enveloped me
Exhausted in my tears + futile emotions
You all came through
Remind me
I have much to do
So much to do

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 26, 2017, 07:51:09 pm
I've died so many times
So many lives
So many deaths
Something comforting in the thought of my demise
Seems comforting , no surprise
Reincarnation I do believe
Many lives
Many deaths
Yet here I am
Lessons abound
With or without a sound
The yearning and unknowing
Of the other side
What I do know
Make this side
One heaven/hell of a ride!

~Divine

Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 26, 2017, 08:24:48 pm
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 27, 2017, 11:04:50 pm
Power to the people
Mantra for the oppressed
Racism, based on fear
Followed by hate
I'm always surprised
How they continue to propagate
Despicable lies
Continuation in fabricated forms
To continue to segregate
Sadness prevails
Behind the shrouded veils
Alienating people for their
Outward appearances
Passing judgement
Disturbing confinement

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 29, 2017, 11:36:57 pm
Gutteral screams rage through the body
Swords clang in defense
Bodies strewn across the land
Fighting for something that has gotten out of hand
Belief that they are enemies
Combative battling spearing each other
Crimson bleeding through the once green fields
Once stood by like
Brother to brother
Only to die
With barely an utter
Anger surges yelling at the sky
Not understanding
The what or the why
For those who survive
Choking back the tears for the dead as they cry

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 30, 2017, 12:21:02 am
Dwindled down to nothing
Whatever I may have felt
You destroyed with your idiotic actions
Why do you bother
Do me a favour
Don't try another
I know you're stalking
There won't be any more talking
You have lost your chance
I've forgiven you time and again
You continue to pretend
Playing games
Of lies and blame
To think I let you in
My circle of friends
Fooled me a few times
It's done
No other and don't bother
God Speed and blessings
Here's a burning flame
To burn all you blame
Good Bye
KA

~Divine[attachimg=1]
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 30, 2017, 12:44:08 am
I see your true colours
Shining through
The darkest of black
Your imbecilic attack
Leave me alone
Nothing about you is real
You're a heartless stone
Thrown over my shoulder
Not looking back
Did you lose your way
That you back track
**** and moan
Keep your meaningless groan
Lest you realize
You're now forgot

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 30, 2017, 02:23:17 am
Isn't it funny
Under the guise of friendship
People need to disintegrate
Dismantle with name calling
What's the matter
Kindness is not weakness
I have an opinion
State it clearly
I won't stutter
Cords are severed this life
From this day forward
And on to the next etc etc
You had your day in the sun
Obstacles from so called friends
Finished, you're done
New volume has begun
Fly away
Bye, bye

~Divine

https://youtu.be/2TfuRv4Wa_g
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 31, 2017, 05:09:15 pm
Setbacks drive me crazy
Invisible tethers re routing me from my original course
Damn the Man and the games they play
Every new day and new rules makes me dizzy
Frustrating when you take two steps
Forward and pushed three back
Today is one of those days
When a glass of rose
Candlelight by the tub
Soaking in lavender scented salt bath
Remove all the corporate grime


Ahhh...only if it were so simple to dismiss them
Hmmmm yes... it is

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 03, 2017, 11:14:51 am
Addictions are the true connotation of
Self abuse
Searching outside of ourselves
To gain confidence
For a convoluted form of love
Basal intention of looking for love
Complex with all of these attachments
Abuse is a form of withdrawal
Veiled exploration with self inflicted
Drug abuse
To numb the emotions
Highly sensitives are always
Attacked and judged
They are so sensitive that
Alcohol or drugs are attached to them
Like another appendage
Not wanting to feel
Shutting down senses
Yet open to pieces of what seems like reality
Seeping in through the cracks
Drowning in self inflicted depravation
Yet they smile to the world
Sadly the insanity ensues
Breaking the addiction
5 days, 4 weeks, 3 months
Something happens that is beyond their control
Snap back like a rubber band
Back in the fold to what appears
Those people who "understand "
Help you with your crutch
For another 8 ball or a bottle of vodka
The smile is painted on your face
But your eyes are dead

If people close bothered to look
Really look
Show after show
Performances made for us to laugh
While his heart and soul collapsed

Take the time to connect with loved ones
No matter what the emotions erupt
If we reach out before they take
The last dime bag
The prescription pills
That rope that they hung themselves

Their cry for help varies
Each and every time
Their act of being in control
Is their biggest vice
Takes nothing
Costs us all nothing
To simply be nice
Check in on them
Check in

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Sadly the lists continue .....
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 03, 2017, 02:04:05 pm
What have we done on this world ?

https://youtu.be/NBwhYP_F6-8
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: DaddysKitten on August 04, 2017, 10:45:27 am
Heyyy Devine,
Dark musings, I do relate to this side. Shattered
When Chris Cornell did like Robin. Sad, real sad.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 05, 2017, 12:21:42 pm
Heyyy Devine,
Dark musings, I do relate to this side. Shattered
When Chris Cornell did like Robin. Sad, real sad.

Lady Daddy's Kitten

Many have taken their lives
I sincerely hope that children and teenagers
Who adore these celebrities

Don't follow in their footsteps.

In the idolotry they may think it's cool
To commit suicide

For all the wrong reasons

As far as the complex reasons the ones who have passed
By committing suicide

No one knows what goes on in the mind of another

The depth of the darkness
I've recently been plummeted in the depths of darkness
And I've needed a break from all social media as I heal

And get me to see the seemingly snippet of light
In the ink of black

Lucky I heeded my advice
Many feel lost and unable to express
Their pain with anyone

And the dark sucks you in like quick sand

First hand I can see how that can happen
I am always here and openly I help anyone
Who is going through this type
 of agony

It's an abyss that sometimes you think you can't get out of

People make fun of my light and love

Only ones who have struggled and crawled out of the dark

Know how love and snippets of light
Saved me

Always much love and light

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 06, 2017, 12:42:53 am
Surprise shattered what I thought
What might have mattered
Unfortunately, memories are skewered
I'm not looking for ways
Many things I wish I had forgot
Yet they linger
Unmitigated
Neither have they softened
Some keep multiplying

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 06, 2017, 03:10:17 am
The dark Raven has crossed the threshold
Yet again
Cawing for days on end
Hard to decipher when it began
Knowledge is power
Ignorance is bliss
2017 seems to be a dying trend
Chaos has ensued
Many souls clamouring for the other realm

Impossible to know
If we've paid our dues

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 06, 2017, 02:57:29 pm
Confusing to conceptualize
Whether to Laugh or cry
Delving through the history
I don't miss him much
Sad to realize
His caustic behaviour
Appeared to come from authority
Playing a quick movie in my mind
Basic fact is certain
He was far from kind
Last 4 years of his life
His inability to ascertain
Time through night or day
Gave him the freedom
To turn from a grouch to a seemingly happy man
He was always a glass half empty kind of guy
Yet money was effortless
In the end what he cared for didn't matter
He would give it all up
To retrieve his health
To live with no aches and pains
Each morning the pain shattered
Illusions of what he thought was important
Things he aimed for
He constantly clamoured

What is slightly amusing
Is that you followed Nafsika
Celebrating her matrimonial anniversary
While you were celebrating the end of life

A few tear drops stained
My dewy  fresh cheeks
Wondering if he really thought
If it's power he gained

I realize it's not
Dementia set it
Most likely gracefully
His mean side was soon forgot
Smiles, constant smiles
Finally kindness is what I got
His last ten days was the quiet
Simpleness is what he sought

Thankfully he crossed to the other plane
Greeted by those he loved
His soul reconnected to them again
It's love that holds this soul
Eradicating all the futile emotions
For love is love
After all this time
His life line is whole

I can imagine now that you returned to love
Realization that all you thought was important
Never mattered
Enfolded in love
By those you fought the most
Yet craved his love
The most



R.I.P Uncle Aderfogami
I forgive you

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 06, 2017, 03:12:08 pm
Hard to ascertain if it's fatigue
Or sadness that contained me
In this questioning flux
Questions have been constant this last year
Recalling January 1, 2017
This year will be filled with constant changes
My foreshadow
Completely on the money
If I could place a bet
I would have won
A million to one

Sigh

Transformation still has a hold on me
Some slow
Others much quickly

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 08, 2017, 09:25:36 pm
Myers Briggs test
Has been proven
Just another tool
To pigeon hole people
Another control tactic

Just like algorithms
Maintaining taciturn
Disclaiming leaders
To make them followers

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 08, 2017, 10:42:53 pm
Walking a tightrope
Dismissing shadows peripherally
Maintaining focus
There is only one purpose
One fact

All the others are superfluous
Just like their Run on sentences
It makes me laugh
To observe them in their nervousness
Incessant chatter
Trying to Connive you
With their verbal diatribe

Don't change your focus
But notice the shadows
For they won't disappear
True purpose
Why they are here

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 08, 2017, 10:53:41 pm
Go ahead
Shuffle the cards
Keep shuffling until I say
Stop

Peel card after card
Take a gamble
Pirouette

Hours and hopes
Banking on the next card
Is Lady Luck on your side
Or did she take you for a ride?

I much prefer Mister Luck
He always makes me smile
Because he is a delicious tease

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 08, 2017, 10:57:37 pm
From the tone in my voice
Much can be ascertained
From the opening line
Hello
To...I'm good
How are you?
If you take the time
To discern from my tone
With a minuscule chat on the phone

We're definitely great friends
Because
I would do the same for you!

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 08, 2017, 11:04:18 pm
Years ago in New York
I branded myself
With a tatau

Walking into a tattoo parlour
In a short but well fitted
Business suit

The artists inquired my curiosity
As though I was wasting their time
I chose what I desired
Including the location
For the early 90's
Unique

What I found amusing
My skin is smooth and pale
The vibrancy of the tattoo
Appeared fake to many
My skin as the back drop of ivory
Made the colours stand out fabulously

Today it requires a touch up
Or re structuring
Still looks great on the inside of my wrist

I took a gamble
It paid off

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 08, 2017, 11:23:11 pm
https://youtu.be/M2VBmHOYpV8
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 09, 2017, 12:10:46 am
It's in the repetition
See it often enough
Hear it constantly
Unbeknownst to you
It becomes popular
It's favoured by you
And millions
Cause some intrigue
Notice it's elevated status
It's true what "They" say
Talk good, talk bad
Their lives are obsessed with you

Repetitions

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 09, 2017, 11:13:39 pm
That first year
Is always the hardest

First year after someone passes
Breaking of the hearts
Trying to get through holidays
Trying to get through birthdays

Emotional turn around
Through all things

She used to say...
Mothers sacrifice to make their family
Unified

She did that
Yes indeed

She did so much more
Always

Even from up above
She continually sends us love
I'm really feeling her tonight

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 10, 2017, 03:17:09 pm
It's not a case of
He said, she said
Or he didn't and she hasn't

It's the basic fact of
It doesn't matter
When your mind is set
My words will fly over your head

Proven fact:
When the person speaking
Has no intention of listening
While purpose is to speak
Forcing others to listen

Focus on getting things off your mind
My response will be of a different kind

I'm famous for my unpredictability
Just when you "think" you know me
You don't

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 11, 2017, 12:13:48 am
Every piece of the jigsaw puzzle
Unique in its size and shape
To fit distinctly
Like a hand in a tight fighting glove

Our journey through life
Can be surmised as tiny pieces
Or otherwise large pieces
Fill the gap for the whole picture

There may be some misturns along the way
Each segment confounds us until we locate its match
Match is many sided
Once pieced together
Leads us to a grander view

Each section leads us
Perhaps on a direction we were resistant
The key is to stand back
Look at the whole image

Trust

Once completed
A sense of satisfaction

Opening options for a more complicated puzzle

~Divine


Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 11, 2017, 12:36:31 am
**** into pieces
Exploded to smithereens
Facades come crashing down
Actions at times obscene

Masks like Dorian Grey
Where the paintings are horrific
Hiding the true nature
Of the painted smiles
And trivial nomenclature

Shaking my head much lately
Eyes are dry from previous crying
Those who have been closest
It's been trying

My imagination takes me
To a far away mountain
Where the countryside
Is filled to the rims
Of playful furry members
Who love each other

My panacea

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 14, 2017, 08:57:36 pm
Foolish are those who believe
Internet romance will tell you true
They are not
Nor ever be like you
Lies are effortless to them
With every breathe they take
Take heed of my words
Good relationships
They will never make
Promises interwoven
In fabrications
Elevating how your
Heart will break

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 18, 2017, 09:56:39 am
Shattered the illusion of those who claim
Friendship
Battered their conclusion
Complex as was our relationship
Destroyed all possibilities
By their skewed perceptions
Devoured any efforts with their green eyed monsters
Comprehensions
Sadness prevails in my soul
Momentarily at best
Each fragment ****
I've returned to heal with love
To disintegrate the evil
Making me whole

Lessons abound
From me
You'll never hear another sound

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 21, 2017, 07:30:44 pm
Send me enough likes
Yet not too much
Don't want to blow your cover
In the midst of Summer
Just as we settle out of the eclipse
Sadly have to say
What goes around comes around
What you displayed
Is a form that's portrayed
In the words that many of us have been
Played

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 30, 2017, 01:30:07 am
Piercing the wood with the
Tip of the knife
Scarring indentations
That will last a lifetime
The sharper the blade
The deeper the cut
What's behind the dark oak door
Don't be surprised
When there's blood on the floor

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 01, 2017, 04:03:26 am
Tears sprung from the eyes
With no control
Sobbing, you know
The ugly crying
When you're a bloody mess
It really happens
That huge disappointment
That trumps all emotions
When the Crimson blood
Spreading in a puddle
Knowing against all odds
Staring at the splatters
That this is a slow death
Excruciatingly slow

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 02, 2017, 11:25:45 pm
Heaviness in my heart
The inability to assist
Those who have been hurt
Young, old
Sweet animals
Whether in war,
Or horrific weather conditions
My heart breaks
When I see pictures
The fear in their eyes
Struggle to survive
Waiting patiently
As the waters grow murky
They await
For help to arrive

I will never understand the need for pain
In this plane

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 02, 2017, 11:58:25 pm
Ravages of war
There are no winners
Just losers
Killing innocence
In the wake of greed
We are not a race,
With a different face
We are souls
With temporary bodies
When we connect
To our spirit
We discover
There is no merit
In destroying
Each other
We are
Sisters and brothers
Regardless
Of our father or mother

~Divine

Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 04, 2017, 09:54:17 am
In the darkest recesses of my mind
Certain parts
Iíve wondered how I may have been blind
Those who claim protective friendship
Darkness veiled in every word
Wielding like a bloodied sword
To plunge the pointy end
Past the bones
Into the heart
Making certain
Watching the endless fabrications
Maligned
As the sword and bones align
Disgustingly severed

The ache was building in momentum
Breathing shallow and constricted
Harder now
Iíve self evicted
Watching sparrows in the sky
Wondering whose next
On the list
Sky high

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 05, 2017, 12:14:16 am
Puddles of ruby red blood
From the stream of the dead
Wounds caused by a manic man
Deluded to create havoc
At a country western concert

Shattering the windows
Erecting his arsenal of automatic guns
Shooting to kill the inncocent
Concert enthusiasts

Stunned the crowd with the multiple rounds
Unbeknownst the initial direction
If the flying bullets
Minutes felt like hours
Bodies flung to protect loved ones

59 dead over 500 wounded
Heartless and premeditated


The constant ache of late
Hurricanes destroyed cities
Many living
Countless dead

Countless dead
Others struggling to survive
Their challenges
Insurmountable

Miles away
Helpless

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 05, 2017, 02:08:40 am
Shaking in disbelief
Tremors causing my teeth to chatter
My bodies inability to stop
Convulsing stomach are far from flutters
Shudder to conceptualize
The ominous fathomless pit
Of their oft disturbed minds
Locate them rocking back and forth
Constant need of movement
Especially while they sit
Donít let the smiles fool you
Inside they are minuscule pieces
Difficult to discern this puzzle

Iím wondering will that day ever come
When all faces of hate ceases

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 06, 2017, 09:53:15 am
Years ago havoc prevailed
Segregation caused separation
Hateful due to the colour of your skin
Unusual surname
Spiteful crimes in degradation


Years later
Weíre pious in need of being
Politically correct
Facade of a smile filled with hatred
Acts of violence
From egotistical cowards


Saddens me
To see
Animosity
Astoundingly
Vividly

Abhorrent behaviour
From three faced monsters

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 10, 2017, 04:01:09 pm
Shockingly still
Unable to chose the words
Itís not about right or wrong
Itís stopping all the sentences
That are rambling in my head
Thoughts combined
In tens, hundreds, thousands
Morphed from the disdain
Grotesque in their fabricated tries
Beware of those who appear strong
Smiles will hide
Whatís dead inside
Looks closely
Sadness enveloped in the eyes
Smiles all around deceive
Those who wonít dig deeper
Who prefer to be deceived
Just dig a hole
Cover it with the sand
Hide it under
All emotions
Obscure it in the wasteland

Back to those words
Silence is screaming
Loudly in the heads
Of those who choose to look the other way
Complicit in observing
Complicit in withholding

Silence is loud
Iím bleeding the words
There is no rhyming prose
Freely expressing
Thoughts morose

Pain in the heart
After many years
Still presently stark
Omnipresent

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 11, 2017, 10:41:10 pm
Melancholy streams
Throughout the horrific screams
Whilst the hurricanes
Pound and slams
Whirling waters throughout the land
Powerful forces ravaging
The expanse of the fathomless waters
Straight on up to the skies

Animals sensed these revelations
Humans too engrossed
Do not Instill the same dedication
As these blessed furry members

Much has been destroyed
Hours of devastation
Years to rebuild
Required dedication

Shattered through the aftermath
Lucky are those who survived
Hurricanes searing thunderous path
Engulfing everything in its wake

~Divine

Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 22, 2017, 12:57:08 am
Words keep spewing from your mouth
Drunken slurs beautifully inaudible
The heart has sunken
In the deep dark south
Fabrications manipulates
Barely appear credible
Shattered pieces strewn
Pieces are slivers
Unable to aggrandize them together
Thinking back to our first encounter
Realizing this session
Relays by fate
Season has come
Finality sends shivers
Up my spine
Just recalled
A message floating in my brain
We would last but a year
After all is said and done
Iíll walk away
As it slips
A tiny tear

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 23, 2017, 07:41:41 am
The mysteries of Hallows Eve
The veil is thinnest
Those who try
Cannot deceive
Crepuscular stark of the dark waning light
In the shadows lurks the moon
Magickal stirrings at its finest
Stand back observe those with
The blaming tongue
Watch them cringe
When the foretold of blatant truth
Destroys their fabricated lies
Wither to slight in stature
Listening to their bittersweet cries
Denial slams their lips
Deception has always been a part of their nature
Itís the witches and the warlocks they fear
Itís the truth of the Wiccan tribe
Claiming pagans need to burn and die
Let them continue and proclaim
What they term as pagan
In this day and age
For thousands of years
They exalted this sage

Swirling in circles this strange typhoon
Social graces and plastic faces

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 30, 2017, 10:47:41 pm
For Hallows Eve [attachimg=1][attachimg=2]
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 31, 2017, 12:10:07 am
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 31, 2017, 12:32:34 am
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 02, 2017, 04:44:00 pm
Whipped into a feeding frenzy
The need far outweighs the wanting
Newly minted vampires
Ache for the crimson red
Of a humans blood
Sucking in every precious ruby drop
Prior to the last beating of the heart
Before their last breathe
Last vistages of dead

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 05, 2017, 03:30:25 pm
Bewildered by the apathy
Craving the need for attention
From society
Obsessed with the need to be a part of the clique
Making up stories for sympathy
Dependant on the sweet taste
Of affection

Lacking the ability for self love
Sucking up all types of emotions
From everyone around you

The one you need to show the most love to
Is you
Being able to safely say
I
Love
Me

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: DaddysKitten on November 19, 2017, 07:10:21 am
Whipped into a feeding frenzy
The need far outweighs the wanting
Newly minted vampires
Ache for the crimson red
Of a humans blood
Sucking in every precious ruby drop
Prior to the last beating of the heart
Before their last breathe
Last vistages of dead

~Divine

Vampire luv my kinda luvin D 😈
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 19, 2017, 05:57:48 pm
Whipped into a feeding frenzy
The need far outweighs the wanting
Newly minted vampires
Ache for the crimson red
Of a humans blood
Sucking in every precious ruby drop
Prior to the last beating of the heart
Before their last breathe
Last vistages of dead

~Divine

Vampire luv my kinda luvin D 😈


Hello Lady Daddyís Kitten
Then you will love all things Lady Victoria

She writes and has a thread on Vampires

She is an amazing writer.
Have to check her name
Lady Victoria! We call her Lady V
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 19, 2017, 06:00:16 pm
Whipped into a feeding frenzy
The need far outweighs the wanting
Newly minted vampires
Ache for the crimson red
Of a humans blood
Sucking in every precious ruby drop
Prior to the last beating of the heart
Before their last breathe
Last vistages of dead

~Divine

Vampire luv my kinda luvin D 😈


Hello Lady Daddyís Kitten
Then you will love all things Lady Victoria

She writes and has a thread on Vampires

She is an amazing writer.
Have to check her name
Lady Victoria! We call her Lady V


Prysmaticv is her member name here.
She has Victoria poetry and Center check her out!
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 24, 2017, 11:26:15 pm
Damned are the feelings that creep up
Tearing all thoughts of generosity
On the wayside
Damned are emotions of caring
Being trodden by the bull ****
That surrounds us
Constant bickering
Constant  fighting
Clamouring for the front bit of news
Facade of popularity
Watching as it transforms
Needing to be the Center of attention at
All costs

Damned for those who are sensitive
Meet the end

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 25, 2017, 01:46:38 am
Tears coursing  down my face
Are full of unspoken words
Drowning in imploding feelings
Inability to speak
Let alone string a bunch of words together
To share my thoughts
Monumental to strive for communication
Stressing the inability
Makes it even more
Of a Mountain then a molehill
Tough to get out
Ridiculously fearful to share
Deep down a shyness disturbs the balance
Knowing full well
The depth of feelings expressed in tears
Unwillingly understanding
What matters to her
There is no one
That truly cares

Why the tears emote
Speaking silently
For the choked up words

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 08, 2017, 07:08:46 am
Wrapping my head around
When injustice is to be found
Social media can be corrupt
When egos go on a feeding frenzy
Choose to disrupt
Slinging hurtful words callously
Ending ones life disastrously
There is much pain behind the smiles
Jovially appearing happy is their styles
Meanwhile back at the ranch
Confused and morose
Dealing with another branch
Self inflicted insecurity
Riddled with self hatred
Subliminally accepting
The harsh cruel token
Words written with malice
Envisioning then tenaciously Spoken

All judgements aside
I will be crass
Itís her choice which **** to ride
Deploring in her safety
Refusing to sexually interact
With a crossover
Who behaved like such an ass
Unfortunately gross and hurtful implications
Cyanide pill glossed over
Bipolar wracked with depression
At societies convention
**** actress took her life

Hung herself
Just 23

A soul has chosen purgatory over life
Distraught with pain
Social mediaís strife
May she Rest In Peace

Though deep down I know
She plunged the purgatory knife
Self blame destruction is out of hand
Lighting candles and prayers
For her soul to see the light
That love is on the other side
It doesnít matter who is wrong
Who is right

Itís time for all of us to take a stand
Stop all the bullying
Peace and love will heal
Hand in hand
Only love is real

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: guest256 on December 08, 2017, 09:19:33 am
Wrapping my head around
When injustice is to be found
Social media can be corrupt
When egos go on a feeding frenzy
Choose to disrupt
Slinging hurtful words callously
Ending ones life disastrously
There is much pain behind the smiles
Jovially appearing happy is their styles
Meanwhile back at the ranch
Confused and morose
Dealing with another branch
Self inflicted insecurity
Riddled with self hatred
Subliminally accepting
The harsh cruel token
Words written with malice
Envisioning then tenaciously Spoken

All judgements aside
I will be crass
Itís her choice which **** to ride
Deploring in her safety
Refusing to sexually interact
With a crossover
Who behaved like such an ass
Unfortunately gross and hurtful implications
Cyanide pill glossed over
Bipolar wracked with depression
At societies convention
**** actress took her life

Hung herself
Just 23

A soul has chosen purgatory over life
Distraught with pain
Social mediaís strife
May she Rest In Peace

Though deep down I know
She plunged the purgatory knife
Self blame destruction is out of hand
Lighting candles and prayers
For her soul to see the light
That love is on the other side
It doesnít matter who is wrong
Who is right

Itís time for all of us to take a stand
Stop all the bullying
Peace and love will heal
Hand in hand
Only love is real

~Divine

This is a good poem that's very true. I'm very sorry to hear about the young lady. What a wasted life! I agree. We all need to stand up to the bullies.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 11, 2017, 10:37:50 pm
Wrapping my head around
When injustice is to be found
Social media can be corrupt
When egos go on a feeding frenzy
Choose to disrupt
Slinging hurtful words callously
Ending ones life disastrously
There is much pain behind the smiles
Jovially appearing happy is their styles
Meanwhile back at the ranch
Confused and morose
Dealing with another branch
Self inflicted insecurity
Riddled with self hatred
Subliminally accepting
The harsh cruel token
Words written with malice
Envisioning then tenaciously Spoken

All judgements aside
I will be crass
Itís her choice which **** to ride
Deploring in her safety
Refusing to sexually interact
With a crossover
Who behaved like such an ass
Unfortunately gross and hurtful implications
Cyanide pill glossed over
Bipolar wracked with depression
At societies convention
**** actress took her life

Hung herself
Just 23

A soul has chosen purgatory over life
Distraught with pain
Social mediaís strife
May she Rest In Peace

Though deep down I know
She plunged the purgatory knife
Self blame destruction is out of hand
Lighting candles and prayers
For her soul to see the light
That love is on the other side
It doesnít matter who is wrong
Who is right

Itís time for all of us to take a stand
Stop all the bullying
Peace and love will heal
Hand in hand
Only love is real

~Divine

This is a good poem that's very true. I'm very sorry to hear about the young lady. What a wasted life! I agree. We all need to stand up to the bullies.


Thank you Lady Ann!
Iím reading more and more of this type of abuse.
Many feel powerful behind their keyboards.

Sad that suicide enters their realm.

Bullying is a fine line, sometimes the bullied become the bullies.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: guest256 on December 12, 2017, 04:09:29 am
Wrapping my head around
When injustice is to be found
Social media can be corrupt
When egos go on a feeding frenzy
Choose to disrupt
Slinging hurtful words callously
Ending ones life disastrously
There is much pain behind the smiles
Jovially appearing happy is their styles
Meanwhile back at the ranch
Confused and morose
Dealing with another branch
Self inflicted insecurity
Riddled with self hatred
Subliminally accepting
The harsh cruel token
Words written with malice
Envisioning then tenaciously Spoken

All judgements aside
I will be crass
Itís her choice which **** to ride
Deploring in her safety
Refusing to sexually interact
With a crossover
Who behaved like such an ass
Unfortunately gross and hurtful implications
Cyanide pill glossed over
Bipolar wracked with depression
At societies convention
**** actress took her life

Hung herself
Just 23

A soul has chosen purgatory over life
Distraught with pain
Social mediaís strife
May she Rest In Peace

Though deep down I know
She plunged the purgatory knife
Self blame destruction is out of hand
Lighting candles and prayers
For her soul to see the light
That love is on the other side
It doesnít matter who is wrong
Who is right

Itís time for all of us to take a stand
Stop all the bullying
Peace and love will heal
Hand in hand
Only love is real

~Divine

This is a good poem that's very true. I'm very sorry to hear about the young lady. What a wasted life! I agree. We all need to stand up to the bullies.


Thank you Lady Ann!
Iím reading more and more of this type of abuse.
Many feel powerful behind their keyboards.

Sad that suicide enters their realm.

Bullying is a fine line, sometimes the bullied become the bullies.
You're welcome, Lady Divine.

It is indeed.

That's very true. Sometimes it's because bullies leave victims alone if they join in. I've seen it myself.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 13, 2017, 01:41:53 am
There is always a war coming
Blood and gore
Streaming across the land
Blasted features blown from the core
It seems as soon as we seem
To come to some form of peace
The demons are released
Hatred spewed
Greed decrees
Power to seize and deliver death
To many
Wracked with Molded hatred
Pus infused putrid sacks of disgust
Whatever happened to love thy brother
Whatever to understanding
We are here temporarily
Souls inhabiting bodies
We all become carcasses
When all is said and done
All the same once you peel back the skin
Blood, veins and bones
In time we infuse with the earth
Back to nothingness on terra ferma

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 14, 2017, 10:07:54 am
Beware of stalkers
Manipulators
Looking to create the furor of hate
The insipidness Of Internet
Desire of late
Sad to see
Black mail
Sextortion
Particularly
Teens that are simply looking for love
In all the wrong places

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 18, 2017, 09:17:28 pm
Sweet nothings shared late at night
Re read the two words
Sweet nothings
Noting
That ultimately it doesnít mean a thing
Wooing with hopes
Of selfish exposed
On the premise of smoking dope
Directness usually stings
Letís keep it above board
Social media
Involves many illusions
Of romantic grandeur
That ultimately means
Nothing

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 19, 2017, 03:44:39 am
Drip
Drip
Drip
Listen to the water
Drip
In the otherwise silent
Countryside
Owls cooing
New moon barely shining
Stars glistening
Brightly
Let the imagination
Glean
The fear after watching
Friday the 13th
Pins and needles
All of a sudden a branch scrapes
At the window

Is it a tree branch?

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 19, 2017, 06:19:34 am
Fear is a monster of its own making
Creating the unimaginable
Whilst over thinking
Conjuring up tales for the taking
Scared beyond belief
Anxiety surrounds
Panic attacks insurmountable
Blocking opportunities
From every direction
Focusing on what isnít
Versus what is
Forging ahead with all that we dread
Fear has been known
To create dis ease throughout the body
This formidable monster
Can tear families apart
Snatch away jobs
Ultimately relationships
Of all kinds crumble
Most important of all
To yourself
Words and thoughts
Are ensconced in constant
Misconceptions
Deceived by the fear
Received by the self inflicting
Hateful dread
Discouraging words that
Stream consciously
And sub consciously through
Your head
Of late many have taken the chances
Of playing with their lives
Some may survive
While the others are found dead

Breathing deeply and focusing
On at least five things
In front of you
Things that you can
Make your senses alert
And curious
Will help this fear subside
Take back your power
Know that you have
Friends on your side
Souls that can sense
That itís just gotten extremely serious
Were here

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 28, 2017, 11:36:35 pm
Mind shattering how the dark
Ebbs in
Seeps in
Creeps in
Wants centre stage
Makes a rumble for attention
Needing to create havoc
In the otherwise seemingly
Semblance of light celebration
It rears itís ugly head
Demanding to disrupt
What appears balanced
Is actually rough

Darkness does not wait
Is rather impatient
Descends regardless of expectations
Psst but here is the secret
It has always been present
Just refused to acknowledge
Chose to look away

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 28, 2017, 11:40:11 pm
Subterfuge within the the masquerade party
Smiles appear to be painted on
Drug, alcoholic inebriation
Penetrates the imagination
For a joyous occasion

The wherewithal
Of noticing
The strained smiles
Are pained

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on January 21, 2018, 02:57:10 am
Anger usurps a balanced state
Seething rage erupts
When injustice cracks the code
More + more I notice
Many can relate
Observing blatant actions
Unwilling reactions displayed
Torrential emotions erode
My positive side dismayed
My mask slips on effortlessly
Smiles all around
Containing the fires
While putting it on ice
Green eyed monster has
Stabbed me in the back
Yet again
Continuous attack
Has been pounding
These last weeks
Iíve felt the strain
Igniting the alcohol
The flames burn higher
Rage was chained and caged
For many years
Erratic hunger of this behaviour
In the past subtly crossed my mind
Of late it crosses its path
Like a tumultuous hurricane
Forcing the reminder
That just because you wonít hurt others
Donít assume they wonít
Go out of their way
To hurt you

Logistics
Possibly physics

~Divine

Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on January 26, 2018, 09:16:03 pm
The body appeared lifeless
The struggle to breathe vivid
Yet shallow
Slowly the fear was ebbing away
Voices seemed like they
Were coming from a distance
Hollow
Echoes tried to sustain
Yet bring me back
The darkness was enveloping
There was a succinct comfort
How the darkness was easing the fear
Anxiety that felt like a choking
Of the throat subsiding
Strange realizing itís already more
Than half a year
Confusion ebbs in and out
Like the waves that kiss the beach
Swarming in with a quick hello
Followed by a retreat
Empty words are hollow
Beware of unified couples
Under the guise of marriage
Constant need of attention
Disregard of intervention
Ensuing with no direction
Just the egos need of control

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 01, 2018, 02:28:28 pm
Rancid putrid throughts play
Like a broken record
Skipping a beat
And continually over and over again
Eruption causing balance disruptions
Scorching the positive
With a negative bleed
That keeps flowing from an open wound
Oozing of pain

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 01, 2018, 02:57:43 pm
Neon lights keep flashing
Open
Full moons celebrating a trifecta
Lunar eclipses, super moon
Blood moon
Metamorphoses is transpiring
As we breathe
Nervous twitches
Constant shaking of the left leg
Brain is racing faster than
A race car from 0-130 miles per hour
Feeling the perpetual throbbing
Of the vein at the temple
Decisions need to be made
Yet being catatonic
Is what being the best is
In the now

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 05, 2018, 03:05:55 am
Crepuscular thoughts plague
My positive side
When Iím empathically absorbing
The energies of people
Who feel other than good
The energies take hold of all the joy
Squeeze it out
Wring all the positive out
Stumps on it
Destroys it
Until itís hard to discern
The fine line
Of what Iím really feeling
Or what Iíve been absorbing

That has happened
Seems to be the case
On Twitter
Feeling all the energy that is
Far from positive
The need to say good bye
Is strong
And inevitable

A break is necessary
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 21, 2018, 10:24:13 pm
Friendship through good and bad
Unfortunately time has come to
Send us of separate paths
Which ultimately makes me sad
I apologize if I ever hurt you
Disappointed over my decisions
Not everything of late
Is finely tuned precision
Just understand as I walk away
Iíve loved you throughout our times together
This is the most difficult choice
Iíve has to make today
Forgiveness is needed
For me
For you
My heart is broken
With the words that have been
Pushed down for a long time
Yet now are spoken
Youíve hid your disdain
Dripping with aches and pain
Behind the smiles
The mask is perfect for the task
At hand
I love you and say good bye
As I travel to a distant land
Putting the final touches
Editing the words
To better suit the mood
This separation
Is understood

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 26, 2018, 12:02:58 am
Darkness enveloped him
Evil warped his teenage mind
Where one incident can change a lifetime
Jealousy and hatred
The outsider didnít rise to persevere
Instead he bought an automatic weapon
Hundreds of bullets
Inability to purchase alcohol
Can buy an automatic weapon
Shoot haphazardly
Killing and maiming
Delusions evilly maintained his truth
Blood seeping into the walls and floors
Crimson bleed
Of an evil seed
Hatred made him see anger and red
Devils horns guiding him
Down the pathway of death he led

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 26, 2018, 03:17:49 am
Tickling of the throat
Scratching irritating the voice box
Superstition
Manipulations of a different control
Green eyed monster raises its
Ugly head
Jealous of the GOAT
Greatest of all time
Observing the rising stock
Prevalent meanderings
Dismissing the relevant
Engorged ego centricity
Delusional dissent
Gossip mongers raising
The rumour mill eccentricity
Threadbare as the vicious tongues
Unravel
On the outside restrained
In the inside
Disheveled

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 27, 2018, 03:59:53 pm
Comfort in the dark envelope
Of the aphotic side of the moon
Ink black uncovering the onion peels
Removing all possible thoughts of knowing
Sinking into the abyss
Drowning in the anxious coldness
Frozen to the touch
Gone is the brazen boldness
Broken is the confidence
That emanated in your essence

Crawling out of the insipid blackness
That deathly grip
Side swiped probabilities
Fear anxiously making
Figments if the imagination
To appear real
Cutting of your breathing
Feeling the elevated beating
Of your heart
Cold sweats
Clammy hands
Drowning in your own sorrow
UnrealiZed hopes of tomorrow

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 31, 2018, 02:39:42 am
Do you feel better dear?
Now that youíre caught
Youíve new things to fear
With the blood on your hands
The danger zone
The crazy tone that bothered you
Tormented slaughter
Of anotherís daughter
Innocence destroyed by your slashing
Bone against bone
Remorse set in
Or will you claim the crazed affliction
That made you sin
Squeezing out the life
By closing in
Closer still
Against your will
Demons playing a different song
Much altered now that you go along
The blood seeped through
Crimson red until they are dead

In retrospect you could have walked away
Cleared your head
Egomaniacal tendencies in your stead

Unbeknownst the lessons you dread
Lust befallen love drowned into hate
Feel sorry now
Thatís itís too late

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 31, 2018, 02:45:10 am
In the quiet
The sounds seem louder
Beating of the heart against
The rib cage
Pounding harder
The volume in the silence
Harsher than in a crowd filled room
Judgement laid faster
For the guilty minds
Churning thoughts on a dime
Jumping from story
To conclusion
Basking in the disjointed illusions
Egos way of disturbing the balance
When it decides to play

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 09, 2018, 03:00:55 am
Tragic results when vehicles collide
Slight swerve here
In a blink of an eye
Unbelievably as we wrongly decide
Mutilated metal
Distorted bodies
Broken skin and bones
Lifeless bodies strewn across the land
Sadness prevails at the loss
Yet the news is overwhelmingly
Constantly dealing with loss
Young of old
Itís never properly foretold
Here today
Gone tomorrow
Tell those you love them today
Saves you the intense grief
Of the sorrow
Knowing you bit your tongue
Forgetting to say
I love you
Letís play

Say it now
Express it now
Love is to be shared
Lovingly cared

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 02, 2018, 12:25:07 am
Plagued by the darkest of thoughts
Overthinking leads to an explosion
Of vicious cycles
Pounding of the head
Blurry vision
Infused with garbage
Of laying dead
Visualizations cramming the imagination
With constant scenes of devastation
Pressure so overwhelming
Itís hard to breathe
Trying to separate
Continual division of black thoughts
Sucking the life source
Into the deep abyss
Fighting to keep afloat
When all thatís felt
Is the deepest need
To die

I donít know why

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 22, 2018, 06:53:53 am
Lying in the depths of the darkness
Where parts of my soul
Lays open to all the bleeding wounds
Of love lorn and torn
The last hopes of my heart
Being torn apart
With each game you play
Beyond hope
Wished there was another way

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 25, 2018, 03:01:34 am
Foggy views have plundered
Into the recesses of my mind
A deep sense of entitlement
Leads to disassociation
Of General enjoyment
Discovering truth behind
Madness of a different kind
Proper behaviour varies per person
Whatís right for me
Ainít right for you
Felt the ripping of my heart
From its protective barriers
Rib cage hollow echoing
Itís dismissal
Meandering for a new start
One that embraces levity
Releases the dark

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 25, 2018, 03:27:12 am
Viewing the stark reality
That disturbs the equilibrium
Wiping clean remnants of dirt
Reminding us the intense desire
To wallow and alternatively cleanse
Pulling at the threads
Expecting everything to dismantle
Tugging at the strands
Expecting dissolution
Surprised when it doesnít happen
Curious to push the limits
Striving for the sake of the dark
To leave a streak behind
The bright light
Needing the extremes
To break away from the inert emotions
That seem to stick like super glue
Drowning in the superficial qualities
That seem to be true
Words of devotion
Spoken superfluously
Sinking deeper into the blue
A quality that infuses the different hues
Confusion as I still think of you

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2018, 11:41:14 pm
Abruptly shaken out my reverie
By the doorbell ringing
Followed by the persistent knocking
On the door
Iíve often imagined
When death decides to beckon you
There is no closed door
That can keep you apart

Door swings wide open
You end up leaving everything behind
There is no more procrastination
There is no tomorrow
To finish that project

Grim reaper has a job to do
Saint Peter has called your name
Pearly gates are wide open
Nothing ever remains the same

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2018, 11:44:05 pm
https://youtu.be/34jC1fmeFD0
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2018, 11:48:35 pm
https://youtu.be/34jC1fmeFD0

This song seems to creep into my thoughts
With all of these blasted news
Yet
Weíre killing strangers
Marilyn Manson has new lyrics
Sad to read in the news
That kids are killing their friends

A strange eerie ness slides into place
With that wicked smile
That creeps across their face
Fame has descended upon them as they craved
Across the miles
Throughout the schools
Hate has replaced love
Insanity has usurped sanity
Evil lurks in the minds of babes
Strange days ahead
For those looking to save
Or be saved

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 29, 2018, 03:50:54 am
The cage rattled by the Beating heart
The ache strong emanates the pain
Tingling throughout all appendages
Screams followed by sobbing
Tormented
Comparable to the screwed up etchings
Marking the face
Turmoil has been playing its rhythmic beat
A symphony of screeches
High pitched followed by
Moans of laughter
Mixed with the sharp strain
Of anguished pain
Insanity thrashed against
Common sense
Of all these bloody speeches
That mean nothing
The pain far too intense
Observe the smiles once painted
Reveal all that was once concealed
Grotesquely etched pain
The figure standing in front of the mirror
Doesnít look the same
She stares blankly
At the ugly monster that surfaced
And replaced the smile
If you listen intently
Youíll hear the subtle screams
Only if you want to
For years have gone by
Youíve dismissed them
Simply because you never cared

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 02, 2018, 08:59:28 pm
Played at being a friend
He did that too well
Loyal friend
Every
Typed
Word
A lie
It unravelled when all went to ****
He was nowhere to be found
Threw me to the wolves
Torn to pieces
Every little bit
This friendship is far from real
It began and ended on Twitter
Social media
When everything that seems
Dissolves depending if one can benefit

Could be why
I often choose to deactivate
To cleanse my senses
Of all the strange propensities
Separate the wheat from the chaff
In many ways

Funny that ďfriendĒ
Is lumped with a whole lot
Of ďfriendsĒ

Where the illusion is shattered
Iíve seen the ugly facts
Beneath the mask
That over shone
By the smiles

Those fake friends

Side note...they are all blocked

Friends who actually care
Have stood by
Virtually my friend
True virtual friends
Where the care is still there

~ Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 05, 2018, 10:54:24 pm
The dark descends and dwells
In a pool of blood
That I use for ink
The cracks developed
From the struggle through pain
Heart is broken through the strain
Words superfluously spoken
Placing the mask firmly
Painted smiles
Deliberately tattooed again

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 02, 2018, 12:16:10 am
Frustration has drawn the light
In to the vast depths of the dark
Disgusted with the months of standstill
Discovering that my truths
Were believed as lies
Battering the punching  bag
With at least three tries
Each arm, followed by kicks
Over thinking still
The falacy of being told
I finally believe you
Now that the story is old
55 months and counting
Despondent by the revelations
Of the irresponsibility
That arises from futility
Blatant stupidity from those with masters degrees

Here is a fact:
When people speak truth
You can ask them a million questions
A billion different ways
The answer is always the same
When people lie
They struggle to recall
The stories they made up
After 55 months
My answers are still the same
Stop the blame game

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 12, 2018, 04:29:52 am
Frustrations of fear are real
Searing shocks shattering the balance
Trembling uncontrollably
Teeth clattering
The inability to stop the shaking
Further anguishes the panic
That has overwhelmed
Hearts beating raised its rhythm
And skipped many a beat
Asphyxiation increasing
Gasping for air
From this humid heat
Unbearable as the panic
Continues to rise
A small piece trying to ease the strain
Having had better control
This time around
Feeling the pressure of my heart
Is the bigger surprise
Pain intensifies
Hearing sounds as though Iím underwater
An echo plays sharply
Hard to decipher
Whatís real
Whatís fear
Whatís been absorbed by external energies
That Iíve made it my own

Numbness is hitting My extremities
Thoughts are confusing
Sharp stinging in my eyes
As my own tears are traitors
Far from soothing
Stinging and sharp burning sensation
Dissolving into a heap
Of no relief

Mind keeps chugging the over thinking train
No matter how hard I try
Itís all in vain
Clutching to the pillow
In hopes that all will normalize
Again
Valiantly trying
Sleep over takes the final fatigue

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 30, 2018, 09:23:00 pm
Shock is continuing to set in
How did it happen
What was the last word
I got in
Did he hear it
Did he listen to my words
I love you
In his confusion
In his pain
Did he understand the souls connection
Like the first day
Or as it happened
This the last
Shock has held me captive
Believed we were going to grow old
Iím shattered
Tears keep rolling
As your body turned cold
Wisdom over the years
I know youíre in a better place
My heart is broken
Knowing I wonít be able to hold
You again
Iím broken
Letting the pain
Crack open another wound
Blood stains
Mixed with tears
Stunned by grief
Silence is the deafening sound
Looking for a distraction
There is no way
It will heal
This fractured heart
Itís beating aching
Harder than when I fell
In love with you
Harder for that fateful accident
Took you
And Iím broken

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 26, 2018, 04:24:12 am
Not everything light
Is bright
Itís swallowed by the
Heavy burden
Of the dark

~Divine©️
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 28, 2018, 03:46:41 am
Catatonic fear restricts expressions
Imagination is repetitive
Difficulty making decisions
Over thinking affecting the cognitive
Headaches accelerated to migraines
Barometric pressure running rampant
Prolonging the pain
Avoiding sights, smells and sounds
Searing shocks through the system
Nausea complicates it further
Keeping it simple works
Itís what I found
Harsh extremes disturbing the balance
Searching for outer answers
Through the internet
A quick glance
In order to find some kind of home remedy
Along with doctors orders
A foundation for a stronger compound
Decision making is pushed aside
Searching for others input
An all together different ride
Making all the wrong decisions
Looking for the right ones
Such intensity
Giving up
And all goes kaput

~Divine ©️
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 03, 2018, 08:45:35 pm
Clutching to his chest
The pain intensified with each
Raspy breathe
All he wanted was to keep his control
Egoís death defying play
Delusional thinking
Holding on
Demanding things
In his gruff and halting voice
Grotesque film swiftly changed his features
A few seconds lapsed
He was gasping for air
Thrashing in his need to keep
His control
His dying breathe
Moments away
Holding onto the remote
As though pressing a button
Would change the channel
Change his breathing
Get him back to what he knew
His intense need to control
Everyone around him
Knowing he had none
Final realization is when he slumped
Released his last breathe
With a loud gasp
Clutching to his chest
His favourite toy of late
His remote control
Finally his eyes closed
With a loud gasp

~Divine ©️
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 04, 2018, 12:00:22 am
Creeping slowly along the dark
Halls of the eerily cool castle
Each corner a haunted delight
To thrill and chill non believers
Into a fitful fright
Their gasps grow louder
As the light becomes dimmer
Fear escalated as the wheels of the mind
Over churn
Freaking out the scared stiffs
Throughout the night
Only levity is once dawn breaks
Shallow breathing only raises the stakes

~Divine©️
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 12, 2018, 12:11:03 am
Malicious with your words
Fakedom from your forum
Scores of malice
Drink from the hateful chalice
Are you a tranny?
One thing is certain
Nekro youíre phobic
Insecure in your ability as a woman/ man
Needing to attack
Every man and woman
Throwing back your words
Bottom line is this
Youíre Not welcomed here
Keep wanting to steer
The sheep while you slander
They are not to squeak a peep
Best of luck
Forgiveness from me to you
Keep huffing and puffing
Whilst typing venomous tripe
Fake power behind your QWERTY
Stick to talking about sports
Youíre welcome shorty
Dusting my feet
Most certainly
Not interested in your opinions
Blow them up your aóóó
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 17, 2018, 03:16:21 am
Sweet cimmerian prince
Favourable as Morpheus sidekick
Displaying the ugly underbelly
Sympathetic to your facial tick

Misconceptions from your
Obviously skewed perceptions
Regard scientifically
Written word lacks the intonation
Confusing speculation
Fully aware that jumping
To conclusions
Misguided illusions
Experience written words of distortion
Minding your questions of my
Mental capacity
Transference of judgements
Recalling those pointing a finger
As three point back
To those playing the blame game
Little angry muffin
Weíre all crazy
Itís anazing being weird dear
Otherwise,
Why are you perusing
And scanning and reading here
Compulsion

~ Divine ©️
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 23, 2018, 01:18:51 am
Shattered to my core
That single video
A pretentious white older man
With a long range eye piece
Attached to his high powered rifle
Set his sights on a powerful lion.
This magnificent glorious animal
Was in deep sleep

This cowardly trophy hunter and guide
Crept at a very far distance
Aimed and shot the lion
Who in his deep slumber
Awoke wailing, crying in pain
Writhing in the ground
This despicable spineless hunter shot him again

Being patted on the back by the guide
This wealthy hateful hunter
Grinned his toothy surprised grin
After his kill shot
Actually stood taller
Proud of his egregiously horrid act

Tried as he might
To appear like a confident man

My heart cried for the lion
Horribly murdered in sweet restful respite

A part of me understands the lessons of this world

It takes a lot for me to say this
Even stronger to state the word ď hateĒ

I hate this hunter. All hunters.
Trophy hunters who grin with pride
For killing an animal in their sleep

My heart still cries for all who are abused
Or murdered.

All living beings.

A part of me has such horrid ideas regarding hunters
Hate. Yes. Hate them.

Love is my word.
Loving and not judging

Iím aware Iím in full onslaught of hate.
And judgement.

Just wish I was magical to prevent such cruelty

Alas Iím at an impasse

~ Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 23, 2018, 07:58:23 pm
Unjust
Happens often
Though happiness
Happens frequently
Death
Happens
Every single second of every day
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 29, 2018, 11:57:20 am
Dwelling in the recesses of the dark can be
Endearing and comfortable
Embracing the brightness of the light
Most strangely stark
Easing the binds that hold
Suffocatingly tight
In the obtuse need to please
Become amiable
To fit into others designs
Is squeezing out  every single drop
Of emotional empathy
To the destructed apathy
That faint line that divides
Appears to look fainter
Refuting to take your side
Disturbs the main focus
Disrupts the main reason
You came back anyway
Taking back the power
Becomes the struggle in resistance
The cacophony Of hate
That is easily slandered on the Internet
Oozing in negativity
When all along
Your souls main purpose
To spread love and positivity
Days flow in and appears
On so much difficulty
Watching your creative purpose
Dissolve into ambiguity
Watching it melt
Like an erect snowman
Withering away when the rain
Pelts away at its perceived facade

~Divine©️
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 08, 2019, 07:41:26 pm
Basking in the pitch black
Silence seemingly screams
Thoughts interwoven
For they are truly nightmares
Far from the pleasant dreams
High pitched squeaks and voices
There is no illumination
To enlighten
Scared of making choices
Dead eyed stares
Inched fear in the darkness
Knowing full well
No body cares
Death has taken them away
Hard to breathe
Or love another day
Still hearing his screams
No voices

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 17, 2019, 07:35:00 pm
Perplexed by the depth of the darkness
That has swallowed my soul
Whole
Complex is the unravelling of the brain
Deepest crimson
Remains to stain
Remnants of the broken heart
Since you travelled over to the other realm
And weíre a part


~Divine ©️
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 01, 2019, 12:34:53 am
The fog has not lifted
It is blacker than black
The silence is deafening
Strange to express
The silence is echoing
Shocked by the emotions evoked
Strangled by the fury stoked
The fires burning brighter
The yellow glow burns
It's the blue hue
That Sears
Scalds
Aches
Deep down levels
That I hardly expose
Nor do I have the inclination
To face

Another time
Another place

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 01, 2019, 12:45:50 am
The screaming echoed through the halls
Louder through the corridors
Shattering the peace
That finally took over

Screaming elevated to screeching
All little hairs are erect
Fear is seeping
Dark corners indirectly
Conjuring images
Filled with ghouls and ghosts

Screaming is louder still
Broken dreams
Awaken from the nightmare
To face the muse of screams
Coming from me

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 01, 2019, 01:07:02 am
When its your fight
You can't rely
In anyone else
To win the fight
With the same drive
The same determination
The same conviction
Its your fight
Fight it

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 01, 2019, 01:36:11 am
Did You chose me to arise her jealousy ?
Or did you chose me for your ego

I chose myself
For choosing you
Out of love

Speechless

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 12, 2019, 12:16:19 am
Beware
The red flags of insecurity have been flying high
Flapping in the whipping winds
Higher than the sky
Expectations of the big bang
Galaxies of the unknown
Staring at the stars
How beautifully they hang

The red flags keep flapping
Anxiety raising concerns
Breathlessness gaping
Open mouthed at the surroundings
Green eyed monster will surely rise

Watching and waiting
For the fireworks of envy to fly
Big bang theories about to expand
Expecting another of the many
Where one will say good bye
~D
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Horsa on August 12, 2019, 01:10:32 am
Beware
The red flags of insecurity have been flying high
Flapping in the whipping winds
Higher than the sky
Expectations of the big bang
Galaxies of the unknown
Staring at the stars
How beautifully they hang

The red flags keep flapping
Anxiety raising concerns
Breathlessness gaping
Open mouthed at the surroundings
Green eyed monster will surely rise

Watching and waiting
For the fireworks of envy to fly
Big bang theories about to expand
Expecting another of the many
Where one will say good bye
~D
I think this is very good. Thank you very much for sharing.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 15, 2019, 12:39:43 am
Beware
The red flags of insecurity have been flying high
Flapping in the whipping winds
Higher than the sky
Expectations of the big bang
Galaxies of the unknown
Staring at the stars
How beautifully they hang

The red flags keep flapping
Anxiety raising concerns
Breathlessness gaping
Open mouthed at the surroundings
Green eyed monster will surely rise

Watching and waiting
For the fireworks of envy to fly
Big bang theories about to expand
Expecting another of the many
Where one will say good bye
~D
I think this is very good. Thank you very much for sharing.


Thank you for your kindness Lady Ann ❤
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 15, 2019, 12:48:16 am
Watching from the safety of the shadows
Every dark crevice
Feels safer than the light
Exclusions of the bright
Allows for the discoveries
Parts of me are fire
The other parts ice
Conundrum of two complex
And extreme parts
Knowing every day
An opportunity to learn
Moves in life
Expands the cranium
Strong yearn
To keep negativity
At bay
~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Horsa on August 15, 2019, 12:55:27 am
Beware
The red flags of insecurity have been flying high
Flapping in the whipping winds
Higher than the sky
Expectations of the big bang
Galaxies of the unknown
Staring at the stars
How beautifully they hang

The red flags keep flapping
Anxiety raising concerns
Breathlessness gaping
Open mouthed at the surroundings
Green eyed monster will surely rise

Watching and waiting
For the fireworks of envy to fly
Big bang theories about to expand
Expecting another of the many
Where one will say good bye
~D
I think this is very good. Thank you very much for sharing.


Thank you for your kindness Lady Ann ❤
You're welcome, Lady Divine. I love the poem you wrote below too.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 15, 2019, 01:11:23 am
Beware
The red flags of insecurity have been flying high
Flapping in the whipping winds
Higher than the sky
Expectations of the big bang
Galaxies of the unknown
Staring at the stars
How beautifully they hang

The red flags keep flapping
Anxiety raising concerns
Breathlessness gaping
Open mouthed at the surroundings
Green eyed monster will surely rise

Watching and waiting
For the fireworks of envy to fly
Big bang theories about to expand
Expecting another of the many
Where one will say good bye
~D
I think this is very good. Thank you very much for sharing.


Thank you for your kindness Lady Ann ❤
You're welcome, Lady Divine. I love the poem you wrote below too.


Thank you Lady Ann❤
I know you have been busy, looking forward to reading more of yours when time permits.

I have been missing Lady V....
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Horsa on August 15, 2019, 02:14:51 am
Beware
The red flags of insecurity have been flying high
Flapping in the whipping winds
Higher than the sky
Expectations of the big bang
Galaxies of the unknown
Staring at the stars
How beautifully they hang

The red flags keep flapping
Anxiety raising concerns
Breathlessness gaping
Open mouthed at the surroundings
Green eyed monster will surely rise

Watching and waiting
For the fireworks of envy to fly
Big bang theories about to expand
Expecting another of the many
Where one will say good bye
~D
I think this is very good. Thank you very much for sharing.


Thank you for your kindness Lady Ann ❤
You're welcome, Lady Divine. I love the poem you wrote below too.


Thank you Lady Ann❤
I know you have been busy, looking forward to reading more of yours when time permits.

I have been missing Lady V....
You're welcome, Lady Divine.
I'm very busy. I'm loving my job but heritage preservation is quite full on. I had 2 meetings last Thursday & in the 1st 1 I was expected to read 1000 pages while listening to what was said & join in. I've been told I've got to learn to do & teach quilting & crochet at some point. I've been advised to take an online archiving course. I've been told I've got to help give an archiving presentation in 2 months time. I've also been told I've got to learn photography. A lady I work with said she was teaching a decoupage course before Xmas. I asked her what decoupage was & got told that my name was going on her student list. I look forward to writing more poetry when I get a chance.

I miss Lady V too.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 16, 2019, 11:42:21 pm
Lady Ann, youre artistic, I think youll love decoupage.

Archiving, presentations, photography...
Congratulations.

Photography is capturing my interest of late too.

Thank you for taking the time to share. It sounds exciting.
Autumn season will most likely be busier for you.

Proud of you and your new ventures.
Sending love always and hugs.

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 17, 2019, 12:16:05 am
If you have never gone down the rabbit hole
You have no idea
About my darkness
Don't compare
Futility increases
Where no body cares

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Horsa on August 17, 2019, 03:10:36 am
Lady Ann, youre artistic, I think youll love decoupage.

Archiving, presentations, photography...
Congratulations.

Photography is capturing my interest of late too.

Thank you for taking the time to share. It sounds exciting.
Autumn season will most likely be busier for you.

Proud of you and your new ventures.
Sending love always and hugs.

~Divine
Thank you very much, Lady Divine.

I helped make a sculpture yesterday as well as archiving. I've got a pottery class on Tuesday. I love pottery. It's a good stress reliever. I've got a choice whether to go on an art appreciation class or a quilting class but they're both on the same day at the same time. The 1st art appreciation class is about American art. I don't know much about American art. I guess I wouldn't need to learn to appreciate that art if I already knew & appreciated it though. I've been told I'll have to learn quilting at 1 point though.

You're welcome. It's fun & fascinating & I'm feeling more confident than I have done in a long time. Thank you very much. Love & hugs.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 17, 2019, 10:57:34 pm
Lady Ann, youre artistic, I think youll love decoupage.

Archiving, presentations, photography...
Congratulations.

Photography is capturing my interest of late too.

Thank you for taking the time to share. It sounds exciting.
Autumn season will most likely be busier for you.

Proud of you and your new ventures.
Sending love always and hugs.

~Divine
Thank you very much, Lady Divine.

I helped make a sculpture yesterday as well as archiving. I've got a pottery class on Tuesday. I love pottery. It's a good stress reliever. I've got a choice whether to go on an art appreciation class or a quilting class but they're both on the same day at the same time. The 1st art appreciation class is about American art. I don't know much about American art. I guess I wouldn't need to learn to appreciate that art if I already knew & appreciated it though. I've been told I'll have to learn quilting at 1 point though.

You're welcome. It's fun & fascinating & I'm feeling more confident than I have done in a long time. Thank you very much. Love & hugs.


That is what life is about, doing what you love and getting paid for it. Enjoying and being happy in the now. Congratulations Lady Ann. Love and Hugs always. ❤❤
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 18, 2019, 04:38:25 pm
Black ink blots
Psychological warfare
Trying to find the correct words to describe the expressions
Bubbling to overflow
Stare at it intently the image changes
Life breathes into the darkest smudge
The mind plays games
Strange exchanges
Some elements don't budge
Others continue the mind games
Fear seeps and disturbs the balance
Brain becomes deceived
Just think of magic

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Horsa on August 19, 2019, 01:11:03 am
Lady Ann, youre artistic, I think youll love decoupage.

Archiving, presentations, photography...
Congratulations.

Photography is capturing my interest of late too.

Thank you for taking the time to share. It sounds exciting.
Autumn season will most likely be busier for you.

Proud of you and your new ventures.
Sending love always and hugs.

~Divine
Thank you very much, Lady Divine.

I helped make a sculpture yesterday as well as archiving. I've got a pottery class on Tuesday. I love pottery. It's a good stress reliever. I've got a choice whether to go on an art appreciation class or a quilting class but they're both on the same day at the same time. The 1st art appreciation class is about American art. I don't know much about American art. I guess I wouldn't need to learn to appreciate that art if I already knew & appreciated it though. I've been told I'll have to learn quilting at 1 point though.

You're welcome. It's fun & fascinating & I'm feeling more confident than I have done in a long time. Thank you very much. Love & hugs.


That is what life is about, doing what you love and getting paid for it. Enjoying and being happy in the now. Congratulations Lady Ann. Love and Hugs always. ❤❤
Definitely if you get the chance to. Thank you very much, Lady Divine. Love & hugs.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 20, 2019, 11:00:58 pm
Stirrings of the darkest heart
Can still be slightly illuminated
Even if the wounds are open gashes
Still bleeding through the cracks
Where it was torn apart
Stranger still, the wounds are invisible to the eye
Bullies tongue lashing, has that effect
Sensitives take to heart
All that was horrendously shared
Absorbing the words
Like a metal of honour
Withering inside
Not knowing how to let the comments
Slide
Every glib word, every snide remark
Leaving an indelible scar
A visual bruise
Tattooed mark
That travels far deeper
Than the superficial of the epidermal stamp
Like an arrow that hits the bull's eye
Straight dab in the centre
Deeper still
That ethereal scar of the soul
They say it's a karmic knot
I don't care
What they say
The scar has left a mark
One's not forgot

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 20, 2019, 11:02:32 pm
It's those that keep
Inspiring others
That some times
Drown

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 20, 2019, 11:03:34 pm
An ache so powerful
That the silence is deafening

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 20, 2019, 11:05:42 pm
**** under the pressure
Broken pieces scattered
All over the place
Hunkering to capture
Each sliver
Hoping to mend
What seems now
Out of place

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 20, 2019, 11:21:39 pm
The dull ache turned to a sharp pain
One so powerful
It made it hard to breathe
Awakening me from a deep dream
Only to feel the pain
Travel through the realms
Of dream like state to reality

Is it reality?

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 08, 2019, 10:41:54 am
Too young to die
Broken cracks on the surface
Deep within the pain still hides
Usurping calmness
Still waters run deep
Torrent winds
Turbulence of the ocean waves ride
Lost is the steadiness of this place
Ambiguity slowly creeps
Shatters any semblance
Of rationality
Forced to face
The bleak fact
Meaningless death
Words of attack
Shock value
Taken aback
Creating a wedge
Unwanted forced space
That strange
Horribly awkward place
Having to deal with living in the past
For thats the only place you will always be
Just another body
Gone from me

Left here crying
For all to see
All I know
I dont care
It doesnt bother me
Not much left here
For you to see

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 08, 2019, 10:43:26 am
He said
Just days before
Don't cry for me
When I'm dead
Cry for me while I'm alive
For I'm lost

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 08, 2019, 10:47:35 am
Bewilderment
Has finally left me bereft
Pain ridden
My face evident of all the strain
Written across you notice the pain
Wreaking havoc in my soul
Eyes searching, yet cannot find
The darkness welcomes
The deepest scary part of me
Most welcomed in its abyss
Tears escaping
Pure bliss
Forevermore
Choice was taken from me
The most I will be missing
Is you, and your sweet loving kiss

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 08, 2019, 03:57:29 pm
And through the sadness
Comes smiles
.~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 08, 2019, 04:08:39 pm
My throat is tickling
Persistent scraping on the inside
No water can't relieve it
Neither does massaging the outside
Words need to be spoken
There is no choice
I am holding back
Crying takes its toll
My heart is broken
Hard to breathe
I have lost my voice
Anger is seething
All around me say
Its a part of the grieving
Having travelled this road before
My logical side believing
My emotional side
Chooses to ignore
When the hell
Is this roller coaster ride
Over

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 16, 2019, 12:43:45 am
Breaking down the barriers of old
Darkness creeps up
Like a fog across warm waters
The air is crisp and cold
Making the little hairs
On the back of my neck
Stand to attention
Staring at the full moon
Noting the lightest speck
Fear engulfed the enjoyment
Of others
Raised my obsession
Loving the ink blackness
Feeling of home
In this strange eerie appearance
Of this hallows night

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 22, 2019, 02:36:31 am
It keeps wanting to keep me down
Unhealthy obsession
Innate inability to let
The light shine
Abyss wants to let me drown
The dark obscures the need for balance
Noticing these multiple facets
Only a few
That I met
Crepuscular keeps resurfacing
Takes courage to stare in the mirror
Facing the inner demons
That have been plaguing
The angel that deigns to be a sinner
Noting that there
Will never be a winner
Where thousands reside

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 17, 2019, 05:24:27 am
Driving myself insane
Thoughts are reeling
I canít seem to quiet my brain
All the words
Fell on deaf ears
Strange to think back
After all these years
Abusive attack
Your use of words
Manipulative
Your looks have brought me to tears
Thoughts that continue to reel
Unbelievably allowing this to continue
You took my love
And tore it apart
The intent has been long gone
There is no love here
If there ever was
Not even sure
If I ever loved you
When I had no love for me

Let it be

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Horsa on December 17, 2019, 11:57:40 am
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 24, 2020, 07:36:34 pm
Myriad of purples and pinks
Across the horizon
The sky blending with the ocean
Strange how something incredibly beautiful
Chemical reactions of our ozone
The damage weíve done to the Earth, stinks

Heavily isolated during this pandemic of the virus
Social distancing of this quarantine
Has led to violence
The cries within the walls of retirement homes
Whimpering mixed with screams of pain
Not so much from the ailments
Much more is the fear of dying alone
Missing the hugs of a loved one
Confusion not subtle in this illusion
Memory fails of good times
The negativity prevails in this painful strain

The veil will lift
What scarier is what hides behind the curtain
The dark magic as tears running
Like the rain against the window pane
Uncertainty blows out any balance
Fear inertly frozen stoicism
Screaming silently at the unknown
Each hour goes by
The norm is not the same
What we thought we knew
The life we thought we grew
Has gone bye bye

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 30, 2020, 04:03:03 pm
Plagued by the Crepuscular  nature of the shrill
Screams echoing inside of her brain
Thrashing about her bed
She canít keep still
Even whilst they hold her down
Amongst these strains
The grotesque shapes forming in her head
Blasphemous monsters leaving blood stains
Creeping insects crawling on her skin
None that are visible to the naked eye
Sheís hoping the thrashing will make them dead
Screams are louder, echoing her own wails
Soreness of her throat as itís becoming parched
Noting that all her thrashing is moving the entire bed
She continues, as she spots a table with a glass of water
The need of its cool liquid to soothe her throat
As she manages to maneuver closer
Her door swings open
His murderous glare is maintaining her stare
Aware of her intent
He throws the glass of water in her face
Without a care
Walks out laughing his venomous screech
As he hears he screams continue In despair

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 07, 2020, 03:53:26 pm
With a heavy heart
This year has been so difficult
What weíve come to know as normal
Has been torn apart
Infused with fear and constant negativity
Graduates have home formals
Practicing social distancing
Of six feet or more
Isolation of elderly, confused and feeling forgotten
Not allowed to see a loved one
Cries of anguish and broken hearted
Feeling all alone
Misconceptions have been spewed
From day one
The blame game has accelerated
Over time the truth may evolve
Fear lowers our vibrations
The planet is reacting mirroring our actions
What Iím talking about
The need to spread love
Love can only heal this rift
Thatís now even emblazoned with
The police officers that sat back and watched
Their comrade snuff the life out of George Floyd
White, Black straight or gay
Itís not right to hurt and disobey
People constitutional rights

I choose to elevate
With higher vibrations of love
This day and every day
Until the time comes for me to travel to the other realm

My heart has been heavy
Itís hard to be present on social media
During this difficult horrific time

Entering the dark
Awaiting the light
To shine on all dimensions

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 17, 2020, 05:26:38 am
You crossed the line of propriety
Dismissed a kind heart
You tore it apart
A true miser of hate
Misogyny
Capitulated by the need of my property
Cruel laughter of peeling across the way
Throughout the months of eight
Abundance comes in all forms
Disturbed by the scathing need to acquire what isnít yours
Steal and plunge into the darkest depths
Cruel are your ways
Need I remind you
Heaven and hell
Are all represented here
You may think your dollar is mighty
Not mightier than the pen
Where you will lay to crumbled layers
Broken and spell bound
Castrated as eunuchs trying to get an ****
Casting spells made for my protection

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 17, 2020, 05:32:48 am
Blood strewn across the lands
Misguided throngs of people
Disguising the avarice in their hearts
Under different misnomers
Claiming to make a stand
For true justice and the American way
As an observer
Just North of the 49th parallel
All types of fascism and racism
Eschewed and destroying your own backyards
Coveting youíre neighbors
Whilst attacking and hating behind a horrific mask

Itís not the way I view people
We are souls inhabiting temporary bodies
We all are human beings
Rather than loving and being
We watch on social media how blame and attack is the ugly norm
Broken is the communication
Rage and need for blood
War is in the streets
Under the name of Covid and hate
Hate is insipid
Barring itís ugly face Across all mediaís
Brazen and disturbing

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 20, 2020, 02:43:36 pm
Itís broken
Again
Strangely, the tears Iíve shed
Weíre few compared to those before you
What a strange path weíve led
Your words of love sang true
When written
But when we embraced
There was a different look on your face
The feelings werenít clear, they were blue
Itís broken
Words mean little if not acted upon
Keeping the thread abreast
Allows you to sleep deeply
When you finally take your rest
Conundrum is the twist of the knife
That pierced my heart
Both front and back
The smiles of your mask hid your intentions
I chose not to see the attacks
Tossed away my apprehensions
Now here we are
Back to texting from a far
And the movie in my head is playing near
All our greatest hits and misses
I was broken
And writing these words have healed
The few tears that escaped, cleared
The cobwebs and the Judas kisses

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 21, 2020, 10:18:40 pm
Tears escape the trapping of the tightly closed eyes
Try however hard to prevent them from spilling
They flow surreptitiously unaware of them coursing down my cheeks
The numbness has taken over every cell is inebriated in pain
Screaming loudly in silent waves
Vertigo creating the wild spin thatís left me unbalanced
The ache so deep
Each step is a crack shoot
Bargain denied
The price is steep
~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 03, 2020, 10:37:29 pm
Torn from his fathers arms
Small and incapable of taking care of himself
Police, more than thirteen
Shot this babe of one
Fingers of blame pointing towards the father
Questioning, thirteen police needed
For a father and a babe
Shot to death
All thirteen blame the father
For the shooting of the babe
Was police shot
Both dead
Their stories relayed by the thirteen
Thirteen with guns and ammunition
A babe and his father

Facts seem ludicrous
Truth obscured
False accusations
No witnesses procured

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 04, 2020, 04:31:00 pm
Morbid is the dwelling of the dead
Or that of death
When words come clamoring in wild paragraphs
One word follows another
Promises broken
Well before itís uttered
Muttered not spoken
Mumbling elevates the confusion
Further proclaim the illusion
When adversaries meet
Egos need to parlay strength
Forcing endings
Where things are left unspoken
Where arguments continue until the last day on earth
When all falls dead
The new rebirth

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 04, 2020, 04:37:06 pm
The knives that have plunged deep
Both front and back
On the premise of love and kindness
In truth destruction and demise
Of the evolution of its end
Grey are the skies
The suns rays still make an impact
Far from the ability to stand the glare
Through the veil of the clouds
The blood keeps dripping
Like a faulty faucet
That no matter how hard you tighten the knob
The constancy of the dripping continues
Drip, drip, plop
We die a slow death
Heart skips many a beat
Body weakens
Death rattle beckons the end is near
The letting of blood
Where we staggered and suffered for years
To make it happen
Fight one more day
Fight the fight
The relief that happens within
When surrender dissolves all of the angst
Watching the bleed seep in every crevice
And one silent tear escapes the eye
That has lost its light

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 04, 2020, 04:39:57 pm
Donít share words
That have no meaning
When actions portray
A harsher sentence
Of death

Itís ended

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 04, 2020, 04:44:17 pm
Ache makes it hard to take that one breath
Forget about the next
Excruciatingly shattered breath
Feeling of thousand of prickly needles puncturing
Scarring and creating pain
Looking down
The blood can led a pathway
Where the stain can never be washed away
Inertia feels safe
Unlike the frailty of relations
Lies bespoken
Mastered by the inaccuracy of activity
Frayed away by the daily strife
When one feels shorted
By this cavity we call life

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 05, 2020, 06:02:12 pm
Just because Iím broken
Doesnít make me dead

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 05, 2020, 06:06:58 pm
Aches and pains
Come and go
Stress increases as fear descends
Staccato is the blood flow
Heart beat harkens a threatened ascend
Wiping away all traces of tear stains
Taking back the power
Deception has elevated closer to the eleventh hour
Smiling faces are but masks
Depression incurs unusual habits
At times, difficult to complete tasks
All in all
The focus is back
En guard for the next attack

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on January 10, 2021, 02:54:22 am
Blood shed has stained the grounds that we walk upon
Violence ensues, where all put up a fight
The united have fallen
Life must go on
In my confused thought patterns
The left and right need to unite for the love of their people
Segregation of the nation is not right
Sadness prevails as sars made inroads
Enforcing a different jail term affected globally
Where the elderly are ill forgotten
Dying in loneliness and sadness
Out of sight out of mind
Forlorn and depressed, they know not their surroundings
Missing their loved ones
In this enforced chaos

D
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on January 16, 2021, 10:26:56 pm
Magic missed its mark
Delving far too deep misgivings of the dark
Words hold no meaning
Wistfully hoping for what was
For now seems to be missed meanings
Slip of the tongue where words are superfluous
Spoken with no belief
Nor actions, whilst putting on an act
Academy award winners are numbered by the millions
On social media
When personal interactions face to face
Lack of spines and no convictions
Social media keyboard bullies
Must have their way
Bullying at its finest
Magic is lost
Itís gone for far too long
Mixed in the obscurity of false misleadings

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on January 25, 2021, 02:50:30 pm
Screams sounded louder in my head
Being pushed in a corner
The screeching of your voice
Cataclysmic sounds of dread
The vultures appeared as friendly and courteous
Smiles and accommodating
Factors of constant delays
One and all contagious
Choking of air, gasping for air
Anxiety ridden flaying around
Trying to make sense
Needing escape seemingly with no choice
Taking back ones power
Standing ground
Against those who have lied continuously
And every word changed until they
Made believe
A falsified truth
One needs to make a stand and have their say
Dissolving the they
Believing in our creator
Who has faith in me
New found confidence
A debater

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 14, 2021, 03:59:03 pm
Choking felt surreal
At the base of the throat
Where Iíve chosen to forego the speech
Not letting the rise of the emotions feel
Hiding behind the mask again
Words spoken have no meaning
The desire to reach you, beseech
Searching for the right words to say
Good bye
Searching for the unlimited feelings or being
**** open laid to die
Grateful itís only temporary
I e realized the greater love doesnít compare
The greater love is within me
Has always been
The scars are healing mutually beneficial
Words spoke donít match the actions
Moving forward angst is gone
There is no looking back
You let go a while ago
Watching the lies flow like a huge stack of pringles
If you blow on them hard enough
Watch them tip and fall
Scattered all over
Bonus with the pringles,
You can still eat them

This juncture Iím finding them quite lip smackingly  good

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 14, 2021, 04:01:01 pm
Valentineís Day came and went
Many hearts cry out in discontent
Donít burrow your basket on this one single day
There are many more days
Discover them and play

Love answers all follies
Love dissolves all boundaries
Love gives more than youíll ever know
It doesnít have to hurt
All you need to do, is let go

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 04, 2021, 04:39:12 pm
Gluttonous blood sucking bastard
Spreading vicious innuendo as quick
As a whip snaps in the air
Vociferously screeching at the top of your lungs
Stomping your feet for attention
With an excessive temper tantrum
That replicates a hyena like screaming of a petulant child
Attention mongers clamouring to be front and center
Voodoo is what you do
To angrily shake that finger in the face of blame
Has time taught you nothing
Stifled in your deceptive cries of tyrannical power
Wild eyed and angst ridden with guilt and shame
Judgemental encroachment of broken dreams
That will never come to light
While egotistically strutting with pride
Whilst bleeding voraciously inside

Be gone
Today
The growling monsters of yesterday
Are squashed beneath my feet
Relinquishing power of forgiveness
Letting go simpletons god like complex
Shedding the light of love
And watch the monster diminish
To nothingness

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 17, 2021, 03:15:31 am
Ominous storms threaten to engulf us with torrential freezing rain
Snippets of sun languishing through the skies rays
Sporadically making gestures through the darkened clouds
Emotions rampaging with this Covid strain
All of last year this storm is a dark cloud
Overhead the skies bespoke our collective feelings of rejection
It appears the sun is shining across the American land
Whilst the darkness still looms from sea to shining sea along the Canadian coasts
Dark musings keep us blocked from the true under currents and the truths
There is blood on their hands vivid stains
Greed has taken each turn whilst the rest is struggling the poverty plight
Smiles form the wicked
The innocent need to fight

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 17, 2021, 03:23:52 am
Stabbed in the back countless times
Watching every word you say
Seeping like blood dripping from your mouth
Untruths are expletives scattered rhymes
Your ego has taken flight earlier today
Like a cat thatís trying to swallow the sparrow
Feathers flying all around
But a few chirps is a stifled sound
Thrust out your chest and pound it like Tarzan
And watch the demise of this Jane
As you strut away
Missed thinking youíve gotten your way
Not today Tarzan, not any other day
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 19, 2021, 03:10:59 am
The ache so deep itís tearing me apart
**** and pious are the wounds
Sharp breathe canít ease the pain
Tingling sensations across my hands and fingertips
Numbness prevails
Catatonic from the catastrophic
There were inaudible sounds
Some screeching while other beseeching
Broken is the heart
Lamenting over those I thought were amiable
Only to see with clarity
The continual stabbing that has taken place
Wounds are bleeding
Blue red hue oh how I sometimes wish they would re create it as the perfect shade of lipstick
Blue red hue staining clothes and pale skin
Glistening vibrant against the white
Absorbed by the black clothing
Iím not at all interested in the race
Iíve won
Cause I donít give a bloody damn
Pushed me in the corner
Didnít need to fight my way out
I just stopped caring
Itís worse than the screams
Itís void of feeling
Itís clear cut
Good bye

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 06, 2021, 01:15:09 pm
Smiles that didnít reach the eyes
Aquamarine like, normally sparkly and kind
At this juncture, averting darting to the side
Nervous tick that belies
Everything further from the truth
Unspoken words observed by your reactions
Fidgeting whilst clearing your throat
Encore cheering from the sidelines
Purveyor of wanting to aim for the goal of a GOAT
FairPlay would be enthusiastically accepted
Dismissing all the relevant signs
Relinquishing to the silence of being rejected

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 20, 2021, 07:14:20 pm
Electrical sparks flashing against the starkness of the darkness
Enraged by the culpability of the emotionless staff
Walking around stoically like robots
Opposing robots of stellar abilities
These seemed like a misconception
It required rewiring of the finest of these intelligent minds
Musks benevolence of excellence
Far behind these faulty graphs
Scandal worthy defiance
Strangled by the inexcusable need to have one on one
In person coexistence
Fretting over this beleaguered and long drawn out
Mercury retrograde
Where trust and truths are flagrantly making an appearance
Smack dab in the middle
Where the pink elephant decided to be immobile
Feeling sad for the death of society
Watching Millenials vacant faces
Stare back at me with dead eyes

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 02, 2021, 12:57:23 am
Words written emitting the strange meanderings of your thoughts
Assumptions jump on the page with little mind
How they will be conceptualized
Eliminating doubt by the simple task of re reading
Blame has been disturbing
How little you know me
Narcissistic tendencies overblown
Cracking the bond that once was woke
Strange beliefs are deviating far from the truth
Your ego is showing
Dislike being sucked into this vicious hate
Take your distasteful personality
Evolution of your intolerant bigotry
Everyone is drinking the kool aid
Removing the thorn from my side
And watch as memories fade

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 03, 2021, 04:37:21 pm
Lost in the froth of the sea caps
Floating aimlessly struggling with yesterdayís promises
Searching through the words spoken to find a hint of truth
Not sure what to believe texting though the apps
Tone is forgotten
Words read are in my head
My own tone and inflection
The sea has now changed to stronger waves
Crescendo of each wave higher and stronger
Words played in my head sound familiar
On the perchance that the app is replaced by the phone
Miles away, far from home
Words sound stilted
Not warm and inviting
Wrong direction
The visages of my imagination are quickly dissolving
Crumbing under the false perceptions
Each word spoken, feels wilted
Fluidity of my mind has dissolved with every word spoken
The warm timber in my ear of my imagination
Sounds nervous and uncertain
Where are the men that bring stories to life
Those that know how to look a woman in the eye
Passion, romance, truth and honor
Perhaps Iím born of the wrong era
I am not of this world
I am and always been an outsider
I am and always will be THE OUTSIDER

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 03, 2021, 05:19:36 pm
Change them they proclaimed
Take the Indian out of them
Force them to ache for the love of their mother, their father
Culture and education they said
The way of their world is speaking and listening to the Great Spirit
Where nature is not taken for granted
Animals, Nature and Spirit honoured as One

Under the guise of the caring church
Violently whipping the Indian out of them
Girls once they bled giving birth to mixed race, that of the Ďpriestsí
Only to watch the newly born child dressed and incinerated by the nuns
What type of education to all the whites of the world does this apply
To shun and nullify
These precious children of this native earth
Where they are abused and snuffed, buried alive or burned to death
At an innocent young age

My heart and soul cry for the babes
Donít be fooled by the statistics of thousands
The numbers are in the millions worldwide
Where are these men of government and cloth?
Educated to abuse innocent children looking for motherly love
Only to be torched to death in millions upon millions of unmarked graves

Yes, they discovered this land
All lands discovered are from murderers who want what is not theirs
Destroy and conquer
Kill and defeat

The ways of this complicated world

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Evolve on July 06, 2021, 11:50:37 pm
Change them they proclaimed
Take the Indian out of them
Force them to ache for the love of their mother, their father
Culture and education they said
The way of their world is speaking and listening to the Great Spirit
Where nature is not taken for granted
Animals, Nature and Spirit honoured as One

Under the guise of the caring church
Violently whipping the Indian out of them
Girls once they bled giving birth to mixed race, that of the Ďpriestsí
Only to watch the newly born child dressed and incinerated by the nuns
What type of education to all the whites of the world does this apply
To shun and nullify
These precious children of this native earth
Where they are abused and snuffed, buried alive or burned to death
At an innocent young age

My heart and soul cry for the babes
Donít be fooled by the statistics of thousands
The numbers are in the millions worldwide
Where are these men of government and cloth?
Educated to abuse innocent children looking for motherly love
Only to be torched to death in millions upon millions of unmarked graves

Yes, they discovered this land
All lands discovered are from murderers who want what is not theirs
Destroy and conquer
Kill and defeat

The ways of this complicated world

~Divine

This is sad
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 13, 2021, 12:30:28 am
Fear has choked the lifeline out of everyone
Youth and elders alike
Lockdowns have submerged
Deviant sides erupting
Disillusion of relations
Commitments leading to divorce
Love changed to hate
Economic stress increased of late
Unknown to open the door
Or close the gate

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 19, 2021, 06:50:19 pm
Words play on words and watch the buttons being pushed
Rewriting the facts to sell your truth
Broken new camera out of the box
13 days rushed
Watching your behavior sly as a fox
Complicit in your own history
Or rather herstory
How you behaved has no bearing on my actions
Simplicity in the words followed with feelings
Of I love you
Butchering it to jus
Because like the grinch
Moments of benevolence
And ina cinch
Youíre reeling
Whatís going on in that little head of yours
Worry not
Your wish has happened
Poof watch asi disappear

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 19, 2021, 09:00:14 pm
Sticky warm and bloody
Open wounds ruby red with streams of pus
The pain ignited the echoing screams
The darting of the eyes, faulty
Lateral moves jutting left and right
Then back again
Fidgeting rocking back and forth
While watching you ripping and your hangnails
And biting your nails down to the quick
These pains you access are those of yesterday
Abandoned and left without the love of the unrequited
Shattered by the misgivings shared of the tortured stares
Pain is your topmost emotion
Frozen shield around your broken heart
Anyone that gets to close is abused with words
While sporting a wry smile across what once was a pretty face
Narcissistic tendencies that you accuse others
Is facing you in the mirror
Your need to tear and destroy
Is seeping close to you
Like the sticky warm blood, inching closer
Dorian Grays scarred and tethered
Grotesque and horrifically marked
Look closer and youíll see the scars reflected in your eyes
Your fairy story telling of happy home life
Is starting to crack
No gold can mend the destruction
Caused by the heart that never forgives
The bleeding continues
Open wounds like these will never stop
Denying the healing
Karma has a way of paying bitches back
Itís not in my timing
Itís in yours

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 20, 2021, 11:34:15 am
Catatonic glare from this stoic stare
Unable to listen to the chattering of the cacophony
Shrilling in my ears
Sharpness screeching like the unwanted drill of an alarm bell
Walking aimlessly in the void of this planet hell
Where the shine in the eyes are now aphotic
Death unfolds with forced intentions
Corporate worlds interwoven with government misconceptions
And weíre on a go around that seems not to stop
How I miss those childhood days
With games of skip and hop
Weíre force fed fear to raise anxiety ridden bullies
Snitches are glory hounds of social media today
As kindness is downtrodden
Mixed in with the conspirators lies

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 11, 2021, 01:39:46 am
Scars are evident of the sores that bled
Seeping for so long
Wiped them away discarding evidence
As quickly as the words that were falsely said
Passive aggressive narcissistic behaviour
That evil grin took place on your face
Watching the puppets play to your rhythm of the unsightly game
Vanity feeds your need to succeed at any length.
Destroy the craft, destroy the art
Sit back and watch us play
As your husband pays as you play
Smashed the lens as the camera crashed to the floor
Breaking the lens, breaking the score
Disappearing and calculating
How to destroy the balance
The cycle of deviousness has surfaced
Youíve done it before
Here we are, different players another score
We attract what we didnít complete
Each player playing
Hard to compete
Nagging and screeching in your mother tongue
Looking to control when your world is spun
Then comes the blame game
Executive was your stature
Deceptive was your game
Attacking and burning all that was culture
Final product was not our artistic values
You burned me to the stake
Tried to break my spirit
But I flipped the switch to the game
Pulled out before you could destroy my endeavors
Go off and play your dirty game with others
Iíve my own work and will form my group with others
As I win awards and billions for my stake in the artistic realm
Iíll watch you bleed as I succeed
No begging nor pleading
My star is gleaming
Stand back and watch as I climb to the stage

Thank you Universe for this and all lessons
Iím ready for my close up
Itís a wild ride
This is MY LIFE
~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 11, 2021, 06:21:15 am
Darkness overshadowed the bright light
Trembling from the sheer exertion of running up the hill
From that glow that touched your Achilles heel
Not a part of any imagination
For it wasnít just a touch
It was a scratch so deep that the slight bleed left itís tattoo on the sneaker
Heart beating like it was about to burst from the rib cage
The whistling sound elevated the fear factor
It was still new moon
Strained to see a pathway
Stumbling as each step felt uncertain
Gulping in air that constricted the throat
A numbness was spreading through the limbs causing a misstep
Coolness of the air also made the neck hair stand to attention
Growl escaped clenched teeth from the fear that griped the throat
Unknown was starting to play a psychological game
The prey was being preyed upon
The dark just made it harder to think with clarity
Scream was bubbling as a cold slimey touch
Grabbed the right ankle
Causation falling face down into mud while scraping hands and knees
Scrambling to get up
Screaming and kicking out of the binding
Fear is bursting the rib cage and hearts about to burst
Feeling the pounce of something furry
The growl within the ear shot
Ready to die an early death

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 16, 2021, 04:03:21 pm
Aches to breath the absence of you
The fights still fresh on repeat
Each word and action imprinted ugly in my mind
Still feeling blue
Anger still igniting the fire of desire
Shame flows through my body
Not fully comprehending my need to be with you
Scars are evident on the surface of my skin
Yet my heart continues to ache
For youre absence
And Iím replaying over again
The need I feel for you
Yet disgust emanates through every sinew of every aching muscle
Watching the swelling of the sprain
The darkening black of the bruise
Reminder of this salacious malicious game
Shocked that Iím a willing player
Wanting more
Of you

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 02, 2021, 04:26:13 am
Creaking of the floorboards
Awakens me in the middle of the night
Or the dusk of morning
Everything seems out of place
Yet all has fallen into place
Just right
Filmmakers have been combining gory with fear
Blood spewing at every turn
Yet with the constant thread of fear of the last two year
What used to make me squirm in heightened fear
Has no effect on me at all
14 days to flatten the curve
A lockdown for your safety
Itís just a jab
This second one is just to solidify the first
The booster is to get it right
The 4th jab because itís lost itís effectiveness
Fauci sand Gates diabolical globalization
Thatís included all the government
Those who have another opinion are silenced
Alerts and intuition have been screaming for two years
Not an anti vaxxer
Just an antidisestablishmentarianism to totalitarianism
My previous vaccines didnít require shots 2, 3 and 4 in the same year
Previous vaccines didnít lay up people of all ages

Yes we all die
Weíre born to die
Sars, H1N1, CV19-20-21
Front liners who helped us
Are now being fired for not dying and not acquiescing

Big Pharma is not liable as each of the companies
Have hit record numbers
Each of the hitting the trillion mark
Small mom and pop shops are gone
Weíre attacking each other
Natural immunity touted as the way to go Feb 2020 is now dismissed
Rich have different rules
The air they breathe is not infected
The air we breathe is

Pres Obama partied like itís 1999
His friends and family maskless
The staff catering masked
Metgala those who paid $35,000 a ticket were maskless
The staff masked

Social media algorithms suspending and deleting
Rights and freedoms are being revoked
If you provoke them with other opinions

Flu numbers throughout 2000 to 2019Ö were upwards of 38 million a year
Yet 2020 down to 2,000
G20 put on the masks for photo ops and take them off to party
Standing next to each other like sardines in a can

Yet 2 jab still get you covid
Look at psaki and all the wacky

Pregnant women are forced to have the shot
Yet prior to this, keep away from aspirin or Tylenol Öno jabs at all until the baby is born

Rules for thee and not for me
Lies to our faces
News are out of places
Testing constantly whether you feel good or you donít
Pcr tests purchased by Soros and gates
Gates buying up all the land
Gates, he who has constant virus on Microsoft injected millions in Africa
To sterilize them as early as 2010
Big bang theory tv show introducing us to the vaccine back in 2009
Through a storyline that includes guest appearances by gates

This is not conspiracy theory
These are actual happenings.

Doctors, manufactures, cdc, fda, not liable

News is full of Covid this and Covid that
People with other illness that die of other factors are thrown onto the Covid numbers.

Sheep 🐑

Magic is a way of duping you to believe with a slight of hand. Right before your very eyes

Globalists have done this
Taking our freedoms away

When Twitter, Facebook , Instagram, etc took down the prez of the us pages down
I said right to free speech is going to be easy to take away from all of us

If they can do it to their own president in the us
The rest of us are just mere peons.


Lies lies and more lies for them become truth
Sad that we are being segregated and separated into oblivion

Nuremberg trials Ötaught us something

Are we willing to turn a blind eye
To science that is not allowed to be questioned.

Pfizer is brought to you by CNN.
Shermanís weíre murdered.
Astra Zeneca is no longer safe ..letís offer you money to take it.

Thank you God. Love you God
Guide me out of this chaos.
Forgive them
But guide us out of this



Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 18, 2021, 01:39:02 am
Plagued with the disposition of dislike
Retaliation isnít then key
Thought of you as a mentor
Garnered respect beyond like
Unfortunate how after all this time Iíve come to see
 Veils of curtains run with lies
Piled on like a barricade
Walls of boundaries are now sky high
Built deep inside
And the disappointment has elevated
Constantly asking why
Karmic debt is over yet
No wonder youíre unable to look me in the eye
Nor speak the word, convey the lie
Yet look away
Iíll stop asking why
Just deal with it on the outside
Stop the opportunistic ways
Iíve calmed down enough
Formulated my thoughts
So Iím clear with what I have to say
Look him in the eye
Not on a pedestal
Focus on the fidgeting and the inevitable cough
A giveaway thatís concise and clear
For once I held you dear
And now Iíll hold you near
To prevent more of your deceitful ways
Once itís said and done
It will all conclude
I will dust my feet and walk away

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 26, 2021, 01:01:53 am
Confused by the wave of emotions
Resurfacing
Confused by the words of love
Exchanging
Confused by the frost bitten feelings
Freezing
Confused by the fear mongering
Scarring
Confused by the debilitating pain
That seems cyclical and unbreakable
Healing

Confused that Iíve been unable to let go
Releasing

~Divine