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CAMELOT FANTASY => Metamorphoses Evolved => Topic started by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 09, 2017, 09:48:47 pm

Title: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 09, 2017, 09:48:47 pm
Stuck
In the concrete mud
Inability to get out of this black bubble
Unable to view anything
Beyond the opaque
Ominous dark ink
Bleeding

Bullying for children
Of all types
Feels as stark as this

Hard to envelope them in love
When they are stuck
In the concrete mud

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Clay Death on March 09, 2017, 10:04:18 pm
wow.

cool new thread.


awesome lady D.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 09, 2017, 10:35:50 pm
Thank you General
Purely by accident

I thought I was in my poetry thread

Wrote it off the top of my head
            AND

Dark Musings feels right

Thanks for all of your support!!
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 09, 2017, 11:51:36 pm
In the dark of the night
While many are a sleep
Watch who you call out for
Even if it's a little peep
The monsters in your closet
Crawled under your bed
Sounds like nails scratching
Leaving trails on the wooden floor
Observing you screaming
Flying out the door


~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 10, 2017, 02:04:24 pm
The illusion that all the monsters
Are wrapped up as a Cimmerian God or goddess
Loud laughter peeling off the paint
From the walls
Have I introduced you
To the monsters
Crammed diligently
Like sardines
All welcomed by you
In your head

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 11, 2017, 11:04:56 pm
Howling of the werewolf
The full moon is peaking
Worm moon is what they are calling it
Burrowing it's way into the dark earth
Sifting through the muck & mire
Searching for its desire
Androgynous can Mate itself
How does this cycle
Affect the blood of passion
Werewolf is howling
You can hear his growling
Across the land
He doesn't travel with a band of wolves
He is a lone wolf
Strong need to feed
His metamorphoses filled with
Aches and pains
For his transformation intense
Even in this complex monsters brain
He understand Real from pretense
Opting to keep away from his loved ones
Looking to feed on murderers & cons
Even he refrains from the
Chosen ones

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 12, 2017, 06:18:33 pm
http://documentary-movie.com/the-cove/

Crime of blood
Dark musing
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 12, 2017, 11:49:54 pm
High upon the hill stood a castle
Guards surrounded to protect
The rightful King
His Queen was forced to marry him
Merger of families across the land
Murderers & traitors seemed defeated
But many clamoured to be
The hand of the King
Difficult to ascertain for even the close
Cannot be trusted
Jealousy insipidly seeps under
Everyone's skin
For the King is just a puppet
The realm is run by con men
The Queen was forced to be the strings
Ultimate it's illuminated
Open rebellion will take place
With plans to kill the King open faced
Death by poison

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 15, 2017, 05:29:24 pm
Rage is engorged itself
Into another stage
Where sanity meets insanity
Want and need to break
Through the binds that tie me
Feel like walking through
Clouds Or fields of cotton
Forgiveness has happened
Images are not stopping
Sentences expressed
Distressed as the knives have plunged
Deep into the crevices of the spine
Plunged many a time
Where parts are numbing
Fathomless though it seems
The abyss seems dark and bleak
Without a spark of light
The silence doth speak

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 15, 2017, 06:19:14 pm
Multiple personalities
Inhabit this mind of millions
Interwoven mix this multitude
Tenebrous interchange as the emotions
Charge like a battery to a hundred
Reach the heights of despicable rage
Where the screaming in my head
Surpasses the screaming being heard
Screeching loud my blood is ink
Maliciously the lies
Really fucking stink
Alleviate the pain in time
But now the violence is sublime
Each cell is screaming
While the painted smile seeming
To shine subliminally 
Sparkling of the teeth
Will hit you with blindness
Hypocrisy has escaped as kindness
Insanity is claimed by the insane
As sanity
Beauty is you believe conformity
Absurdity


~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 17, 2017, 09:09:38 pm
Exhausting being positive
Around negative
Listening to many constantly
Complaining
Living in the past
Where it's clearer than the present
Continually
Fervently stuck
Years ago is far more valued
Than present that's gifted
By God
Life has lost its lustre
Major effort getting out of bed
Requires strength to muster
Sadness prevails
It's a gray area
Trying to get them to laugh
At what they found comical
Today they have no patience
Deny they favoured it
I find it quizzical
Repeating the same things
Above the ten times
Seeming as though it's the first
Confusing how the mind
Lacks to work

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 18, 2017, 09:15:14 pm
Death and taxes are inevitable
Death and taxes
Bless me father for I have sinned
Is what the Catholics say
Forgiven with a few Hail Marys
Doing the same thing
Expecting different results
Death and taxes and cheating
Seems to be inevitable
Can't cheat death or taxes
Cancer has sucked the life of many
It's constantly
No age limit
Struck at any age
Pain if another one
That bit the dust
Dust to dust
We're all here
To bust

~ Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 18, 2017, 10:14:30 pm
Time is ticking
Blood is dripping
Wounds may not be tended
Forcing fences to be mended
While the gaping pain distended
Any sign of if apprehension
Can tear wide open the tension
All in a sense of urgency
True state of emergency

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 19, 2017, 07:00:29 pm
Welcome to my dark side
Going on a stark ride
Mystery can be chaotic
Aphotic can be symphonic
Unknown as to what I can do
Cimmerian thoughts is just one clue
Shhhh just watch
You'll learn
How to possibly discern
And welcome what once was straight
Is now twisted

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 21, 2017, 12:16:09 am
Dribbling the basketball
Across the court
Jump shot
Landing onslaught
Crashing to the ground
Bleeding knees from the scrapes
Tough feeling deafeatist
Once an elitist
Scrambling down the ladder
What used to matter
Striving to be the best of all
You're falling down
Smashed by a wrecking ball
Of choices
Screaming sounds
If your own voices

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 21, 2017, 08:58:44 am
Choking back the feelings
That are threatening to erupt
What will flow will
Most certainly disrupt
Dark are the emotions
That play and replay
In the abyssful mind
At times in anger
At other kind
Stream explodes
Like the blood flows
The veins it gushes
While pain rushes
Request desires to inquire
Admire those
Whose faces flushes
Much can be ascertained
When one is detained
Watch and learn

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 22, 2017, 12:54:33 am
The noise isn't loud
Drip
Drip
Drip
The I V is hydrating
Medicine transported through
The tube
Oxygen mask
Help you breathe
Accidents happen
Being intuitive is unavoidable
Just like this horrific
Accident
What are the odds
Quiet day
Early morning walk
The sun was shining
You ran the Boston Marathon
Crossed the finish lines minutes
After the explosion took lives
Years later
Your need for early morning walk
On your own
Settle thoughts in your head
Dump truck tire
Flew off aimed directly for you
Kept you in the machines
Living dead
Kept alive for days
Your organs kept fresh for your donation
Your soul had already made its transit
Kept alive to save four lives
In need of organ transplant
You chose to leave
A vegetable in bed
Not an option

You passed sweet Diane
Chose to lay to rest with your Dad
Your souls connected
Many here are disconnected

Thank you for your visits cuz
Love you 😘

~Divine

(Not a poem just expression thanks )
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 24, 2017, 11:27:13 pm
Empathic people feel it all
Positive or negative
It's faster than any phone call
Objective or subjective
The hardest feelings of late
Is all the hate
Seething from every corner
Hard to segregate
The love or the hate
Whose a friend
One that has your back
From all the insipid attacks
Don't worry you spineless snakes
I'm cutting back on the give and take
Here let me remove the stake
From my back
Vampire attack
Hahaha
Must be a reason I always wear black

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 24, 2017, 11:54:12 pm
Tornadoes of emotions
Downpour of rain
Stronger than the blood dripping
Out there on the plain
Lives fought to stay alive
Natures anger can't survive
Torrential stain
Streaming through all terrain
Sadness prevails
For all who've left behind
Contrusions hard for a safe mind
When bodies are ravaged
Young and old
Matters not your age
When the weathers raged

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 27, 2017, 01:10:59 pm
Dark musings
I abhor this type of activity
How would it be to be allowed
In the space with no weapons
Assholes
Would you be taking pictures
With a fucking smile
This applies to all
Trophy hunters who
With their wealth
Need a fucking kick by
Killing then posing with their KILLS

Karma best served cold
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 30, 2017, 05:44:11 pm
Loud screams of terror
Sweat soaked sheets
Facing my inner demons
Those I feared on the mirror
Arrogance unfolds
The egomaniacal
Blood I bleed
Many lives I concede
Family and friends I've chosen
Long before
My physical body placed
Push me out of the lulled story
Perfection destroyed me
Dark side masked by
The light twisted side
That's now history
Is it?
Excellence is resulting
In acceptance of
Success and failure
Pendulum swayed
Auric field dwells in ascension
Conclaves in descension
Paddling upstream is defeatist
Just let it go
Simplistic in actuality
Go with the flow
It's another sense of reality

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 30, 2017, 06:48:26 pm
Clearly,
Merely an observation
If you've moaned
In pain for a long time
It becomes second nature
It's soothing the one
Seemingly alleviate
The strain
Developed by the neurons
Of the brain

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 31, 2017, 07:02:15 pm
Drip streams of coffee
Visible on the side of the cup
Lipstick marks on the rim
Moaning of contentment
With the first sip
Early morning
Wake me up
Every morning
My enjoyment

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 31, 2017, 10:01:47 pm
Mourning
Dark cloud has hovered
Reality stuck it's ugly head
In my business
I've discovered
Its aphotic side
Ink dripping blood
Has decided to visit
Rock bottom is not
The only reason for change
Alterations have occurred
Dream like exchange
For harsh reality
The light bulb recharged
Various forms of legality
Strong hold
Mourning
Where sometimes
Crying with sobs
At other times silence
At this juncture
The pain in my tummy
Intense
Gone is all the pretense
Facing the fact
Options are mine
Not settling
I'm a warrior goddess
Always have been
Born a Spartan Queen

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 02, 2017, 08:00:44 pm
Judgement takes place
Seeps in
Methodically
If accustomed
Sheepishly
There is no grace
Disproportionate degree
Irascible actions
Comparatively speaking
Different locations
Indescribable seeking
Falsifications breaking down
Whimpering quietening sounds
Disillusion waivering
Actions distancing
Reclusive

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 07, 2017, 08:34:20 pm
Wicked are the leaping flames
That scorch the edges
Of the soul
Scalding is in effect
Frayed blackened charred
Snippets shooting pain
Wisps of smoke
Still wafting through
The thick breeze
Imagine how your heart
Experiences
For now you seize


~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 13, 2017, 03:19:57 pm
A Very wise man
Have me some great advice
Show not your underbelly
For many are not nice
Thriving on your pain
Watching from a distance
Laughter is their gain
Screwing in the knife with
Deeper with each advance
Wise words to pull back
When others are on attack

Lessons learned from mistakes
So much for give and take

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 14, 2017, 09:30:23 pm
Pain written across your face
Each strike tearing your flesh
Harder than the last
Their crazed ego desiring
To hear your cries
Demonic is each
Lash of the cat o nine
Piercing the skin
Hooks curving into
Muscles sinews
Each tug and pull
Rapaciously predatory
Blood spilling everywhere
Open flesh exposing bone
Vicious is their malcontent
Each lashing
Deep maleficent

He, praying to his father
For he was born
For the treachery
To expunge our sins
Compathy of those who believe

Apathy from all the rest

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 17, 2017, 06:00:47 pm
Day and age
Integrity and respect
Leave a foul taste
In many a mouth
Watching each other's backs
Unheard of
Honesty
Laced with a special breed of lies
Trust
Is like an eraser
Keeps getting smaller
With all the apologies
That have no real meaning

I'm a believer of
Integrity
Respect
Honesty
Love
Trust

You can count on me

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Clay Death on April 17, 2017, 10:37:33 pm
magical thread lady Divine.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Clay Death on April 17, 2017, 10:37:43 pm
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Clay Death on April 17, 2017, 10:56:04 pm
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Clay Death on April 18, 2017, 07:55:42 am
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 20, 2017, 01:56:37 am
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Wow thank you so very much.

Love this.

You're awesome General
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 20, 2017, 02:01:40 am
Choking back the fears
Imploding for so many years
Catapulted mass
Emotions overflowing
Starting from the core
Described this terrible feeling
The blackness drowned my head
Didn't know what was in store
The shaking and rattling
Wasn't screaming in my brain
They were the monsters
Crammed under my bed
Been there for years
Behind all those exploding tears

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Clay Death on April 21, 2017, 09:36:04 pm
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Wow thank you so very much.

Love this.

You're awesome General

thanks lady Divine.



this is a wonderful thread.

Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 23, 2017, 07:46:34 pm
The sores are seeping
Crimson once black
Now bright
Droplets glistening as
The light captures its escape
Sharp pain is searing the thigh
Wounds festered for a while now
Open sore throbbing
As though it had a heart beat
Sweat beads across both brows
The open sore hurt
But the broken heart
Pained her far more than
Any dancing accident

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 24, 2017, 01:32:39 pm
It's just one hit
One more
It's just something to get me by
A different version
Of another lie
Starts off small
Gave you the power
To do it all

Or so you thought


Just for that pain
Prescription medication
That led to addiction

The belief that it's the last time
Same old story
Different rhyme

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 24, 2017, 03:22:01 pm
Monsters of substance abuse
Rattling inside your brains
Rising from the intense need
To treat life like a refuse
Blame game
Stories grow
Deception flow
Stronger than the last
For the final blast
Where prescription medication
Is not enough
Street meds where many bled
Continual bleeding
Stealing
Reeling

Monsters are real
Monsters created by the same
Person that fears them

You

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 25, 2017, 09:38:19 pm
Broken in ways unimaginable
Fragments dislodged
Sharp shards of glass
Strewn all over the floor
Drops of blood spotting
The ceramic tiles
Seizures come on
Like a surprise
But not so
Crankiness + dizziness
Instigate + perpetuate
Moodiness
A sure sign of imbalance
On the road to another
Symptom to this
Warped illness

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 28, 2017, 04:41:08 pm
Welcome to the lair of the dark
Fool not yourselves
Much more happens
Multiple sparks

Interwoven in the silky bedsheets
Varied levels
Of salacious heat

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 04, 2017, 08:52:08 am
Broken fragments
Particles floating in the abyss
Inert in their energy
Sparkling in the dark
Fathomless are the heights + depths
Cavernous in the ink like dwelling
Shards of light seep through the cracks
Mass seems concrete secure
Yet streams prove it's an illusion
Chipped away
Speedily rushing through
The galaxies of fright
Wallowing through the dark
Is a conscious plight
Ultimately knowing
I'm an extension of the unknown
Justifying there is no validation
Ultimately stark reality
I know nothing
In the vast stretch of
Nothingness

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 04, 2017, 08:58:07 am
Fear
Divides the strong from the weak
Elevates all negativity
To new heightened peaks
It's like a cold dark reptilian hand
Crashes into my chest plate
Squeezes my heart
Bleeding as the screaming
Takes place
Making my heart race
Scared for this lifeless situation
Understood
That fear illusionary has no face
Yet I stare into the mirror
Gaunt like
Dark circles around lifeless eyes
The pain subsides
Starts to feel familiar
In its familiarity there is comfort
For it's what I know
Pain and that sweet numbness
Scattering thoughts of distress
Matter not
As the blood streams down
My pretty pink dress

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 04, 2017, 09:07:00 am
Laughter
High pitched screech
Followed by cries of pain
Split into varied personalities
Something triggers
In the grey mass of the brain
Cacophonous seeming
In all the chaotic sounds
Where twists + turns
Swaying begins
To discover the cuts + scrapes
Laughter eases the sharpness
Life teases into submission
Where stories
Come at a high price of admission
Where apathy seamless
Caring is where the pain first began
Searching for the hero
That never arrived
Even in my attendance
Leaving luck as a tiny chance
That things can unfold
Difficult to see what has a hold
This story is lost and forgotten
As ages old

~ Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 04, 2017, 04:40:47 pm
It's all out in plain view
Plain sight
No need to investigate
It's the first thing that pops in your head
It's right in front of your eyes

The game is on
Yet you can't see it
For looking

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 05, 2017, 12:42:52 am
No action
Is just as bad
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 09, 2017, 06:42:51 am
It crossed across her face
It paused for seconds
Passed her by
Grim reaper dropped in briefly
His grey shadow subtly
Subduing her light
Her soft features
Looking stark and gaunt
In the fleeting toils of pain
Where fear has gripped her
Anxiety gasping for air
Convulsions of the grasping brain
Release of fluids
Running down her now bruising legs
In her confusion to try
To get up
Is pulling herself under the bed
That's where death overshadowed
Her features
It was instantaneous
I observed it
As her hand clawed at my leg
Her nails piercing my skin
Her grip claw like
Intensified by her fright
Monitoring each segment
Like an episodic
On this evolutionary series
She negotiated
Her choice
To stay

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 10, 2017, 03:39:49 am
Numb
Yet the tears are cascading
Making mascara trails down my cheeks
Little messages forwarning
Were delivered throughout the weeks
Overwhelmed to take heed
Perhaps fear prevented me
To embrace the silence
Souls need
To connect to the spirit world
Many times it's effortless
In times of grief
Fighting for balance
Searching for the opportunity
For relief
Heart is heavy
Inner sense knows
It's pain free
It's my ego self that misses them
Silence is the key
Inner sanctum sharing
Silence is the key

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 15, 2017, 02:55:53 pm
Shivering
The body is shaking
Quivering
Fear has seeped in
Those dirty rotten dreams
Where the dead
Decided to visit me
Oh the fucking dread
They are off to la la land
When I want them the least
They come through the most
I'm feeling cold
Decrepid is first stages of getting old?
I don't know
Don't care
Was a time when every hair
Had to be in its proper place
Now
I just don't care
I'm tired
Fatigue has grasped me to his chest
Yes
Sleep
Hopefully deep sleep
Is the best

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: pryzmsticv on May 16, 2017, 03:59:29 am
Descriptive is your pain, with the sight ov your luved Devine.
Mentally in vain, with your description ov holding to time.
Within heart you shall gain, the beauty ov their minds.
Luv will never turn you insane, instead the beauty ov the lines.
Hold on to souls restraint, and live to display their designs.
Take care ov yourself my dear friend. Luv ya😚💋
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 16, 2017, 10:18:26 pm
Descriptive is your pain, with the sight ov your luved Devine.
Mentally in vain, with your description ov holding to time.
Within heart you shall gain, the beauty ov their minds.
Luv will never turn you insane, instead the beauty ov the lines.
Hold on to souls restraint, and live to display their designs.
Take care ov yourself my dear friend. Luv ya😚💋

Hi my beautiful Lady V!
It's already been a week.
We are celebrating her 9 days with blessings
From the priest at the cemetery tomorrow.

All these blessings keep the light of hope.

Thank you so very much for your loving words

You have tapped into my pain.

She is not in pain, she is with her big love Dad.

She visits here and smells of a bouquet of flowers.

Grateful for her connecting.

Much love my great friend xxx😘♥️♥️♥️
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 17, 2017, 11:56:10 am
Many beginnings lead to ultimate endings
Trust is a two way street
Watch those who claim friendship
When they value the relationship
Of your enemies
Far greater
Than words that seem sweeter
Fabricated truths
Are all lies
Instinct has spoken too many times
Wish I could just accept the bull shit
And put on the act that you are so amazing at
I'm not that good
Wearing my heart on my sleeve
Don't be surprised
When I stop caring
For there won't be any
Good byes

I will just disappear

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 17, 2017, 01:49:20 pm
Misleading information
Seems a masterful part of your vocation
Listen closely
Despise the false identity
When one refuses to admit
Has formed commitments
To those that scarred you
Matters not the love you bore
Crimson talons
Sunk deep into the chest cavity
Cracked + tore
Grasped the heart
Shred it to pieces
Confusion has been the ultimate betrayal
That instinctual feeling
I've denied
My heads been reeling
From your disguise
Need to refocus my lying eyes

Isn't that what they betray
In the aft of magic


So tragic
That I trusted
Your hollow love

My fault for not heeding
My observational instincts

Crud

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 18, 2017, 08:41:34 pm
Standing here in shock
Watching the deep Hue of red
Dripping off the jagged edge of the blade
How many times did you stab me to the hilt
Gross words expressed by you
Expecting them all along
Malicious dread
I'm glad you chose the witches
You've been displaying them for
The past year
Bull shit lies
Psycho analysis
Fake tears
Thanks for nothing
Happy to walk away
Thank God
Tomorrow is a another day

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: EquineAnn on May 19, 2017, 07:04:26 am
I'm very sorry to hear of your sad loss, Lady Divine & hope you are o.k. I finally managed to get on here & have a lot to catch up on. I can't get on my twitter now so will have more time to catch up. It's nice to be back but I'm sick of P.C. problems. I can't afford another P.C. though & only got 1 a year ago so I'll have to live with them or solve them the best I can.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 19, 2017, 07:50:32 pm
I'm very sorry to hear of your sad loss, Lady Divine & hope you are o.k. I finally managed to get on here & have a lot to catch up on. I can't get on my twitter now so will have more time to catch up. It's nice to be back but I'm sick of P.C. problems. I can't afford another P.C. though & only got 1 a year ago so I'll have to live with them or solve them the best I can.

Lady Ann thank you for your kind words.

I'm good.

I've decided I have to focus on things
I have desired to do

It's NOW

I use my phone for Twitter and Camelot.

I understand about PC
Can't recall the last time I used mine.

Happy to see you back.

Truly very happy.

Camelot is family.

Always much love and light
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 20, 2017, 12:44:52 am
Do you know how to love
Or do you push them away
Expressing the depth of your heart
Or wanting to see if they fight for you
Day after day

If it's a constant battle
It's not love
Love is effortless
It's where passion meets vulnerability
Where a simple touch
A lingering kiss
Sends a tingle up the spine
Intense sensuality
Want + desire to make you mine

Where our breathes intermingle
As we dive into each other's eyes
Where our souls speak
The love language
That communicates to the hearts
With an explosion of pheromones
Where tastes + scents
Incite a deeper want
A more intense need

That!

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: EquineAnn on May 20, 2017, 04:56:40 pm
You're welcome, Lady Divine. I'm glad you're well. That's a good idea. I've missed everyone & am glad to be back.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 20, 2017, 06:43:08 pm
You're welcome, Lady Divine. I'm glad you're well. That's a good idea. I've missed everyone & am glad to be back.

It's great to have you back Lady Ann 😘🌺
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 20, 2017, 06:55:18 pm
Enough is enough
Finding out the truth
Has been rough
It's been facing me for weeks
For months
Took your words
To heart
Thinking back
I was warned from the start
The wounds have been festering
For quite some time
Oozing pus has been foaming
Mixed with blood
The stench causing me to gag
Vomit dying to spew
Stomach tumbling
Head is spinning
Fact is blatant
Past year is a blur
Frightful thought that as of today
We're through
Strange first things you wrote to me
Was you won't betray me

Strange, that your mind has guided you
To the direction I must seek
For betrayal has already taken place
You've stated it
With every trace

for the inclusion
Is a formidable conclusion

It was festering this wound
I was loving you
You were stringing me
Like a buffoon

Fools like me
May hurt
But will continue to love

Just dusting my feet
And walking away
Because tomorrow
Is a new day

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 20, 2017, 07:07:23 pm
Shot through the heart
Stabbed in the back
Fooling myself
I've been under attack
Those closest committed the worst crime
Being told I'm loved
Time after time
A cold chill running up and down
My spine
Shocking facts were always mine
Just wasn't looking
Confused beliefs that my
Friendships true
Mine was
Yours wasn't
Mourned what I believed
A part of me relieved
My gut has been feeling the betrayal
I dismissed it

You keep calling it a game
That you are true with me
Games played
Facts I see

I was the game

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 20, 2017, 08:48:05 pm
Disorientation has been blurring
My judgement
Set free from a certain confinement
The shackles are laden with sorrow
And fears
Compounded by eons of lives
So many scarred years
Wishes that the morrow
Will bring in excitement
Those are the hopes and dreams
At least it seems

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 28, 2017, 04:42:49 pm
Thunder cracking across the sky
Lightening flashing
Snippets of light
Illuminating the night
Every sound seemingly louder
Piqueing the imagination
To newest heights
Slight creak as though weight
Pressure with invisible footsteps
Nothing visible to the naked eye
Do you believe in ghosts?

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 28, 2017, 07:11:51 pm
Painful discovery
Of what's been hiding behind
The mysterious veil
Feelings have been accurate
Uneasy when retrieving information
Locating a different destination
Those suspected as enemies
Were supplied by a trusted ally
Only to deduce
It was your closest friend
Isn't it wild to realize
It's the end

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 30, 2017, 12:06:27 pm
Black clouds as the air is thick
Intensity reaching to newer heights
Tension is real though
Close attention to the facial tick
Feelings are complex and surreal
Everything is playing like a broken record
All the sounds seem the same
Yet it skips
So many blips
Innocent smiles appear to tame
The beast that enrages within
Solace comes to those forgiving
Forget the strangeness in activity
That forges anonymity
Clarity is blurred
By the fuzzy haze
Of the smoking blaze

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 30, 2017, 04:15:05 pm
The living dead
Walking around aimlessly
Stoic faces void of expressions
Look at the eyes
Windows of the souls
Where the light shines brightly
Even in the darkness
Depth of searing pain
You can capture the light
Subdued still a sparkle
Waiting for the flame
To burn higher
It will take some time
Cycle of life

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: EquineAnn on May 30, 2017, 04:51:38 pm
You wrote some good poems there.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2017, 01:19:50 am
Thank you Lady Ann!
Sweet of you to say about my Dark side 😊
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2017, 01:57:27 am
Cracked wide open
Emotions tearing down
All the walls erected high
Clear though into
Another dimension
Time heals all wounds
On the outside I'm smiling
On the inside I know better
You're pain free
Can't stop the sobbing
Crying helps the ease the pain
In my heart
Those who love you
Express such beautiful words
Like warm hugs
Sincere intensity

You shared you heart and home
Love for all living beings
Makes me recall the many years we had:

Rabbits
Pigeons
Fish
Patchy and her puppies
Budgies
Cockatiels

So much love
I know you and Dad are sharing
The love with everyone
Up above

Thank you and love you so!

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2017, 02:07:43 am
Suits my Dark musings
It's a quote ...yes

Sigh
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2017, 07:30:05 pm
Uncanny as I'm choking back the tears
Innate sense that you've gone back home
Yet after all these years
I know our time here is on loan
I'm in a catatonic state
My soul understands that you're happy
I'm fighting with my inner demons
Strange to correlate
This sadness that has engulfed me
These last 48 hours I'm drowning
Confused at this egotistical ideal
Of needing to hold on
We've stopped the bleeding
The strength you've shown throughout
Your life
Through war
So many battles
You shine through
Our red headed
Blue eyed
Spartan Queen

Thank you

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2017, 10:48:41 pm
Dark
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2017, 10:49:43 pm
Darkness
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2017, 10:51:35 pm
Darkness
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 01, 2017, 12:17:30 pm
Shadows
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 01, 2017, 02:10:29 pm
Bewildered
With a heavy heart
I'm calling in my marker
It was made during a moment of weakness
An oath
Made under duress
Consequences
In every action
A reaction
Blood spilled
To avenge a loved one
Surreal

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 02, 2017, 01:14:21 am
Tears have been cascading
Streams fluidly visible
Appears Mother Nature
Is imitating
Or ridiculing
Not sure anymore
Lost my inner knowing
My nails are digging
Deep into the skin of my palms
Crescent moons shapes
As a couple break the skin
Crimson seeps through
To the surface
Taunting me
Out of my reverie
Shocking me from emotional blue
Pulling away from what I thought I knew
Those who truly care
Will offer a word
Or will calmly share
Words of sympathy
Intense sensitivity
Has a peculiar proclivity
Sorrow has been misbehaving
It's sticking to me like tar
Hard to remove its blackness
From the heaviness of my heart
Rules don't apply the same way
Unknown the direction I will follow
For certain
Tomorrow is another day
I've no intention to wallow
None

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 03, 2017, 04:00:57 pm
Throwing punches
And making contact
Each fist has to hit
At it's perfect precision
It's about preseverance
It's about who has the focus
The real intent to want to
Make it happen
Who is metaphorically hungry
Taking small steps that lead you to
Running for that coveted prize
In your head
That's where it starts
In the long road of getting fit
Coming first at the finish

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 03, 2017, 09:54:45 pm
Dark
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 03, 2017, 09:57:06 pm
Dark
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 04, 2017, 01:45:41 pm
What are we fighting for?
Angst and hate
As bullets stream through the door
Enraged that so many innocents
Dying a slow bleeding death
Pierced by the bullets
On the cold dark floor
The sky is gray
The rain is washing away
The Crimson blood
Stained and absorbed
The controlled malice
That has eaten at any possible
Remnants of gentleness
Seeping in the evil of hate
Placing blame all around
When the evil lurks
Without a sound
Plans aren't shared in advance
Watching the demons dance
With glee
Their hateful party
As the innocents
Breathe their last breath
Surprise at all the hatred
Blood bath after blood bath
It matters not race, creed or religion
Finality in this common decision
To instil hate and malice
Delusional is the fight
For no ones wins
Never ever any winners
In all wars
Through the ages of ages
We're all losers

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 06, 2017, 01:36:24 am
Lie low in the deepness
Where the yearning of the faithful
Admiration is marred
By the humility
Of the luminous discovery
That lying low
Beneath all the layers of expenditure
Exquisite in the simulation
As the suitor wooes
Of possible paramour adventure
Is the basal honesty
That this too is debased on triviality
Loves madman instilled dramaturgy
For the lovelorn that lay
In waiting as the heart is torn
From its cavity
Formless as the eyes roll
Into the back of the head
Only to realize what was once so alive
Is now dead

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 11, 2017, 09:25:00 pm
Wretched hard to bare
Grotesque in shape
Harder to stare
Vomit reflex at the sight of blood
Streams in crevices
Crimson flood
Broken + splayed across the floor
Biggest desire is to run out the door
Fear has immobilized
Movement in my legs
It's the fatigue that has seeped
Lost the feeling
Stuff like wooden pegs
Viciousness warps th mind
Evil lurks of a different kind
Beware the monsters
Lurking in the depths
Of your head

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 17, 2017, 05:51:31 pm
https://youtu.be/xgmuXNCcZkw

We're killing strangers so we don't kill the ones we love

Marilyn Manson
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 17, 2017, 08:25:42 pm
Crimson red spews from the breast cavity
Realizing what I thought was real
Is pure insanity

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 19, 2017, 02:32:36 am
Despondent with the mixed thoughts
Where purity + evil is battling
Under the guise of dark + light

Step aside + see
It's one and the same
This fucking crazy game
Where the definition of terrorists
Is twisted to taunt the masses

Fucking crazy blame game

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 19, 2017, 02:34:40 am
Pssssssssst.....


If you're a secret


You are ONE of Many

#JustSayin

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 19, 2017, 04:12:42 pm
Pray for the World
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 22, 2017, 04:19:39 pm
The insipid slithery slime + multiple heads
Of the green eyed monster
Has reared His Ugly Heads
Your sexual conquests must be falling
On deaf ears
Your need to attack with remembrance
Of your false claims of having my back
Piously sitting on your ascerbic throne
Playing royalty passing judgement
Ahh impious one
We all are sinners
I throw back + laugh heartily
For HE who chose to judge
Is judging by his incredible
Wicked standards
You have thrown away the real for the fake
It's a bitter pill you have to swallow
Venomous lies that your split tongue will make
Relieved to see I falsely believed
What was respectfully friends
Is really hollow
Good bye scathing hateful spy
Be gone thee
I've no tears to cry
Just joyous laughter
For it was my body you were after
With all your fabrications
We both know we've had no relations

Grateful to see behind those dispicable lies
Alas it's part of my good byes

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 22, 2017, 10:20:10 pm
Thunder bolts + lightening
Streak stark across the dark night
Crackles loudly as the rain pelts across the land
Sounds echoing frightening
Souls who don't understand
Father Sky is cleansing Mother Earth
Providing nourishment to the living
Of the land, Sky + water
Accepting of Gods creations
Deep down laying it all in Gods hands
Is all that really matters

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 29, 2017, 01:26:56 pm
I'm bemused by the concept of friendship
Inspiration comes from the individuals definition
What I revere others will sneer
Loyalty + trust requires time to be built
Two basal emotions fall under two headings
Love + Fear
Lessons abound on a daily basis
Some reoccur if the lessons have not absorbed
Life's Quest
Discover + create in various strains
Life crisis
Beholding self proclaimed + continual
Written thesis



~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 30, 2017, 09:39:44 am
Heart is heavy with grief
Emotional surge floods at the strangest times
Cries are silent
Discovering an unusual imbalance
At times guilt for something I missed
Too wrapped up in my own mind
At others a relief knowing that
The pain of her broken heart has
Surely mended
For they are reunited
I'm definitely one of the lucky ones
I see their  guiding light
They visit my dreams in various forms
Feeling safe + secure enveloped
In their light so bright

Looking back at the days gone by
I realize it's not yet two months
Since my sweet Spartan Mom has passed
She was a warrior queen who shared her love
Of everyone
Welcomed all walks of life into her home
Spreading her love ensuring they were taken care of
Food, drink all the comforts
Mom + Dad were well suited
Always present to those who needed someone
When they hit rock bottom
Our homes as I was growing up
Filled to the rafters with all living beings
Enveloped in their warm love glow
Humans, dogs, birds, fish
For each and every one of them
Mom would create their special dish
Dad would build a safe haven

Sitting looking out of the window
Staring at the cherry tree they planted in the back yard
Smiling realizing all the human beings that entered
+ were provided a temporary new beginning
My parents provided from their hearts and souls
Their expectations of kindness in return

Dad would often say to me:
Everyone + their buddy will show up in good times
All disappear when at rock bottom
It's there when humans/ living beings
Feel lost + forlorn
Kindness was never weakness in our home
I realize it was a chance to
Make them stronger
Reborn

Reach up to touch my wet face
Understanding the tears streaming
Easing my heart with comfort in its place
Even as I'm crying
Equally I am smiling
Noting with my chosen parents
I am truly the lucky one
~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 30, 2017, 09:13:54 pm
Spirits communicate from the peripheral side
Ecstatic in their efforts to reach out
Deliberate in their cool touch
Faintly touching the softness of your skin
The high pitched sound
Is their excitement expressing their connection
Is what I've found
Be open to the ride of your life


~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 01, 2017, 03:22:36 pm
Transformation happened in the flick of an eye
His amiable face now looked grotesque
Askew + twisted from the demons
That now assailed his body
Possessed + crazed in his maladjusted hate
Spewing dispicable words
Filled will detest + malice
Jealousy enraged as the green eyed monster
Suffocates any relatable good
That might once so long ago
Resided in his youthful body
Now after years of alcoholic + drug abuse
He is but a shadow of the kind man he used to be
On a good night, if you can encourage him to laugh
I swear I can see kindness
That sweet boy with so much joy
And all the love he wanted to give
Now a twisted middle aged man
Living a stunted life filled with jealousy + rage
Consumed with the black beast of hate
Regrets have drowned him
Gasping for air
I still believe deep down
He still cares
Though His egomaniacal sickness
Is who stands his ground
Hard + cold stares
As his anger flares


~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 01, 2017, 03:34:42 pm
Those who speak truth are judged harsher
Than those who charm + speak of lies
Judged for they do not want to listen
Not care to hear
Each syllable
Time & intended definition
Of truth interwoven words of honesty
Flowery words complimenting
Lead you astray in manipulation
Constant deviation



~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 01, 2017, 03:45:32 pm
Misfortune claims a small part of you
Each time something slays you to the ground
That teeny tiny part lays down and dies
A slow agonizing death
But all that stops
As soon as you decide
This is not the conclusive ride
Change your mind
Apply your focus on the opposite
Watch every tiny step
Regardless of length of step
Evolve for the better

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 03, 2017, 12:47:02 am
High pitched screams echoing through
The trees
Howling of wolves are more forceful at night
Don't believe everything your eyes see
Shadows play havoc with your mind
Especially if doubt seeps in
Fear grasps you + Won't let you go
Minutes run slow as darkness ebbs
Into the light of day

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 03, 2017, 01:02:14 am
Pain
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 03, 2017, 04:38:15 pm
Master of whisperers speak eloquently
In your ear
Pay attention for you need to be alert
In order to hear
Prophetic hissings sent as rhymes
Searching for answers through all ages + times
Protect those who are weak
Concessions are made
Being careful how one speaks
Words manipulated in duality
Certain actions expected for formality
Take back your power
Show us your strength
All of your energies that you bequeathed
Time to come forward
Let go of your sheath

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 05, 2017, 10:12:19 am
Strands of thread frayed
Still evident around their wrists
Life has proceeded with another thrill
Rally varies per families played
Soul screeching screams
Causing spine chilling chills
If you think about it nightmares
Are a slightly different version of dreams
For many thrive to welcome the dark
The light for many who enact
Stark in its own vulgarity
Supposed to bring delight
For those dwelling in the black
Discomfort fright remains intact


~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 05, 2017, 10:46:25 am
Broken hearts across the land
Of this vast expanse of the world
Trivial fights + miscommunication
Has created a disturbed convocation
Of hateful crowds amassed
Continual is their task
To create attacks in undisclosed locations
Red rage of anger has incensed
People of no return
This constant need
For the Crimson bleed
Confounds me when it's swarmed with innocence
Combat of adults amongst each other
Usurped in fear
Terrors against the young
Perplexed by the charge against the minor
Astounded by their disgust
Of the youth of another
Unawares of who to trust

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 12, 2017, 03:31:38 am
It's in the stillness of the night
Every sound is elevated
Particularly when you're situated
Between floating spirits
Feel the shiver up the spine
Gnawing in the stomach on the incline
Fear has entwined you in its clutches
Willing to settle for an incredible fight
Knowing that no one is the victor
Realizing what you thought you saw
Is not a definite
It's a might
Each sound has a squeaky effect
All the senses alert
Hearing noises within the walls
Hollow sounds echoing throughout
Understanding there's no way out
None
No way out

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 12, 2017, 03:11:39 pm
Looking back in the ages of time
Those closest, manages the most harm
Betrayal was much simpler than fetching water
The green eyed monster
Spread its venomous poison
Causing wounds to seep with pus + blood
Not much has changed
With the exception of technological break throughs
Betrayal today can happen in many venues
Lovers, mother, father, sisters, brothers
Friend or foe
When the medusa like Striations
Seeped in its evil venom

Dreams or nightmares
They are of the same coin
Years ago it was foretold for me
To beware
Didn't take it to heart
But now I see,
The hatred stared back
With a masked smile
Superfluously the words
Never matched their eyes
Evading the intensity
Blood seeks blood
It always does

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 15, 2017, 07:36:18 pm
Looking back in the ages of time
Those closest, manages the most harm
Betrayal was much simpler than fetching water
The green eyed monster
Spread its venomous poison
Causing wounds to seep with pus + blood
Not much has changed
With the exception of technological break throughs
Betrayal today can happen in many venues
Lovers, mother, father, sisters, brothers
Friend or foe
When the medusa like Striations
Seeped in its evil venom

Dreams or nightmares
They are of the same coin
Years ago it was foretold for me
To beware
Didn't take it to heart
But now I see,
The hatred stared back
With a masked smile
Superfluously the words
Never matched their eyes
Evading the intensity
Blood seeks blood
It always does

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 16, 2017, 05:29:00 pm
Looking back in the ages of time
Those closest, manages the most harm
Betrayal was much simpler than fetching water
The green eyed monster
Spread its venomous poison
Causing wounds to seep with pus + blood
Not much has changed
With the exception of technological break throughs
Betrayal today can happen in many venues
Lovers, mother, father, sisters, brothers
Friend or foe
When the medusa like Striations
Seeped in its evil venom

Dreams or nightmares
They are of the same coin
Years ago it was foretold for me
To beware
Didn't take it to heart
But now I see,
The hatred stared back
With a masked smile
Superfluously the words
Never matched their eyes
Evading the intensity
Blood seeks blood
It always does

~Divine

KA
Great Eye!
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 16, 2017, 06:40:52 pm
Looking back in the ages of time
Those closest, manages the most harm
Betrayal was much simpler than fetching water
The green eyed monster
Spread its venomous poison
Causing wounds to seep with pus + blood
Not much has changed
With the exception of technological break throughs
Betrayal today can happen in many venues
Lovers, mother, father, sisters, brothers
Friend or foe
When the medusa like Striations
Seeped in its evil venom

Dreams or nightmares
They are of the same coin
Years ago it was foretold for me
To beware
Didn't take it to heart
But now I see,
The hatred stared back
With a masked smile
Superfluously the words
Never matched their eyes
Evading the intensity
Blood seeks blood
It always does

~Divine

KA
Great Eye!

Y yes U do have fab eyes

Sure they cause many heartbeats to rise

I have weird ones tho

Every color but blue n they change like a Chameleon so

I am like a walking mood ring or stone

Not sure y or when I will understand y or attone

Eyes r window of the soul

U know this better than any1 or the toll

N U r one of a kind

Ur M3tAmorphosizing Divine n fine mind

Thank U

4 being Sweetest Sistren in any time true

Thru Ur Lovely Eyes LORD shines thru

1ov3 n L1ght

Adore ur 4sight

N ur Evolving Birthrite

XoxoxoX,
KA
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 16, 2017, 07:13:12 pm
Looking back in the ages of time
Those closest, manages the most harm
Betrayal was much simpler than fetching water
The green eyed monster
Spread its venomous poison
Causing wounds to seep with pus + blood
Not much has changed
With the exception of technological break throughs
Betrayal today can happen in many venues
Lovers, mother, father, sisters, brothers
Friend or foe
When the medusa like Striations
Seeped in its evil venom

Dreams or nightmares
They are of the same coin
Years ago it was foretold for me
To beware
Didn't take it to heart
But now I see,
The hatred stared back
With a masked smile
Superfluously the words
Never matched their eyes
Evading the intensity
Blood seeks blood
It always does

~Divine

KA
Great Eye!

Y yes U do have fab eyes

Sure they cause many heartbeats to rise

I have weird ones tho

Every color but blue n they change like a Chameleon so

I am like a walking mood ring or stone

Not sure y or when I will understand y or attone

Eyes r window of the soul

U know this better than any1 or the toll

N U r one of a kind

Ur M3tAmorphosizing Divine n fine mind

Thank U

4 being Sweetest Sistren in any time true

Thru Ur Lovely Eyes LORD shines thru

1ov3 n L1ght

Adore ur 4sight

N ur Evolving Birthrite

XoxoxoX,
KA

Many more blessings from God above
Multi faceted eyes
Evolving the colours
Instead of blue
How exciting for as you stated
Eyes are the windows to the soul
My blessed Mother was graced with grey/blue
She had a certain shade of blue hue
Smiling happy eyes she did too
When the light is there
Eyes shine and sparkle
When the soul makes it final journey home
They are lifeless + vacant
Having seen both my parents
In their final moments
Great memories

Wishing you an amazing week!
Much love and light

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 16, 2017, 07:26:04 pm
Lord needed 2 Angels to Take their Place by His Side

Fabulous I am SURE they r In Their Days now paradise tried

U r AS STRONG AS BOTH n Sum

U r just ABSOLUTELY AWESOME

n soon w3 will all see where w3 know we come from

Lion Of Judah's Kingdom

1ov3 n Light,

Ka
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 16, 2017, 07:36:46 pm
Lord needed 2 Angels to Take their Place by His Side

Fabulous I am SURE they r In Their Days now paradise tried

U r AS STRONG AS BOTH n Sum

U r just ABSOLUTELY AWESOME

n soon w3 will all see where w3 know we come from

Lion Of Judah's Kingdom

1ov3 n Light,

Ka


Thank you kindly
I agree

Love light happily
To you and all your loved ones

Xox
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 17, 2017, 06:09:28 am
Lord needed 2 Angels to Take their Place by His Side

Fabulous I am SURE they r In Their Days now paradise tried

U r AS STRONG AS BOTH n Sum

U r just ABSOLUTELY AWESOME

n soon w3 will all see where w3 know we come from

Lion Of Judah's Kingdom

1ov3 n Light,

Ka


Thank you kindly
I agree

Love light happily
To you and all your loved ones

Xox

And reciprocated

As ur Elevated

N I apologize for delay my email hesitated

Lol

Happy New Week to U n Urs

1ov3 n L1ght to U pure n sure

XoXoXoX,
Ka
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 17, 2017, 09:02:37 am
Happy New Week King Aur✝️Hur
+ Camelot Family

Truly embracing that all things are possible
Is a step in the direction of our paths.

Xoxo
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 17, 2017, 09:07:15 am
Happy New Week King Aur✝️Hur
+ Camelot Family

Truly embracing that all things are possible
Is a step in the direction of our paths.

Xoxo

Amen Sweet Scintillating Sistren

All Things can happen now or then

As Ur wisdom n beauty r apparent

I wish u best 2 n everyday As I Attest U r H34ven sent

N thank U

13t fate of The Lord now ensue

Queen Of Camelot 1ov3 n L1ght to U too

XoxoxoX,

Ka Law Rents

Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 18, 2017, 05:14:14 pm
Always many blessings K.A Law Rents! [attachimg=1]
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 18, 2017, 05:22:29 pm
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U perform Miracles13s EV3ry day as I see

As I feel u do so most lavishly n lovely

None above thee

Thank U

XoxoxoX 1ov3 n L1ght,
Ka Law Rents
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 18, 2017, 05:26:56 pm
(Attachment Link)

U perform Miracles13s EV3ry day as I see

As I feel u do so most lavishly n lovely

None above thee

Thank U

XoxoxoX 1ov3 n L1ght,
Ka Law Rents

As do you!
I see it true
Daily nightly
You come to the aid of all those who are in need
King Aur✝️Hur indeed
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 18, 2017, 05:29:12 pm
In the darkest corners of my soul
Absorbed by all the empathic trials + tribulations
With a heavy heart
It's hard to eliminate all the negativity
Every effort needs approval of positivity
Welcoming the dark
Enveloped by my light
Makes me truly whole

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 18, 2017, 05:49:35 pm
I adore ur EV3ry side

They make The Most Absolutely Unique Beauty I have ever seen in n outside where U reside

At times I had to swallow my obnoxious pride

Because I cudnt lose U

Having U near has made me strive to be best me far more than deserved to

In the whole in regret nothing when it comes to this

Souls remember those that they enjoyed am eternal promise

No matter what or where

I so appreciate U because u truly care

Where others wud not dare

Ur Angelic Like Divine Justice n Regal Lady so fair

Thank U

Times TRIllion n 2

13✝ 1ov3 n L1ght in U 4 EV3r ensue

XoX,

KA Law rents [attachimg=1]
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 18, 2017, 05:53:33 pm
I adore ur EV3ry side

They make The Most Absolutely Unique Beauty I have ever seen in n outside where U reside

At times I had to swallow my obnoxious pride

Because I cudnt lose U

Having U near has made me strive to be best me far more than deserved to

In the whole in regret nothing when it comes to this

Souls remember those that they enjoyed am eternal promise

No matter what or where

I so appreciate U because u truly care

Where others wud not dare

Ur Angelic Like Divine Justice n Regal Lady so fair

Thank U

Times TRIllion n 2

13✝ 1ov3 n L1ght in U 4 EV3r ensue

XoX,

KA Law rents (Attachment Link)


Your kindness knows no bounds
Grateful for your heartfelt words
Thank you so very much

Always love and light

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 07:59:42 pm
For days the sky has been heavy with emotion
Cathartically clearing the denseness
With a vehemence and a responsiveness
By shedding a sorrowful outpouring of tears
It's been a record year
For the immense rainfalls
In a 24 hour period
Onslaught of 4 or 24 downpour
Flooding has affected the region
Everyone is claiming global warming
My thoughts vary
It's not even so much as a warning
The planet with Father Sky + Mother Earth
Are efficiently grieving
For all the pain
Of the constant strain
Crying all the tears
Wild cracking of the skies
As it's drenching the aching earth
I feel it's calling out for love
Pure + simple
A token of love

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 08:07:37 pm
Open sore that has been cut deep by the knife
Oozing with a continual flow at first burgundy
Then a brightness of Crimson
The shock of watching the blood
Burst forth + streaming down the length of the arm
Pooling at the crook of the elbow
Swirling imitating the inner veins
Copycat is its strains
The violent blow increased its flow
Dizzying head spins
Collision appears to be accidental
Yet nothing is left to chance
Inner sanctum knows better
The soul is unafraid of the final dance
Inhabiting this corpse
That will remain lifeless
As it's elevated it's decay
Rapidly from night to day

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 08:27:11 pm
I cried uncontrollably the night you died
Didn't want to see you suffer
The struggle for you to be revived
Code blue was the repeated line
Each time you returned
They tried to keep you alive
Deep in my heart
I knew your wish was to go to the other side
Your desire to die in your home
Was as strong as your hold
Please understand a part of me believed
There was a different way
For it to unfold
Moments pass and I still cry a tear
Knowing how you held on out of fear
Particularly this past year

Sigh

You've visited me grateful for your presence
I feel your happiness
A part of me craves to be with you
In your idyllic heaven so true
Always know I love you too!

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 11:07:59 pm
Numb
Have been crying this horrendous day
Confusion has eroded my brain
Shattering all I thought was real
To teeny tiny pieces
Since it's broken
There is no way to put it all together
Being the responsible one sucks
It fucking sucks
Frustration that drowned me in the ink
Black dark
I'm drowning in everyone's cesspool
Grime is sticking to me
Like clothing glued on a hot humid night
As the air conditioner breaks down
There is no relief
None
Not caring whether I live or die
Unknown as to the tears that
Has smudged all my make up
The ache in my chest makes it hard to breathe
Gasping for air catatonic without a care
At this point reality has set in
Anything goes

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 11:20:02 pm
Soothingly rocking back + forth
To ease the cracked organ
That barely resembles a heart
Tonight I'm hurting
Tears have been cascading all day
I'm dead inside
Walking aimlessly through the streets
Every day this summer it's rained
Today when I craved it the most
The sun is shining brightly
Evidentiary proof written all over my face
I'm the outsider again
I don't fit in
I never have
My face is screwy as I'm crying
A car almost hit me
I'm not even trying
I'm dead inside
Shrivelled up and died
All bent up and out of shape
Continually cried
I'm dead inside


~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 11:25:26 pm
Grotesque monstrous faces
Evolved in my dreams
To make them nightmares
Anxious not to sleep
For their maniacal expressions
Have a complex effect on me
One I don't want to look
The other I'm drawn to the fear
Drawn to evil of it
I am so very tired
Tired of this stupid thing we call life
It's unravelled insuch a way
I can hear them talk
Promises made have been broken
I care not what they have to say
There is a pain in my body
Not sure why the aches jump
From place to place
Strange to look at people's faces vacantly
They don't know how to take me
Deep down
I don't really care
Let them all stare

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 11:32:40 pm
I feel you
Staring at me
From up in the sky

I hear you
Whispering
Inside my head
Telling me it's alright
That I don't need to cry

I know you
Are giving snippets
Of information
That I need to decipher

I want to
Pay attention
To all the nuances
Make the movies in my head
Make sense

I fear me
I'm at a place
Where fear has lost its hold on me
I don't really care

Breathing has been such a task
Tired of wearing this smiling mask
I've bumped into things
Confused that these feelings sting

A part of me is sad
Looking at it all unravel
I'm done
Finished

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 21, 2017, 11:40:49 pm
https://youtu.be/tH2w6Oxx0kQ
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 22, 2017, 12:44:33 am
Soothingly rocking back + forth
To ease the cracked organ
That barely resembles a heart
Tonight I'm hurting
Tears have been cascading all day
I'm dead inside
Walking aimlessly through the streets
Every day this summer it's rained
Today when I craved it the most
The sun is shining brightly
Evidentiary proof written all over my face
I'm the outsider again
I don't fit in
I never have
My face is screwy as I'm crying
A car almost hit me
I'm not even trying
I'm dead inside
Shrivelled up and died
All bent up and out of shape
Continually cried
I'm dead inside


~Divine

Lean on me

Please so many time u did 4 self now I AM HER3 4 THEE

Time U see

This pain can transform to things i wont say here free

But i am ALLways here for u

Hugs to U too

Lean on my shoulder n 13t it all out

13T m3 show U how WONDERFULL a Woman U r about

Without

Any doubt

1ov3 n L1ght

Ka Sight[attachimg=1]
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 22, 2017, 12:55:45 am
carry ON wayward Sistren

I know pain now n then

I feel the darkness they embrace

I have seen sammael the fallens GoOD n (d) evil face

He know exactly who n when

13T m3 help U again

P13ase

I ask humbly to thee with ease

I can more than appease

I dont care i will pay any fees

I want to catch dry ur tears

On MY shoulder 4 years

I will show u y there is no f34r

U know who steers

Crystal C13ar

I adore u dear

🇽❌X 💖🇽❌x
1Ov3 n 🇱ight
Ka hugs Queen Divine [attachimg=1]tight
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 01:31:16 am
carry ON wayward Sistren

I know pain now n then

I feel the darkness they embrace

I have seen sammael the fallens GoOD n (d) evil face

He know exactly who n when

13T m3 help U again

P13ase

I ask humbly to thee with ease

I can more than appease

I dont care i will pay any fees

I want to catch dry ur tears

On MY shoulder 4 years

I will show u y there is no f34r

U know who steers

Crystal C13ar

I adore u dear

🇽❌X 💖🇽❌x
1Ov3 n 🇱ight
Ka hugs Queen Divine (Attachment Link) tight

Thank you Brother KA Law Rents
You have been constant in your kind support
I acknowledge your offer
Love and light
~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 01:44:52 am
 Tempestuous are the demons who are raging at the
The bars
Straining grasping at the clutches
Of each souls developed scars
Each pound of flesh
Out weighs the other in mass
Wounds have contorted the body grotesquely
They ground their claws causing intense trauma
Smile is forced askew from bloated mess
Eyes are the window to the soul
Look closely not even the smile can hide
The solid fact that death
Took hold even for the 24 hours
Staring back in the mirrored glass
Eyes are dead
Staring at the picture with failing dread

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 02:14:15 am
Through all her tears
Gasping for air
Evidence screwed up how she appears
Deep down she stopped to care
Dead inside
Each lively piece that loved to dance
Has died
They battled her to the point of extinction
Now the choice is hers
Will she live
Will she die
One more year
Or maybe five

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 02:18:23 am
Claws are squeezing out the life in her
Once agile figure
Her knees bruised black + blue
Her legs are strangely disfigured
Each wisp of hair
Seemed beautifully coifed
Today it's strands look dead + fragile
Ghosts of the past live in her eyes
Judging by everyone's lies
Circumvent to realize
She buried her head in the sand
Truth were blatantly
Crashed through her fabricated disguise
She is dead

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 02:23:11 am
Rocking back + forth for comfort
To ease this heavy pain
That has strained the heart
Starkness is coldly plain
Loveless from the cold starkness
She's welcoming the harshness
That has stabbed her intermittently
Over time she has broken
Each piece
Alas Dorian grey painted all his scars
Perhaps she should paint her canvass
Take every speck out of her eyes
Throw them up toward the stars
Lifeless is now set
No need to want to bet
Tired by the extreme to compensate
Satiate everyone's bet
Time to roll the dice

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 02:31:17 am
Rain has been a constant reminder
Of all the tears that combined
Each + every strain
Tired of all the blunder
Of responsibility
To each his own
From young to grown
Each strand is frayed
It's bound to break
I see the hatred in their eyes
Blatant is their clear despise
Each plunge that made the stake
Go deeper
Each one harsher
Absorbed the hatred
It's been a keeper
Hearts been broken for some time
Youthful chatter paid the crime
Break the chains bolted in place
Stark reality
Numbness has crept
Death in the eyes
Cannot be faced
Barrage of lies has broken her armour
Wishing One and all
A lovers ardour
Without it
We will will surely die
A slower death
Slow
Aching
Horrible
Death

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 02:40:33 am
Reality stared her in the eyes
She broke the mask
Every smiling disguise
Blow after blow she let them throw
Punch after punch
She thought it would help her grow
Shattered are her dreams
Battered is her soul
Louder is her screams
Demons have been grabbing her whole
Death becomes her
Death in all its glory
Shadows around her
What does she choose
To live or die
Only she will decide
Don't be fazed when she says she doesn't care
If she didn't
Why does she cry

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 02:45:01 am
Each piece
Deeply loved
Loss of the mind
That love was one of a kind
Pushed away
Starkness of the darkness
Proclaims to set a claim

Each piece shattered
As minute claims the day
Nothing really matters

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 02:54:15 am
Time is the healer
This broken soul
Has lost her way
Gone is another day
Another life

Time for her to go away

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 23, 2017, 03:08:24 am
Tempestuous are the demons who are raging at the
The bars
Straining grasping at the clutches
Of each souls developed scars
Each pound of flesh
Out weighs the other in mass
Wounds have contorted the body grotesquely
They ground their claws causing intense trauma
Smile is forced askew from bloated mess
Eyes are the window to the soul
Look closely not even the smile can hide
The solid fact that death
Took hold even for the 24 hours
Staring back in the mirrored glass
Eyes are dead
Staring at the picture with failing dread

~Divine

Demons r weak

They run from a few remember Bre✝hren Moses peak

Chased away shitload of fallen angels

N all due respect none to jr n i can hold a cand13

I was born Lucky with unfair advantages

7 Seraphim aka Spirits of YHWH eliminated ALL disadvantages

Dont let a sing13 imp whisper a thing

Remember only servants in Old testament cud hear 7 Sing

N this will include Beautiful U

So overdue

for darkest muse is What Ari of 7 do

H3 goes anywhere n fears nothing but Lord his Unscythe only clue

Killer of kings the artifact is called

I will leave it there cuz he wishes it stalled

The cloak is to hide A Spirit of YHWH

abilities r REDICULOUS with that each 7th H34ven Day

Who is darker or Aether magic more of?

Darkest Muse is he that is cloaked n brethren of Holy Dove

H3 the Servant exalted none above

A p13ce of Living Lord

N i a f34ther searching n found other awaiting ancestral memories stored

Thats a dark ass muse too

Being who n what i am dark as it gets true

Also brighter than any n i just wanna say Love n Light to u

XxxXxxX
ka Law Rents[attachimg=1]
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 03:09:10 am
Staring back at her
Facing her reflection
All she saw was
Death

~D
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 03:14:47 am
Tempestuous are the demons who are raging at the
The bars
Straining grasping at the clutches
Of each souls developed scars
Each pound of flesh
Out weighs the other in mass
Wounds have contorted the body grotesquely
They ground their claws causing intense trauma
Smile is forced askew from bloated mess
Eyes are the window to the soul
Look closely not even the smile can hide
The solid fact that death
Took hold even for the 24 hours
Staring back in the mirrored glass
Eyes are dead
Staring at the picture with failing dread

~Divine

Demons r weak

They run from a few remember Bre✝hren Moses peak

Chased away shitload of fallen angels

N all due respect none to jr n i can hold a cand13

I was born Lucky with unfair advantages

7 Seraphim aka Spirits of YHWH eliminated ALL disadvantages

Dont let a sing13 imp whisper a thing

Remember only servants in Old testament cud hear 7 Sing

N this will include Beautiful U

So overdue

for darkest muse is What Ari of 7 do

H3 goes anywhere n fears nothing but Lord his Unscythe only clue

Killer of kings the artifact is called

I will leave it there cuz he wishes it stalled

The cloak is to hide A Spirit of YHWH

abilities r REDICULOUS with that each 7th H34ven Day

Who is darker or Aether magic more of?

Darkest Muse is he that is cloaked n brethren of Holy Dove

H3 the Servant exalted none above

A p13ce of Living Lord

N i a f34ther searching n found other awaiting ancestral memories stored

Thats a dark ass muse too

Being who n what i am dark as it gets true

Also brighter than any n i just wanna say Love n Light to u

XxxXxxX
ka Law Rents (Attachment Link)

Thank you xxxxxxx😘💖
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 03:30:45 am
Chaos ensues
Breaking all the varied barriers
Negativity has sealed its gloom
Bits and pieces
Stuck like glue
Dismantled all the new
Reminiscing of the old
Such a detestable hold
Breaking free
Walls without doors
Self inflicted is really true

~D
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: King AUR✝Hur on July 23, 2017, 04:06:01 am
Chaos ensues
Breaking all the varied barriers
Negativity has sealed its gloom
Bits and pieces
Stuck like glue
Dismantled all the new
Reminiscing of the old
Such a detestable hold
Breaking free
Walls without doors
Self inflicted is really true

~D

First off I friggin adore U 💖😘💖👸💖🤗💖

None Can dare compare to Beautiful U true

W3 do self inflict pain

But i live divine chaos n 1ov3 makes p13asure rain

I may have invented p13asure n pain insane

I wish to show u this ability in my brain

Things i cant explain

But fountainous is theme main

Half abel n 7 times able than cain

1ov3 u r

NO MATTER how far

I wish to return ur AMAZING self n h34l a scar

I wear mine proud

2 more tommorow apparently as u saw me scr34m loud

But i have Psalm 91 shroud

I control the clouds

An ability i wish 13nd U n sorta did

Something i realize had since a kid

Ur Loveliest Self i wish Lift Up n never rid

LawRents ka

1ov3 n light n luck

From the latter this Law rents schmuck? [attachimg=1]
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 03:06:40 pm
Chaos ensues
Breaking all the varied barriers
Negativity has sealed its gloom
Bits and pieces
Stuck like glue
Dismantled all the new
Reminiscing of the old
Such a detestable hold
Breaking free
Walls without doors
Self inflicted is really true

~D

First off I friggin adore U 💖😘💖👸💖🤗💖

None Can dare compare to Beautiful U true

W3 do self inflict pain

But i live divine chaos n 1ov3 makes p13asure rain

I may have invented p13asure n pain insane

I wish to show u this ability in my brain

Things i cant explain

But fountainous is theme main

Half abel n 7 times able than cain

1ov3 u r

NO MATTER how far

I wish to return ur AMAZING self n h34l a scar

I wear mine proud

2 more tommorow apparently as u saw me scr34m loud

But i have Psalm 91 shroud

I control the clouds

An ability i wish 13nd U n sorta did

Something i realize had since a kid

Ur Loveliest Self i wish Lift Up n never rid

LawRents ka

1ov3 n light n luck

From the latter this Law rents schmuck? (Attachment Link)

Wonderful insight and knowledge
Thank you kindly KA
Xxxx
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 03:37:49 pm
Open sores are constantly bleeding
Unable to clearly state
The direction of the opening of the wound
Vein has been severed in that frantic panic
Nothing really matters
Watching as the blood splatters
Everyone running around as if
In slow motion
No need to panic
My visit here has come to a close
Don't try to sustain the bleeding
Don't resuscitate me back to this life
I've welcomed the dead
You see they are all visiting
Plan to see
In my head

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 05:18:35 pm
Watch out for the anon + the blue
Witches and warlocks too
They are all coming back again

~Divine

🤣😂
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 23, 2017, 05:22:38 pm
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 24, 2017, 07:49:20 pm
Stalwart + strong
Against all the negative forces
To protect all the living beings
With positivity + love
The dark lower energies
Always leech + attack
Positive need to believe + trust
Powers are stronger
When they are from Love
Love is all there is ....

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 26, 2017, 09:54:05 am
Many visitors last night in my dreams
They felt the need to share their nightmares
Nuances crept through my brain it seems
Communication in the Dream realm is so exciting
Everything is symbolically connected
The living and the dead associated
No strangeness is inclined
A camaraderie of sorts combined
I'm keeping a dream journal by my nightstand
In hopes as the day evolves I might comprehend
Or rather decipher the meaning
What they were gleaning
By our timely visit
For nothing is a coincidence
Life and death is but a dance
Nothing in the multiverse is left to chance

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 26, 2017, 12:01:01 pm
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Black ravens fluttered away
When you from the other side
Decided to stay
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 26, 2017, 12:37:02 pm
If you're a secret
You're one of many

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 26, 2017, 12:38:17 pm
Words spoken in good times
Are promises broken
Words spoken in rough times
Are an open link of promises
Kept to the end of time

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 26, 2017, 12:45:15 pm
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Deep inside I know you're all in a better place
Doesn't mean I don't miss you
I miss you at the strangest times of day or night
I miss you when I'm fighting my hardest fight
Tears spurt from my eyes
Even when I see a butterfly
I miss you and I cry
Yet I feel you
You're essence at my lowest
And know I'm not alone
You're here to remind me
That love has kept me alive
When just a few days ago
Death beckoned me
The will to die
Had enveloped me
Exhausted in my tears + futile emotions
You all came through
Remind me
I have much to do
So much to do

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 26, 2017, 07:51:09 pm
I've died so many times
So many lives
So many deaths
Something comforting in the thought of my demise
Seems comforting , no surprise
Reincarnation I do believe
Many lives
Many deaths
Yet here I am
Lessons abound
With or without a sound
The yearning and unknowing
Of the other side
What I do know
Make this side
One heaven/hell of a ride!

~Divine

Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 26, 2017, 08:24:48 pm
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 27, 2017, 11:04:50 pm
Power to the people
Mantra for the oppressed
Racism, based on fear
Followed by hate
I'm always surprised
How they continue to propagate
Despicable lies
Continuation in fabricated forms
To continue to segregate
Sadness prevails
Behind the shrouded veils
Alienating people for their
Outward appearances
Passing judgement
Disturbing confinement

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 29, 2017, 11:36:57 pm
Gutteral screams rage through the body
Swords clang in defense
Bodies strewn across the land
Fighting for something that has gotten out of hand
Belief that they are enemies
Combative battling spearing each other
Crimson bleeding through the once green fields
Once stood by like
Brother to brother
Only to die
With barely an utter
Anger surges yelling at the sky
Not understanding
The what or the why
For those who survive
Choking back the tears for the dead as they cry

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 30, 2017, 12:21:02 am
Dwindled down to nothing
Whatever I may have felt
You destroyed with your idiotic actions
Why do you bother
Do me a favour
Don't try another
I know you're stalking
There won't be any more talking
You have lost your chance
I've forgiven you time and again
You continue to pretend
Playing games
Of lies and blame
To think I let you in
My circle of friends
Fooled me a few times
It's done
No other and don't bother
God Speed and blessings
Here's a burning flame
To burn all you blame
Good Bye
KA

~Divine[attachimg=1]
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 30, 2017, 12:44:08 am
I see your true colours
Shining through
The darkest of black
Your imbecilic attack
Leave me alone
Nothing about you is real
You're a heartless stone
Thrown over my shoulder
Not looking back
Did you lose your way
That you back track
Piss and moan
Keep your meaningless groan
Lest you realize
You're now forgot

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 30, 2017, 02:23:17 am
Isn't it funny
Under the guise of friendship
People need to disintegrate
Dismantle with name calling
What's the matter
Kindness is not weakness
I have an opinion
State it clearly
I won't stutter
Cords are severed this life
From this day forward
And on to the next etc etc
You had your day in the sun
Obstacles from so called friends
Finished, you're done
New volume has begun
Fly away
Bye, bye

~Divine

https://youtu.be/2TfuRv4Wa_g
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 31, 2017, 05:09:15 pm
Setbacks drive me crazy
Invisible tethers re routing me from my original course
Damn the Man and the games they play
Every new day and new rules makes me dizzy
Frustrating when you take two steps
Forward and pushed three back
Today is one of those days
When a glass of rose
Candlelight by the tub
Soaking in lavender scented salt bath
Remove all the corporate grime


Ahhh...only if it were so simple to dismiss them
Hmmmm yes... it is

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 03, 2017, 11:14:51 am
Addictions are the true connotation of
Self abuse
Searching outside of ourselves
To gain confidence
For a convoluted form of love
Basal intention of looking for love
Complex with all of these attachments
Abuse is a form of withdrawal
Veiled exploration with self inflicted
Drug abuse
To numb the emotions
Highly sensitives are always
Attacked and judged
They are so sensitive that
Alcohol or drugs are attached to them
Like another appendage
Not wanting to feel
Shutting down senses
Yet open to pieces of what seems like reality
Seeping in through the cracks
Drowning in self inflicted depravation
Yet they smile to the world
Sadly the insanity ensues
Breaking the addiction
5 days, 4 weeks, 3 months
Something happens that is beyond their control
Snap back like a rubber band
Back in the fold to what appears
Those people who "understand "
Help you with your crutch
For another 8 ball or a bottle of vodka
The smile is painted on your face
But your eyes are dead

If people close bothered to look
Really look
Show after show
Performances made for us to laugh
While his heart and soul collapsed

Take the time to connect with loved ones
No matter what the emotions erupt
If we reach out before they take
The last dime bag
The prescription pills
That rope that they hung themselves

Their cry for help varies
Each and every time
Their act of being in control
Is their biggest vice
Takes nothing
Costs us all nothing
To simply be nice
Check in on them
Check in

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Sadly the lists continue .....
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 03, 2017, 02:04:05 pm
What have we done on this world ?

https://youtu.be/NBwhYP_F6-8
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: DaddysKitten on August 04, 2017, 10:45:27 am
Heyyy Devine,
Dark musings, I do relate to this side. Shattered
When Chris Cornell did like Robin. Sad, real sad.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 05, 2017, 12:21:42 pm
Heyyy Devine,
Dark musings, I do relate to this side. Shattered
When Chris Cornell did like Robin. Sad, real sad.

Lady Daddy's Kitten

Many have taken their lives
I sincerely hope that children and teenagers
Who adore these celebrities

Don't follow in their footsteps.

In the idolotry they may think it's cool
To commit suicide

For all the wrong reasons

As far as the complex reasons the ones who have passed
By committing suicide

No one knows what goes on in the mind of another

The depth of the darkness
I've recently been plummeted in the depths of darkness
And I've needed a break from all social media as I heal

And get me to see the seemingly snippet of light
In the ink of black

Lucky I heeded my advice
Many feel lost and unable to express
Their pain with anyone

And the dark sucks you in like quick sand

First hand I can see how that can happen
I am always here and openly I help anyone
Who is going through this type
 of agony

It's an abyss that sometimes you think you can't get out of

People make fun of my light and love

Only ones who have struggled and crawled out of the dark

Know how love and snippets of light
Saved me

Always much love and light

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 06, 2017, 12:42:53 am
Surprise shattered what I thought
What might have mattered
Unfortunately, memories are skewered
I'm not looking for ways
Many things I wish I had forgot
Yet they linger
Unmitigated
Neither have they softened
Some keep multiplying

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 06, 2017, 03:10:17 am
The dark Raven has crossed the threshold
Yet again
Cawing for days on end
Hard to decipher when it began
Knowledge is power
Ignorance is bliss
2017 seems to be a dying trend
Chaos has ensued
Many souls clamouring for the other realm

Impossible to know
If we've paid our dues

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 06, 2017, 02:57:29 pm
Confusing to conceptualize
Whether to Laugh or cry
Delving through the history
I don't miss him much
Sad to realize
His caustic behaviour
Appeared to come from authority
Playing a quick movie in my mind
Basic fact is certain
He was far from kind
Last 4 years of his life
His inability to ascertain
Time through night or day
Gave him the freedom
To turn from a grouch to a seemingly happy man
He was always a glass half empty kind of guy
Yet money was effortless
In the end what he cared for didn't matter
He would give it all up
To retrieve his health
To live with no aches and pains
Each morning the pain shattered
Illusions of what he thought was important
Things he aimed for
He constantly clamoured

What is slightly amusing
Is that you followed Nafsika
Celebrating her matrimonial anniversary
While you were celebrating the end of life

A few tear drops stained
My dewy  fresh cheeks
Wondering if he really thought
If it's power he gained

I realize it's not
Dementia set it
Most likely gracefully
His mean side was soon forgot
Smiles, constant smiles
Finally kindness is what I got
His last ten days was the quiet
Simpleness is what he sought

Thankfully he crossed to the other plane
Greeted by those he loved
His soul reconnected to them again
It's love that holds this soul
Eradicating all the futile emotions
For love is love
After all this time
His life line is whole

I can imagine now that you returned to love
Realization that all you thought was important
Never mattered
Enfolded in love
By those you fought the most
Yet craved his love
The most



R.I.P Uncle Aderfogami
I forgive you

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 06, 2017, 03:12:08 pm
Hard to ascertain if it's fatigue
Or sadness that contained me
In this questioning flux
Questions have been constant this last year
Recalling January 1, 2017
This year will be filled with constant changes
My foreshadow
Completely on the money
If I could place a bet
I would have won
A million to one

Sigh

Transformation still has a hold on me
Some slow
Others much quickly

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 08, 2017, 09:25:36 pm
Myers Briggs test
Has been proven
Just another tool
To pigeon hole people
Another control tactic

Just like algorithms
Maintaining taciturn
Disclaiming leaders
To make them followers

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 08, 2017, 10:42:53 pm
Walking a tightrope
Dismissing shadows peripherally
Maintaining focus
There is only one purpose
One fact

All the others are superfluous
Just like their Run on sentences
It makes me laugh
To observe them in their nervousness
Incessant chatter
Trying to Connive you
With their verbal diatribe

Don't change your focus
But notice the shadows
For they won't disappear
True purpose
Why they are here

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 08, 2017, 10:53:41 pm
Go ahead
Shuffle the cards
Keep shuffling until I say
Stop

Peel card after card
Take a gamble
Pirouette

Hours and hopes
Banking on the next card
Is Lady Luck on your side
Or did she take you for a ride?

I much prefer Mister Luck
He always makes me smile
Because he is a delicious tease

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 08, 2017, 10:57:37 pm
From the tone in my voice
Much can be ascertained
From the opening line
Hello
To...I'm good
How are you?
If you take the time
To discern from my tone
With a minuscule chat on the phone

We're definitely great friends
Because
I would do the same for you!

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 08, 2017, 11:04:18 pm
Years ago in New York
I branded myself
With a tatau

Walking into a tattoo parlour
In a short but well fitted
Business suit

The artists inquired my curiosity
As though I was wasting their time
I chose what I desired
Including the location
For the early 90's
Unique

What I found amusing
My skin is smooth and pale
The vibrancy of the tattoo
Appeared fake to many
My skin as the back drop of ivory
Made the colours stand out fabulously

Today it requires a touch up
Or re structuring
Still looks great on the inside of my wrist

I took a gamble
It paid off

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 08, 2017, 11:23:11 pm
https://youtu.be/M2VBmHOYpV8
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 09, 2017, 12:10:46 am
It's in the repetition
See it often enough
Hear it constantly
Unbeknownst to you
It becomes popular
It's favoured by you
And millions
Cause some intrigue
Notice it's elevated status
It's true what "They" say
Talk good, talk bad
Their lives are obsessed with you

Repetitions

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 09, 2017, 11:13:39 pm
That first year
Is always the hardest

First year after someone passes
Breaking of the hearts
Trying to get through holidays
Trying to get through birthdays

Emotional turn around
Through all things

She used to say...
Mothers sacrifice to make their family
Unified

She did that
Yes indeed

She did so much more
Always

Even from up above
She continually sends us love
I'm really feeling her tonight

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 10, 2017, 03:17:09 pm
It's not a case of
He said, she said
Or he didn't and she hasn't

It's the basic fact of
It doesn't matter
When your mind is set
My words will fly over your head

Proven fact:
When the person speaking
Has no intention of listening
While purpose is to speak
Forcing others to listen

Focus on getting things off your mind
My response will be of a different kind

I'm famous for my unpredictability
Just when you "think" you know me
You don't

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 11, 2017, 12:13:48 am
Every piece of the jigsaw puzzle
Unique in its size and shape
To fit distinctly
Like a hand in a tight fighting glove

Our journey through life
Can be surmised as tiny pieces
Or otherwise large pieces
Fill the gap for the whole picture

There may be some misturns along the way
Each segment confounds us until we locate its match
Match is many sided
Once pieced together
Leads us to a grander view

Each section leads us
Perhaps on a direction we were resistant
The key is to stand back
Look at the whole image

Trust

Once completed
A sense of satisfaction

Opening options for a more complicated puzzle

~Divine


Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 11, 2017, 12:36:31 am
Cracked into pieces
Exploded to smithereens
Facades come crashing down
Actions at times obscene

Masks like Dorian Grey
Where the paintings are horrific
Hiding the true nature
Of the painted smiles
And trivial nomenclature

Shaking my head much lately
Eyes are dry from previous crying
Those who have been closest
It's been trying

My imagination takes me
To a far away mountain
Where the countryside
Is filled to the rims
Of playful furry members
Who love each other

My panacea

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 14, 2017, 08:57:36 pm
Foolish are those who believe
Internet romance will tell you true
They are not
Nor ever be like you
Lies are effortless to them
With every breathe they take
Take heed of my words
Good relationships
They will never make
Promises interwoven
In fabrications
Elevating how your
Heart will break

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 18, 2017, 09:56:39 am
Shattered the illusion of those who claim
Friendship
Battered their conclusion
Complex as was our relationship
Destroyed all possibilities
By their skewed perceptions
Devoured any efforts with their green eyed monsters
Comprehensions
Sadness prevails in my soul
Momentarily at best
Each fragment cracked
I've returned to heal with love
To disintegrate the evil
Making me whole

Lessons abound
From me
You'll never hear another sound

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 21, 2017, 07:30:44 pm
Send me enough likes
Yet not too much
Don't want to blow your cover
In the midst of Summer
Just as we settle out of the eclipse
Sadly have to say
What goes around comes around
What you displayed
Is a form that's portrayed
In the words that many of us have been
Played

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 30, 2017, 01:30:07 am
Piercing the wood with the
Tip of the knife
Scarring indentations
That will last a lifetime
The sharper the blade
The deeper the cut
What's behind the dark oak door
Don't be surprised
When there's blood on the floor

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 01, 2017, 04:03:26 am
Tears sprung from the eyes
With no control
Sobbing, you know
The ugly crying
When you're a bloody mess
It really happens
That huge disappointment
That trumps all emotions
When the Crimson blood
Spreading in a puddle
Knowing against all odds
Staring at the splatters
That this is a slow death
Excruciatingly slow

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 02, 2017, 11:25:45 pm
Heaviness in my heart
The inability to assist
Those who have been hurt
Young, old
Sweet animals
Whether in war,
Or horrific weather conditions
My heart breaks
When I see pictures
The fear in their eyes
Struggle to survive
Waiting patiently
As the waters grow murky
They await
For help to arrive

I will never understand the need for pain
In this plane

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on September 02, 2017, 11:58:25 pm
Ravages of war
There are no winners
Just losers
Killing innocence
In the wake of greed
We are not a race,
With a different face
We are souls
With temporary bodies
When we connect
To our spirit
We discover
There is no merit
In destroying
Each other
We are
Sisters and brothers
Regardless
Of our father or mother

~Divine

Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 04, 2017, 09:54:17 am
In the darkest recesses of my mind
Certain parts
Iíve wondered how I may have been blind
Those who claim protective friendship
Darkness veiled in every word
Wielding like a bloodied sword
To plunge the pointy end
Past the bones
Into the heart
Making certain
Watching the endless fabrications
Maligned
As the sword and bones align
Disgustingly severed

The ache was building in momentum
Breathing shallow and constricted
Harder now
Iíve self evicted
Watching sparrows in the sky
Wondering whose next
On the list
Sky high

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 05, 2017, 12:14:16 am
Puddles of ruby red blood
From the stream of the dead
Wounds caused by a manic man
Deluded to create havoc
At a country western concert

Shattering the windows
Erecting his arsenal of automatic guns
Shooting to kill the inncocent
Concert enthusiasts

Stunned the crowd with the multiple rounds
Unbeknownst the initial direction
If the flying bullets
Minutes felt like hours
Bodies flung to protect loved ones

59 dead over 500 wounded
Heartless and premeditated


The constant ache of late
Hurricanes destroyed cities
Many living
Countless dead

Countless dead
Others struggling to survive
Their challenges
Insurmountable

Miles away
Helpless

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 05, 2017, 02:08:40 am
Shaking in disbelief
Tremors causing my teeth to chatter
My bodies inability to stop
Convulsing stomach are far from flutters
Shudder to conceptualize
The ominous fathomless pit
Of their oft disturbed minds
Locate them rocking back and forth
Constant need of movement
Especially while they sit
Donít let the smiles fool you
Inside they are minuscule pieces
Difficult to discern this puzzle

Iím wondering will that day ever come
When all faces of hate ceases

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 06, 2017, 09:53:15 am
Years ago havoc prevailed
Segregation caused separation
Hateful due to the colour of your skin
Unusual surname
Spiteful crimes in degradation


Years later
Weíre pious in need of being
Politically correct
Facade of a smile filled with hatred
Acts of violence
From egotistical cowards


Saddens me
To see
Animosity
Astoundingly
Vividly

Abhorrent behaviour
From three faced monsters

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 10, 2017, 04:01:09 pm
Shockingly still
Unable to chose the words
Itís not about right or wrong
Itís stopping all the sentences
That are rambling in my head
Thoughts combined
In tens, hundreds, thousands
Morphed from the disdain
Grotesque in their fabricated tries
Beware of those who appear strong
Smiles will hide
Whatís dead inside
Looks closely
Sadness enveloped in the eyes
Smiles all around deceive
Those who wonít dig deeper
Who prefer to be deceived
Just dig a hole
Cover it with the sand
Hide it under
All emotions
Obscure it in the wasteland

Back to those words
Silence is screaming
Loudly in the heads
Of those who choose to look the other way
Complicit in observing
Complicit in withholding

Silence is loud
Iím bleeding the words
There is no rhyming prose
Freely expressing
Thoughts morose

Pain in the heart
After many years
Still presently stark
Omnipresent

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 11, 2017, 10:41:10 pm
Melancholy streams
Throughout the horrific screams
Whilst the hurricanes
Pound and slams
Whirling waters throughout the land
Powerful forces ravaging
The expanse of the fathomless waters
Straight on up to the skies

Animals sensed these revelations
Humans too engrossed
Do not Instill the same dedication
As these blessed furry members

Much has been destroyed
Hours of devastation
Years to rebuild
Required dedication

Shattered through the aftermath
Lucky are those who survived
Hurricanes searing thunderous path
Engulfing everything in its wake

~Divine

Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 22, 2017, 12:57:08 am
Words keep spewing from your mouth
Drunken slurs beautifully inaudible
The heart has sunken
In the deep dark south
Fabrications manipulates
Barely appear credible
Shattered pieces strewn
Pieces are slivers
Unable to aggrandize them together
Thinking back to our first encounter
Realizing this session
Relays by fate
Season has come
Finality sends shivers
Up my spine
Just recalled
A message floating in my brain
We would last but a year
After all is said and done
Iíll walk away
As it slips
A tiny tear

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 23, 2017, 07:41:41 am
The mysteries of Hallows Eve
The veil is thinnest
Those who try
Cannot deceive
Crepuscular stark of the dark waning light
In the shadows lurks the moon
Magickal stirrings at its finest
Stand back observe those with
The blaming tongue
Watch them cringe
When the foretold of blatant truth
Destroys their fabricated lies
Wither to slight in stature
Listening to their bittersweet cries
Denial slams their lips
Deception has always been a part of their nature
Itís the witches and the warlocks they fear
Itís the truth of the Wiccan tribe
Claiming pagans need to burn and die
Let them continue and proclaim
What they term as pagan
In this day and age
For thousands of years
They exalted this sage

Swirling in circles this strange typhoon
Social graces and plastic faces

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 30, 2017, 10:47:41 pm
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 31, 2017, 12:10:07 am
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on October 31, 2017, 12:32:34 am
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Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 02, 2017, 04:44:00 pm
Whipped into a feeding frenzy
The need far outweighs the wanting
Newly minted vampires
Ache for the crimson red
Of a humans blood
Sucking in every precious ruby drop
Prior to the last beating of the heart
Before their last breathe
Last vistages of dead

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 05, 2017, 03:30:25 pm
Bewildered by the apathy
Craving the need for attention
From society
Obsessed with the need to be a part of the clique
Making up stories for sympathy
Dependant on the sweet taste
Of affection

Lacking the ability for self love
Sucking up all types of emotions
From everyone around you

The one you need to show the most love to
Is you
Being able to safely say
I
Love
Me

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: DaddysKitten on November 19, 2017, 07:10:21 am
Whipped into a feeding frenzy
The need far outweighs the wanting
Newly minted vampires
Ache for the crimson red
Of a humans blood
Sucking in every precious ruby drop
Prior to the last beating of the heart
Before their last breathe
Last vistages of dead

~Divine

Vampire luv my kinda luvin D 😈
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 19, 2017, 05:57:48 pm
Whipped into a feeding frenzy
The need far outweighs the wanting
Newly minted vampires
Ache for the crimson red
Of a humans blood
Sucking in every precious ruby drop
Prior to the last beating of the heart
Before their last breathe
Last vistages of dead

~Divine

Vampire luv my kinda luvin D 😈


Hello Lady Daddyís Kitten
Then you will love all things Lady Victoria

She writes and has a thread on Vampires

She is an amazing writer.
Have to check her name
Lady Victoria! We call her Lady V
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 19, 2017, 06:00:16 pm
Whipped into a feeding frenzy
The need far outweighs the wanting
Newly minted vampires
Ache for the crimson red
Of a humans blood
Sucking in every precious ruby drop
Prior to the last beating of the heart
Before their last breathe
Last vistages of dead

~Divine

Vampire luv my kinda luvin D 😈


Hello Lady Daddyís Kitten
Then you will love all things Lady Victoria

She writes and has a thread on Vampires

She is an amazing writer.
Have to check her name
Lady Victoria! We call her Lady V


Prysmaticv is her member name here.
She has Victoria poetry and Center check her out!
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 24, 2017, 11:26:15 pm
Damned are the feelings that creep up
Tearing all thoughts of generosity
On the wayside
Damned are emotions of caring
Being trodden by the bull shit
That surrounds us
Constant bickering
Constant  fighting
Clamouring for the front bit of news
Facade of popularity
Watching as it transforms
Needing to be the Center of attention at
All costs

Damned for those who are sensitive
Meet the end

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on November 25, 2017, 01:46:38 am
Tears coursing  down my face
Are full of unspoken words
Drowning in imploding feelings
Inability to speak
Let alone string a bunch of words together
To share my thoughts
Monumental to strive for communication
Stressing the inability
Makes it even more
Of a Mountain then a molehill
Tough to get out
Ridiculously fearful to share
Deep down a shyness disturbs the balance
Knowing full well
The depth of feelings expressed in tears
Unwillingly understanding
What matters to her
There is no one
That truly cares

Why the tears emote
Speaking silently
For the choked up words

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 08, 2017, 07:08:46 am
Wrapping my head around
When injustice is to be found
Social media can be corrupt
When egos go on a feeding frenzy
Choose to disrupt
Slinging hurtful words callously
Ending ones life disastrously
There is much pain behind the smiles
Jovially appearing happy is their styles
Meanwhile back at the ranch
Confused and morose
Dealing with another branch
Self inflicted insecurity
Riddled with self hatred
Subliminally accepting
The harsh cruel token
Words written with malice
Envisioning then tenaciously Spoken

All judgements aside
I will be crass
Itís her choice which cock to ride
Deploring in her safety
Refusing to sexually interact
With a crossover
Who behaved like such an ass
Unfortunately gross and hurtful implications
Cyanide pill glossed over
Bipolar wracked with depression
At societies convention
Porn actress took her life

Hung herself
Just 23

A soul has chosen purgatory over life
Distraught with pain
Social mediaís strife
May she Rest In Peace

Though deep down I know
She plunged the purgatory knife
Self blame destruction is out of hand
Lighting candles and prayers
For her soul to see the light
That love is on the other side
It doesnít matter who is wrong
Who is right

Itís time for all of us to take a stand
Stop all the bullying
Peace and love will heal
Hand in hand
Only love is real

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: EquineAnn on December 08, 2017, 09:19:33 am
Wrapping my head around
When injustice is to be found
Social media can be corrupt
When egos go on a feeding frenzy
Choose to disrupt
Slinging hurtful words callously
Ending ones life disastrously
There is much pain behind the smiles
Jovially appearing happy is their styles
Meanwhile back at the ranch
Confused and morose
Dealing with another branch
Self inflicted insecurity
Riddled with self hatred
Subliminally accepting
The harsh cruel token
Words written with malice
Envisioning then tenaciously Spoken

All judgements aside
I will be crass
Itís her choice which cock to ride
Deploring in her safety
Refusing to sexually interact
With a crossover
Who behaved like such an ass
Unfortunately gross and hurtful implications
Cyanide pill glossed over
Bipolar wracked with depression
At societies convention
Porn actress took her life

Hung herself
Just 23

A soul has chosen purgatory over life
Distraught with pain
Social mediaís strife
May she Rest In Peace

Though deep down I know
She plunged the purgatory knife
Self blame destruction is out of hand
Lighting candles and prayers
For her soul to see the light
That love is on the other side
It doesnít matter who is wrong
Who is right

Itís time for all of us to take a stand
Stop all the bullying
Peace and love will heal
Hand in hand
Only love is real

~Divine

This is a good poem that's very true. I'm very sorry to hear about the young lady. What a wasted life! I agree. We all need to stand up to the bullies.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 11, 2017, 10:37:50 pm
Wrapping my head around
When injustice is to be found
Social media can be corrupt
When egos go on a feeding frenzy
Choose to disrupt
Slinging hurtful words callously
Ending ones life disastrously
There is much pain behind the smiles
Jovially appearing happy is their styles
Meanwhile back at the ranch
Confused and morose
Dealing with another branch
Self inflicted insecurity
Riddled with self hatred
Subliminally accepting
The harsh cruel token
Words written with malice
Envisioning then tenaciously Spoken

All judgements aside
I will be crass
Itís her choice which cock to ride
Deploring in her safety
Refusing to sexually interact
With a crossover
Who behaved like such an ass
Unfortunately gross and hurtful implications
Cyanide pill glossed over
Bipolar wracked with depression
At societies convention
Porn actress took her life

Hung herself
Just 23

A soul has chosen purgatory over life
Distraught with pain
Social mediaís strife
May she Rest In Peace

Though deep down I know
She plunged the purgatory knife
Self blame destruction is out of hand
Lighting candles and prayers
For her soul to see the light
That love is on the other side
It doesnít matter who is wrong
Who is right

Itís time for all of us to take a stand
Stop all the bullying
Peace and love will heal
Hand in hand
Only love is real

~Divine

This is a good poem that's very true. I'm very sorry to hear about the young lady. What a wasted life! I agree. We all need to stand up to the bullies.


Thank you Lady Ann!
Iím reading more and more of this type of abuse.
Many feel powerful behind their keyboards.

Sad that suicide enters their realm.

Bullying is a fine line, sometimes the bullied become the bullies.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: EquineAnn on December 12, 2017, 04:09:29 am
Wrapping my head around
When injustice is to be found
Social media can be corrupt
When egos go on a feeding frenzy
Choose to disrupt
Slinging hurtful words callously
Ending ones life disastrously
There is much pain behind the smiles
Jovially appearing happy is their styles
Meanwhile back at the ranch
Confused and morose
Dealing with another branch
Self inflicted insecurity
Riddled with self hatred
Subliminally accepting
The harsh cruel token
Words written with malice
Envisioning then tenaciously Spoken

All judgements aside
I will be crass
Itís her choice which cock to ride
Deploring in her safety
Refusing to sexually interact
With a crossover
Who behaved like such an ass
Unfortunately gross and hurtful implications
Cyanide pill glossed over
Bipolar wracked with depression
At societies convention
Porn actress took her life

Hung herself
Just 23

A soul has chosen purgatory over life
Distraught with pain
Social mediaís strife
May she Rest In Peace

Though deep down I know
She plunged the purgatory knife
Self blame destruction is out of hand
Lighting candles and prayers
For her soul to see the light
That love is on the other side
It doesnít matter who is wrong
Who is right

Itís time for all of us to take a stand
Stop all the bullying
Peace and love will heal
Hand in hand
Only love is real

~Divine

This is a good poem that's very true. I'm very sorry to hear about the young lady. What a wasted life! I agree. We all need to stand up to the bullies.


Thank you Lady Ann!
Iím reading more and more of this type of abuse.
Many feel powerful behind their keyboards.

Sad that suicide enters their realm.

Bullying is a fine line, sometimes the bullied become the bullies.
You're welcome, Lady Divine.

It is indeed.

That's very true. Sometimes it's because bullies leave victims alone if they join in. I've seen it myself.
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 13, 2017, 01:41:53 am
There is always a war coming
Blood and gore
Streaming across the land
Blasted features blown from the core
It seems as soon as we seem
To come to some form of peace
The demons are released
Hatred spewed
Greed decrees
Power to seize and deliver death
To many
Wracked with Molded hatred
Pus infused putrid sacks of disgust
Whatever happened to love thy brother
Whatever to understanding
We are here temporarily
Souls inhabiting bodies
We all become carcasses
When all is said and done
All the same once you peel back the skin
Blood, veins and bones
In time we infuse with the earth
Back to nothingness on terra ferma

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 14, 2017, 10:07:54 am
Beware of stalkers
Manipulators
Looking to create the furor of hate
The insipidness Of Internet
Desire of late
Sad to see
Black mail
Sextortion
Particularly
Teens that are simply looking for love
In all the wrong places

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 18, 2017, 09:17:28 pm
Sweet nothings shared late at night
Re read the two words
Sweet nothings
Noting
That ultimately it doesnít mean a thing
Wooing with hopes
Of selfish exposed
On the premise of smoking dope
Directness usually stings
Letís keep it above board
Social media
Involves many illusions
Of romantic grandeur
That ultimately means
Nothing

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 19, 2017, 03:44:39 am
Drip
Drip
Drip
Listen to the water
Drip
In the otherwise silent
Countryside
Owls cooing
New moon barely shining
Stars glistening
Brightly
Let the imagination
Glean
The fear after watching
Friday the 13th
Pins and needles
All of a sudden a branch scrapes
At the window

Is it a tree branch?

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 19, 2017, 06:19:34 am
Fear is a monster of its own making
Creating the unimaginable
Whilst over thinking
Conjuring up tales for the taking
Scared beyond belief
Anxiety surrounds
Panic attacks insurmountable
Blocking opportunities
From every direction
Focusing on what isnít
Versus what is
Forging ahead with all that we dread
Fear has been known
To create dis ease throughout the body
This formidable monster
Can tear families apart
Snatch away jobs
Ultimately relationships
Of all kinds crumble
Most important of all
To yourself
Words and thoughts
Are ensconced in constant
Misconceptions
Deceived by the fear
Received by the self inflicting
Hateful dread
Discouraging words that
Stream consciously
And sub consciously through
Your head
Of late many have taken the chances
Of playing with their lives
Some may survive
While the others are found dead

Breathing deeply and focusing
On at least five things
In front of you
Things that you can
Make your senses alert
And curious
Will help this fear subside
Take back your power
Know that you have
Friends on your side
Souls that can sense
That itís just gotten extremely serious
Were here

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 28, 2017, 11:36:35 pm
Mind shattering how the dark
Ebbs in
Seeps in
Creeps in
Wants centre stage
Makes a rumble for attention
Needing to create havoc
In the otherwise seemingly
Semblance of light celebration
It rears itís ugly head
Demanding to disrupt
What appears balanced
Is actually rough

Darkness does not wait
Is rather impatient
Descends regardless of expectations
Psst but here is the secret
It has always been present
Just refused to acknowledge
Chose to look away

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on December 28, 2017, 11:40:11 pm
Subterfuge within the the masquerade party
Smiles appear to be painted on
Drug, alcoholic inebriation
Penetrates the imagination
For a joyous occasion

The wherewithal
Of noticing
The strained smiles
Are pained

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on January 21, 2018, 02:57:10 am
Anger usurps a balanced state
Seething rage erupts
When injustice cracks the code
More + more I notice
Many can relate
Observing blatant actions
Unwilling reactions displayed
Torrential emotions erode
My positive side dismayed
My mask slips on effortlessly
Smiles all around
Containing the fires
While putting it on ice
Green eyed monster has
Stabbed me in the back
Yet again
Continuous attack
Has been pounding
These last weeks
Iíve felt the strain
Igniting the alcohol
The flames burn higher
Rage was chained and caged
For many years
Erratic hunger of this behaviour
In the past subtly crossed my mind
Of late it crosses its path
Like a tumultuous hurricane
Forcing the reminder
That just because you wonít hurt others
Donít assume they wonít
Go out of their way
To hurt you

Logistics
Possibly physics

~Divine

Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on January 26, 2018, 09:16:03 pm
The body appeared lifeless
The struggle to breathe vivid
Yet shallow
Slowly the fear was ebbing away
Voices seemed like they
Were coming from a distance
Hollow
Echoes tried to sustain
Yet bring me back
The darkness was enveloping
There was a succinct comfort
How the darkness was easing the fear
Anxiety that felt like a choking
Of the throat subsiding
Strange realizing itís already more
Than half a year
Confusion ebbs in and out
Like the waves that kiss the beach
Swarming in with a quick hello
Followed by a retreat
Empty words are hollow
Beware of unified couples
Under the guise of marriage
Constant need of attention
Disregard of intervention
Ensuing with no direction
Just the egos need of control

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 01, 2018, 02:28:28 pm
Rancid putrid throughts play
Like a broken record
Skipping a beat
And continually over and over again
Eruption causing balance disruptions
Scorching the positive
With a negative bleed
That keeps flowing from an open wound
Oozing of pain

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 01, 2018, 02:57:43 pm
Neon lights keep flashing
Open
Full moons celebrating a trifecta
Lunar eclipses, super moon
Blood moon
Metamorphoses is transpiring
As we breathe
Nervous twitches
Constant shaking of the left leg
Brain is racing faster than
A race car from 0-130 miles per hour
Feeling the perpetual throbbing
Of the vein at the temple
Decisions need to be made
Yet being catatonic
Is what being the best is
In the now

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 05, 2018, 03:05:55 am
Crepuscular thoughts plague
My positive side
When Iím empathically absorbing
The energies of people
Who feel other than good
The energies take hold of all the joy
Squeeze it out
Wring all the positive out
Stumps on it
Destroys it
Until itís hard to discern
The fine line
Of what Iím really feeling
Or what Iíve been absorbing

That has happened
Seems to be the case
On Twitter
Feeling all the energy that is
Far from positive
The need to say good bye
Is strong
And inevitable

A break is necessary
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 21, 2018, 10:24:13 pm
Friendship through good and bad
Unfortunately time has come to
Send us of separate paths
Which ultimately makes me sad
I apologize if I ever hurt you
Disappointed over my decisions
Not everything of late
Is finely tuned precision
Just understand as I walk away
Iíve loved you throughout our times together
This is the most difficult choice
Iíve has to make today
Forgiveness is needed
For me
For you
My heart is broken
With the words that have been
Pushed down for a long time
Yet now are spoken
Youíve hid your disdain
Dripping with aches and pain
Behind the smiles
The mask is perfect for the task
At hand
I love you and say good bye
As I travel to a distant land
Putting the final touches
Editing the words
To better suit the mood
This separation
Is understood

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 26, 2018, 12:02:58 am
Darkness enveloped him
Evil warped his teenage mind
Where one incident can change a lifetime
Jealousy and hatred
The outsider didnít rise to persevere
Instead he bought an automatic weapon
Hundreds of bullets
Inability to purchase alcohol
Can buy an automatic weapon
Shoot haphazardly
Killing and maiming
Delusions evilly maintained his truth
Blood seeping into the walls and floors
Crimson bleed
Of an evil seed
Hatred made him see anger and red
Devils horns guiding him
Down the pathway of death he led

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 26, 2018, 03:17:49 am
Tickling of the throat
Scratching irritating the voice box
Superstition
Manipulations of a different control
Green eyed monster raises its
Ugly head
Jealous of the GOAT
Greatest of all time
Observing the rising stock
Prevalent meanderings
Dismissing the relevant
Engorged ego centricity
Delusional dissent
Gossip mongers raising
The rumour mill eccentricity
Threadbare as the vicious tongues
Unravel
On the outside restrained
In the inside
Disheveled

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on February 27, 2018, 03:59:53 pm
Comfort in the dark envelope
Of the aphotic side of the moon
Ink black uncovering the onion peels
Removing all possible thoughts of knowing
Sinking into the abyss
Drowning in the anxious coldness
Frozen to the touch
Gone is the brazen boldness
Broken is the confidence
That emanated in your essence

Crawling out of the insipid blackness
That deathly grip
Side swiped probabilities
Fear anxiously making
Figments if the imagination
To appear real
Cutting of your breathing
Feeling the elevated beating
Of your heart
Cold sweats
Clammy hands
Drowning in your own sorrow
UnrealiZed hopes of tomorrow

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 31, 2018, 02:39:42 am
Do you feel better dear?
Now that youíre caught
Youíve new things to fear
With the blood on your hands
The danger zone
The crazy tone that bothered you
Tormented slaughter
Of anotherís daughter
Innocence destroyed by your slashing
Bone against bone
Remorse set in
Or will you claim the crazed affliction
That made you sin
Squeezing out the life
By closing in
Closer still
Against your will
Demons playing a different song
Much altered now that you go along
The blood seeped through
Crimson red until they are dead

In retrospect you could have walked away
Cleared your head
Egomaniacal tendencies in your stead

Unbeknownst the lessons you dread
Lust befallen love drowned into hate
Feel sorry now
Thatís itís too late

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on March 31, 2018, 02:45:10 am
In the quiet
The sounds seem louder
Beating of the heart against
The rib cage
Pounding harder
The volume in the silence
Harsher than in a crowd filled room
Judgement laid faster
For the guilty minds
Churning thoughts on a dime
Jumping from story
To conclusion
Basking in the disjointed illusions
Egos way of disturbing the balance
When it decides to play

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on April 09, 2018, 03:00:55 am
Tragic results when vehicles collide
Slight swerve here
In a blink of an eye
Unbelievably as we wrongly decide
Mutilated metal
Distorted bodies
Broken skin and bones
Lifeless bodies strewn across the land
Sadness prevails at the loss
Yet the news is overwhelmingly
Constantly dealing with loss
Young of old
Itís never properly foretold
Here today
Gone tomorrow
Tell those you love them today
Saves you the intense grief
Of the sorrow
Knowing you bit your tongue
Forgetting to say
I love you
Letís play

Say it now
Express it now
Love is to be shared
Lovingly cared

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 02, 2018, 12:25:07 am
Plagued by the darkest of thoughts
Overthinking leads to an explosion
Of vicious cycles
Pounding of the head
Blurry vision
Infused with garbage
Of laying dead
Visualizations cramming the imagination
With constant scenes of devastation
Pressure so overwhelming
Itís hard to breathe
Trying to separate
Continual division of black thoughts
Sucking the life source
Into the deep abyss
Fighting to keep afloat
When all thatís felt
Is the deepest need
To die

I donít know why

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 22, 2018, 06:53:53 am
Lying in the depths of the darkness
Where parts of my soul
Lays open to all the bleeding wounds
Of love lorn and torn
The last hopes of my heart
Being torn apart
With each game you play
Beyond hope
Wished there was another way

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 25, 2018, 03:01:34 am
Foggy views have plundered
Into the recesses of my mind
A deep sense of entitlement
Leads to disassociation
Of General enjoyment
Discovering truth behind
Madness of a different kind
Proper behaviour varies per person
Whatís right for me
Ainít right for you
Felt the ripping of my heart
From its protective barriers
Rib cage hollow echoing
Itís dismissal
Meandering for a new start
One that embraces levity
Releases the dark

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 25, 2018, 03:27:12 am
Viewing the stark reality
That disturbs the equilibrium
Wiping clean remnants of dirt
Reminding us the intense desire
To wallow and alternatively cleanse
Pulling at the threads
Expecting everything to dismantle
Tugging at the strands
Expecting dissolution
Surprised when it doesnít happen
Curious to push the limits
Striving for the sake of the dark
To leave a streak behind
The bright light
Needing the extremes
To break away from the inert emotions
That seem to stick like super glue
Drowning in the superficial qualities
That seem to be true
Words of devotion
Spoken superfluously
Sinking deeper into the blue
A quality that infuses the different hues
Confusion as I still think of you

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2018, 11:41:14 pm
Abruptly shaken out my reverie
By the doorbell ringing
Followed by the persistent knocking
On the door
Iíve often imagined
When death decides to beckon you
There is no closed door
That can keep you apart

Door swings wide open
You end up leaving everything behind
There is no more procrastination
There is no tomorrow
To finish that project

Grim reaper has a job to do
Saint Peter has called your name
Pearly gates are wide open
Nothing ever remains the same

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2018, 11:44:05 pm
https://youtu.be/34jC1fmeFD0
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on May 31, 2018, 11:48:35 pm
https://youtu.be/34jC1fmeFD0

This song seems to creep into my thoughts
With all of these blasted news
Yet
Weíre killing strangers
Marilyn Manson has new lyrics
Sad to read in the news
That kids are killing their friends

A strange eerie ness slides into place
With that wicked smile
That creeps across their face
Fame has descended upon them as they craved
Across the miles
Throughout the schools
Hate has replaced love
Insanity has usurped sanity
Evil lurks in the minds of babes
Strange days ahead
For those looking to save
Or be saved

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on June 29, 2018, 03:50:54 am
The cage rattled by the Beating heart
The ache strong emanates the pain
Tingling throughout all appendages
Screams followed by sobbing
Tormented
Comparable to the screwed up etchings
Marking the face
Turmoil has been playing its rhythmic beat
A symphony of screeches
High pitched followed by
Moans of laughter
Mixed with the sharp strain
Of anguished pain
Insanity thrashed against
Common sense
Of all these bloody speeches
That mean nothing
The pain far too intense
Observe the smiles once painted
Reveal all that was once concealed
Grotesquely etched pain
The figure standing in front of the mirror
Doesnít look the same
She stares blankly
At the ugly monster that surfaced
And replaced the smile
If you listen intently
Youíll hear the subtle screams
Only if you want to
For years have gone by
Youíve dismissed them
Simply because you never cared

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 02, 2018, 08:59:28 pm
Played at being a friend
He did that too well
Loyal friend
Every
Typed
Word
A lie
It unravelled when all went to shit
He was nowhere to be found
Threw me to the wolves
Torn to pieces
Every little bit
This friendship is far from real
It began and ended on Twitter
Social media
When everything that seems
Dissolves depending if one can benefit

Could be why
I often choose to deactivate
To cleanse my senses
Of all the strange propensities
Separate the wheat from the chaff
In many ways

Funny that ďfriendĒ
Is lumped with a whole lot
Of ďfriendsĒ

Where the illusion is shattered
Iíve seen the ugly facts
Beneath the mask
That over shone
By the smiles

Those fake friends

Side note...they are all blocked

Friends who actually care
Have stood by
Virtually my friend
True virtual friends
Where the care is still there

~ Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on July 05, 2018, 10:54:24 pm
The dark descends and dwells
In a pool of blood
That I use for ink
The cracks developed
From the struggle through pain
Heart is broken through the strain
Words superfluously spoken
Placing the mask firmly
Painted smiles
Deliberately tattooed again

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 02, 2018, 12:16:10 am
Frustration has drawn the light
In to the vast depths of the dark
Disgusted with the months of standstill
Discovering that my truths
Were believed as lies
Battering the punching  bag
With at least three tries
Each arm, followed by kicks
Over thinking still
The falacy of being told
I finally believe you
Now that the story is old
55 months and counting
Despondent by the revelations
Of the irresponsibility
That arises from futility
Blatant stupidity from those with masters degrees

Here is a fact:
When people speak truth
You can ask them a million questions
A billion different ways
The answer is always the same
When people lie
They struggle to recall
The stories they made up
After 55 months
My answers are still the same
Stop the blame game

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 12, 2018, 04:29:52 am
Frustrations of fear are real
Searing shocks shattering the balance
Trembling uncontrollably
Teeth clattering
The inability to stop the shaking
Further anguishes the panic
That has overwhelmed
Hearts beating raised its rhythm
And skipped many a beat
Asphyxiation increasing
Gasping for air
From this humid heat
Unbearable as the panic
Continues to rise
A small piece trying to ease the strain
Having had better control
This time around
Feeling the pressure of my heart
Is the bigger surprise
Pain intensifies
Hearing sounds as though Iím underwater
An echo plays sharply
Hard to decipher
Whatís real
Whatís fear
Whatís been absorbed by external energies
That Iíve made it my own

Numbness is hitting My extremities
Thoughts are confusing
Sharp stinging in my eyes
As my own tears are traitors
Far from soothing
Stinging and sharp burning sensation
Dissolving into a heap
Of no relief

Mind keeps chugging the over thinking train
No matter how hard I try
Itís all in vain
Clutching to the pillow
In hopes that all will normalize
Again
Valiantly trying
Sleep over takes the final fatigue

~Divine
Title: Re: 🖤Dark Musings
Post by: Divine Metamorphoses on August 30, 2018, 09:23:00 pm
Shock is continuing to set in
How did it happen
What was the last word
I got in
Did he hear it
Did he listen to my words
I love you
In his confusion
In his pain
Did he understand the souls connection
Like the first day
Or as it happened
This the last
Shock has held me captive
Believed we were going to grow old
Iím shattered
Tears keep rolling
As your body turned cold
Wisdom over the years
I know youíre in a better place
My heart is broken
Knowing I wonít be able to hold
You again
Iím broken
Letting the pain
Crack open another wound
Blood stains
Mixed with tears
Stunned by grief
Silence is the deafening sound
Looking for a distraction
There is no way
It will heal
This fractured heart
Itís beating aching
Harder than when I fell
In love with you
Harder for that fateful accident
Took you
And Iím broken

~Divine